{"id":357568,"date":"2025-12-19T04:46:37","date_gmt":"2025-12-19T04:46:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/357568\/"},"modified":"2025-12-19T04:46:37","modified_gmt":"2025-12-19T04:46:37","slug":"fnd-turned-my-life-upside-down-i-hate-it-says-suffolk-woman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/357568\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;FND turned my life upside down \u2013 I hate it,&#8217; says Suffolk woman"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1ffc3690-d1f9-11f0-a732-cbe19f3047f2.jpg.webp.webp\" loading=\"eager\" alt=\"Supplied Hannah grimacing while sitting on a black chair. She has wires attached to her and appears to be undergoing some sort of treatment for her condition.\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>Supplied<\/p>\n<p>Hannah is paying for costly private treatments which she hopes might one day improve her health<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I hate it, it&#8217;s turned my life upside down,&#8221; says Hannah Dickerson about how her life has changed since being diagnosed with functional neurological disorder (FND).<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">The 30-year-old was once a fit, healthy, and active majorette who would walk over a mile to and from her admin and marketing job in Ipswich every day.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">But she now relies on a wheelchair or crutches and needs help getting out of bed and going to the toilet.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;It&#8217;s very hard to constantly feel like you&#8217;re a bit of a burden and you can&#8217;t just easily do something,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;Unfortunately, it is what it is, and I can&#8217;t change it as such, but I also still have some fight in me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/e69ff570-d1f9-11f0-9900-656de002e153.jpg.webp.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"Supplied Hannah Dickerson wearing a black and floral patterned outfit while sitting in a wheelchair in front of a concrete wall. She is smiling and looking into the camera.\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>Supplied<\/p>\n<p>Hannah Dickerson relies on a wheelchair to get around<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">FND is estimated to affect 50,000-100,000 people in the UK.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">It limits the brain and nervous system&#8217;s ability to send and receive signals.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Its underlying cause is not known, but some experts think it could be linked to stress, trauma or a response to a virus or other inflammatory condition.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Mark Edwards, professor of neurology and interface disorders at King&#8217;s College London, says it causes &#8220;significant disability&#8221; and can have a similar impact to conditions such as Parkinson&#8217;s and multiple sclerosis.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">For Hannah, it has proved absolutely debilitating.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I have a lot of fatigue and my speech isn&#8217;t great. I have seizures, paralysis, loss of mobility, gait problems, breathing problems, limb weakness and brain fog,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I can&#8217;t walk unaided. I can probably do six steps before I&#8217;m out of breath, so I&#8217;m in a wheelchair and heavily reliant on people to help me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/867e2ad0-d1fa-11f0-a732-cbe19f3047f2.jpg.webp.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"Supplied Hannah wearing a green majorettes outfit and holding a majorette baton while sitting in a wheelchair. \" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>Supplied<\/p>\n<p>Hannah used to perform with majorettes three times a week and would walk to and from work<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Hannah&#8217;s health started to decline rapidly in March 2022.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">She lost feeling in her legs and feet and the symptoms soon spread to her arms and hands, and she started struggling to talk.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">After 10 long months of uncertainty she was diagnosed with FND.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I was confused and quite shocked because it wasn&#8217;t something I had heard of,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;It was quite scary and I didn&#8217;t know what I was expecting and what it meant \u2014 it was total confusion.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Falling through the gaps&#8217;<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">According to the FND Action charity, access to diagnosis, rehabilitation and care remains extremely limited across much of the UK.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Many patients face long or growing waiting lists, leaving families to manage complex symptoms with little specialist support.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;We hear from people every day who are falling through the gaps,&#8221; said Kim Rosser, the charity&#8217;s chief executive.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;We urgently need equitable, properly commissioned pathways so everyone diagnosed receives the care they deserve.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;There is a stigma&#8217;<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Hannah had to be diagnosed by a private neurologist before Ipswich Hospital would officially confirm the diagnosis, but after that, she says, she was left to fend for herself.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I was just told to look up neuro symptoms, &#8216;there&#8217;s no cure; see you later&#8217; kind of thing,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;So, there is a stigma in the sense that it&#8217;s unknown, but still super common, and it&#8217;s been sort of my fight to then get further help.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;Part of me thought, &#8216;well, this is it, this is my life now and I&#8217;ve got to adapt&#8217;, but part of me still has that hope that this isn&#8217;t how I&#8217;m going to be.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/2c7df700-d1f9-11f0-a732-cbe19f3047f2.jpg.webp.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"George King\/BBC A head and shoulders image of Peter Lenney. He is wearing a black jacket over a black polo shirt. He is looking directly into the camera.