Carl Bean possessed the voice of an angel and the soul of a saint.
The man whose story is told in the documentary I Was Born This Way was born in Baltimore, MD in 1944 and raised primarily by his godparents. Growing up, he was teased by classmates for being effeminate, yet he wouldn’t allow that cruel treatment to bury his light under a bushel. In 1977, he would record the titular song “I Was Born This Way” for Motown, an anthem with these unapologetic lyrics: “I’m happy, carefree and gay/(Yes, I’m gay)/Ain’t no fault – it’s a fact/I was born this way.”
The film played as part of Deadline’s virtual event series For the Love of Docs, with director Daniel Junge, producer Wellington Love, and documentary participant Beatitude Zachary Jones taking part in a panel discussion afterwards. Among the people featured in the film are Billy Porter, Lady Gaga – whose 2011 song “Born This Way” was inspired by Bean’s earlier recording, Ahmir “Questlove” Thompson, and Dionne Warwick. Among the executive producers is Porter, Questlove, and Jamie Lee Curtis.
Carl Bean, singer and activist in 1977
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“Archbishop Carl Bean, for all his great work, was not a well-known man. And so by adding these celebrity elements, we hope that it will help draw people into the film,” explained Junge, who codirected with Sam Pollard. “I think documentary is best when you’re on a process of discovery and learning about someone that you’d never, ever known did such great work. But using celebrity helps.”
Junge said the all-star lineup of supporters came together because “they all felt like they owed a debt of gratitude to this man. Especially Lady Gaga, one of the biggest stars in the world, came with such humility and such deference to Carl, that blew me away. So, I do hope that these names attract people to the film, but I hope they walk away thinking not so much about them, but about [Bean].”
As the film explores, “I Was Born This Way” became a disco hit and has been sampled countless times in other songs. Motown saw Bean as a successor to David Ruffin, but the promise of fame and riches didn’t lure him away from a calling to Christian ministry. He went on to found the Unity Fellowship Church in Los Angeles, a movement that has expanded nationwide “based upon Liberation Theology, which is not oppressive to women, is not based on a male-dominated hierarchy, is not oppressive to Lesbian, Gay, Transgender, Bisexual, Intersexual, or Heterosexual people,” the church website notes, “a theology which teaches that God is greater than any religion, denomination, or school of thought, and that God is Love and Love Is For Everyone.”
Archbishop Carl Bean preaches
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New York’s Unity Fellowship Church is led by Bishop Jones.
“I met [Archbishop Bean] in the early ‘80s,” Bishop Jones recalled. “He was pastoring a small church, very small congregation, and they had just started basically to gather and to offer a religious tradition within the Black community to folks who were LGBTQIA members of community, and really had morphed into being fed up with being told that their life was anti-God or they were going to hell and so forth. So, on meeting him for the first time through a friend of mine who said, ‘Hey, I need you to come go with me to this church,’ and I was like, ‘Oh, okay.’ And he was dynamic. He was as dynamic in person as he was on that film and just really connecting with his energy and his passion for community and building community.”
Love, whose credits include The United States vs. Billie Holiday and Dear White People, says he could only imagine what it would have meant personally to hear Bean’s anthem as a kid.
“In 1977, I was 12 years old and my cousins, we would get together on the weekends, and we would play these 45 inch singles,” Love said. “I just think about, wow, what would it have been like if in that collection of scratchy 45s that there had been ‘I Was Born This Way,’ what would it have done for my life as a 12-year-old knowing that there was a man out there singing about being openly gay and he was Black and proud. I think it’s a testament to Motown, one, for taking the chance and for Carl for being so brave to do it.”
‘I Was Born This Way’
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In the film, Congresswoman Maxine Waters (D-CA) notes “The Black community has changed because of Carl Bean.”
Among his most important legacies was to cofound the Minority AIDS Project in 1985, a pioneering nonprofit that provides services to people of color living with HIV/AIDS.
“There was no doubt about him having vision for a world that was radically inclusive,” Bishop Jones observed, “him having vision for people within his community accessing… healthcare and had to do with keeping people healthy and addressing this issue that had kind of landed in his lap, so to speak.”
I Was Born This Way uses rotoscope animation to capture moments of Archbishop Bean’s life for which no archive exists.
“That’s a very involved process,” Junge said of the rotoscope. “It requires us casting actors who look like different ages of Carl, shooting them on stage, whether it’s green screen or just a stage, and then hand painting — of course, using a computer — but hand-painting every fourth frame for the lead characters and then creating digital backgrounds that match them. It’s a very involved process. And again, [that’s] part of the reason this film took so long to make, but hopefully it adds that kind of colorful comic book hero identity that we wanted to imbue Carl with.”
Watch the full conversation in the video above.
For the Love of Docs continues Tuesday, October 28 with our presentation of Riefenstahl, the documentary about German filmmaker Leni Riefenstahl, directed by Andres Veiel. To RSVP for that, click here.