MAKING MY DREAM REALITY

When I returned to Singapore in mid-2024, I’d finished most of my manuscript. It took me another month to complete it – and then I immediately began revising it. 

In August 2024, I sent my manuscript out to a small number of trusted people, including my old teacher Mrs Wong. Encouraged by their feedback, I sent it to local publishers.

Unsurprisingly, none were willing to take up a small author like me.

This being my first book, my expectations had been low. Even then, I was a little disappointed at the lack of feedback aside from generic rejection notes. 

Nevertheless, that didn’t stop me. I kept searching for more publishers and soon discovered the option of hybrid publishing, where the author self-publishes with consultants supporting the process. 

I was instantly convinced this was the way to realise my dream. But… could I afford it? 

I hadn’t yet started earning a proper pay cheque, barely scraping by with intern stipends and ad-hoc work allowances. What if I gave this book everything I had – which wasn’t much – and I still didn’t make it? 

In my doubt, I remembered the promise I made to myself and to others in 2021. 

It was a hard shift to navigate, but despite my financially-inclined mind, I had to stop seeing my dream as an investment. I had to ask myself a hard question: Would I still want to do this even if it meant I wouldn’t get a single cent back? 

After much thought, the answer came to me: Yes. 

WHEN THE VALUE OF A DREAM IS IN CHASING IT

On Jul 22, at my alma mater, Singapore Management University, I launched my book Genesis – the story of a world powered by magical Influence, where three individuals discover that their fantastical abilities may not be enough against rising complexity and change. 

The presence and congratulations of friends and family affirmed the belief I had in myself, to press on despite doubts and adversities. 

On that special night, I received a card from someone bearing a quote that has stuck with me even now: “Nothing is more beautiful than a dream in bloom.”