\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>George King\/BBC<\/p>\n<p>Hannah&#8217;s dad, Peter Lenney, said he was proud of how his daughter had dealt with her diagnosis<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">While Hannah says she has not had much in the way of support from the NHS, she has from her family, not least her dad, Peter Lenney.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I&#8217;m very proud of her because she has taken on the challenge of keeping optimistic, accepting what she&#8217;s got, and getting on with it,&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I think you have to keep positive and we live in hope one day she will get back to some sort of independence and back to the old Hannah.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/82513f70-d1f9-11f0-9900-656de002e153.png.webp.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"George King\/BBC Hannah and her dad Peter sitting on a grey sofa. Hannah is wearing glasses and Peter is wearing a black jacket over a black polo shirt. He is perched on the arm of the sofa and has his arm around Hannah. They are both looking into the camera. \" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>George King\/BBC<\/p>\n<p>Hannah said she was aware of other FND patients &#8220;living near enough back to a normal life&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">While grateful for everything the NHS does, Mr Lenney says it is a shame it cannot do more for people like Hannah.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I cannot criticise the NHS because they are a fantastic organisation, but it is frustrating because it is almost like they don&#8217;t know [how to deal with it],&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Hannah does acknowledge, however, that FND is complex and may well prove difficult for doctors to treat patients.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I think there is a lack of understanding and knowledge because it is so different for everyone,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;It&#8217;s a minefield and even I&#8217;m still trying to get my head around it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">However, hope could be on the horizon.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">The Department of Health and Social Care previously told the BBC it was taking decisive action to transform care for patients with conditions such as FND, including \u201cfunding cutting-edge research\u201d.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">In August, NHS England formally recognised FND as a core neurology sub-speciality and new national standards were set. <\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">It was hoped this would make accessing timely, well-explained diagnosis and suitable treatment a reality for more patients.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/3c4554f0-d34b-11f0-be87-cf8bc955dceb.png.webp.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"Supplied A head and shoulders image of Mark Edwards. He is wearing a light grey jacket over a white shirt. He is smiling and looking into the camera.\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>Supplied<\/p>\n<p>Prof Mark Edwards says there is hope for patients with FND<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Prof Edwards, who works at the Institute of Psychiatry, Psychology and Neuroscience at King&#8217;s College, said \u201cin theory\u201d patients could recover. <\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;The underlying problem is a malfunction of the way the brain is working rather than irreversible damage or degeneration,&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;Many people do remain with difficult symptoms, but I have seen many people improve and even recover, particularly when they can access good quality care and treatment.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;Unfortunately this is often very difficult given the limited number of NHS services for people with FND and also ongoing stigma about the condition.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Why not me?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765804750_544_grey-placeholder.png\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 gUePlo hide-when-no-script\" aria-label=\"image unavailable\"\/><img decoding=\"async\"   src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/9c32e070-d35b-11f0-b94d-393969a99b2f.jpg.webp.webp\" loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"George King\/BBC A head and shoulders image of Hannah Dickerson. She is wearing glasses and looking directly into the camera while smiling.\" class=\"sc-5340b511-0 hLdNfA\"\/>George King\/BBC<\/p>\n<p>Hannah Dickerson, 30, from Ipswich, was diagnosed with the condition in 2022<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">Hannah is currently exploring costly private treatments, such as electric shock stimulation, although evidence about its effectiveness is currently limited and inconclusive.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;I&#8217;ve seen and spoken to people who are living near enough back to a normal life,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">&#8220;That would be brilliant for me, but I&#8217;m also realistic. I would love to be a lot more independent, and I&#8217;ve seen it happen for other people, so why not me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-9a00e533-0 eZyhnA\">NHS England has been contacted for comment. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Supplied Hannah is paying for costly private treatments which she hopes might one day improve her health &#8220;I&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":357569,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[64,63,137,500],"class_list":{"0":"post-357568","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-healthcare","8":"tag-au","9":"tag-australia","10":"tag-health","11":"tag-healthcare"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/357568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=357568"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/357568\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/357569"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=357568"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=357568"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=357568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}