{"id":691187,"date":"2026-05-24T09:10:08","date_gmt":"2026-05-24T09:10:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/691187\/"},"modified":"2026-05-24T09:10:08","modified_gmt":"2026-05-24T09:10:08","slug":"i-avoid-ai-tools-because-thinking-is-supposed-to-be-hard-its-what-makes-us-human-wendy-liu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/691187\/","title":{"rendered":"I avoid AI tools because thinking is supposed to be hard. It\u2019s what makes us human | Wendy Liu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">Long before the age of multi-billion-dollar AI companies promising to disrupt the field of software development, I was learning to code the hard way.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">It was the mid-2000s, and I was a child with unmonitored access to the family computer. With the help of a basic text editor program, I learned how to make websites \u2013 first basic, then increasingly complex \u2013 from scratch. The results were never as beautiful or polished as in my imagination, but I could live with that, because I was learning a craft. The painstaking hours of debugging and poring over arcane documentation for projects that I eventually abandoned never felt wasted.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">This all sounds so quaint now, in an era when anyone can spin up a slick-looking app using OpenAI\u2019s Codex or Anthropic\u2019s Claude Code, and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.businessinsider.com\/nozomio-high-school-dropout-y-combinator-6-million-seed-2025-9\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">high-school dropouts<\/a> are raising millions for their AI startups.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">To be clear, my educational journey was not particularly efficient; I toiled away solo, following my own shoddy, made-up syllabus, motivated by curiosity and a desire to understand. Still, in the process, I discovered a love for a certain way of thinking, one that would carry me through a four-year computer science degree plus various software development jobs.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">I could tell a similar story about becoming a writer. My initial desire to write about the tech industry came out of a sense of frustration with what I was reading. I felt like there was something missing in the discourse, some gap between my own increasingly critical understanding of <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/technology\/silicon-valley\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" data-component=\"auto-linked-tag\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Silicon Valley<\/a> and the optimistic and credulous way it was discussed by other people.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">Since then, I\u2019ve published many thousands of words, with countless more left on the cutting-room floor. But even the discarded words never felt wasted, because they were the byproduct of thinking. Any writer can attest to the transformational nature of the writing process: you can start out with one idea, only to end up somewhere quite different. Writing is more than a matter of merely outputting words. It\u2019s a matter of discovering what your values are and convincing yourself that they\u2019re worth fighting for.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">In these two domains \u2013 coding and writing \u2013 I sometimes feel as if I\u2019ve taken the last helicopter out of Saigon. Both fields have been revolutionised by recent developments in large language model (LLM) technology. Software development has been deskilled by \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.theverge.com\/ai-artificial-intelligence\/767973\/vibe-coding-ai-future-end-evolution\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">vibe-coding<\/a>\u201d, when AI tools are prompted to make code using natural, conversational language, and tech companies previously known for being great employers are now using AI as an excuse for<a href=\"https:\/\/www.businessinsider.com\/tech-companies-layoff-announcements-sound-similar-2026-4\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"> large-scale redundancies<\/a>. Writing has been overwhelmed by AI slop to the point where people have become <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theringer.com\/2025\/08\/20\/pop-culture\/em-dash-use-ai-artificial-intelligence-chatgpt-google-gemini\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">afraid to use em dashes<\/a>, that unfortunate hallmark of AI writing.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">In the past, I would have embraced any seemingly revolutionary new technology. And yet, today, I avoid using AI as much as possible. I am wary of<a href=\"https:\/\/www.forbes.com\/sites\/lisabodell\/2025\/11\/13\/outsourcing-our-minds-how-generative-ai-is-rewiring-how-we-think\/\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"> cognitive offloading<\/a>, as tempting as it can be to turn over certain tasks to a machine so I don\u2019t have to think so much. Thinking is the point. I don\u2019t want to get into the habit of avoiding it purely for the sake of convenience.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">That\u2019s why I worry about the young people who are coming of age in the midst of this AI boom. I fear that the mystique around AI is teaching them to see technology as a black box, something foisted upon them, managed by opaque corporations over which they have no control. What does that do to their relationship with technology, if they see it as something that simply happens to them, whose inner workings cannot be fathomed, much less changed? What does that do to their relationship with the world at large?<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">In a world where huge AI companies are hoping to make intelligence a \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/www.businessinsider.com\/sam-altman-ai-utility-electricity-water-openai-2026-3\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">utility<\/a>\u201d \u2013 in other words, privatising thought \u2013 limiting our use of this technology may be a way to protect our cognitive sovereignty. On an individual level, it\u2019s about <a href=\"https:\/\/www.hamiltonnolan.com\/p\/go-ahead-and-use-ai-it-will-only\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">preserving our ability to think<\/a>, keeping our brains active rather than outsourcing every decision to some essentially probabilistic software.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">Research suggests that even <a href=\"https:\/\/www.wired.com\/story\/using-ai-negative-impact-thinking-problem-solving-study\/\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">just a few minutes<\/a> of AI chatbot usage may have a negative impact on cognition. On a collective level, it\u2019s a political matter: a way to combat our dependence on AI companies raising unprecedented amounts of money with the goal of inserting their tendrils into every facet of society, in the process transforming the world into a cold, inhospitable and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/commentisfree\/2025\/sep\/16\/ai-wealth-inequality-cultural-division\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">even more unequal place<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">As I write this, we are in the midst of the AI bubble. Trillions of dollars are <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/technology\/2025\/nov\/02\/global-datacentre-boom-investment-debt\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">projected to be spent<\/a> on datacentres. Corporations posting <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sfgate.com\/bayarea\/article\/cisco-layoffs-bay-area-22257875.php\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">record revenues<\/a> are initiating mass redundancies in order to invest more in AI, while the employees who remain feel <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2026\/05\/08\/technology\/meta-ai-employees-miserable.html\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">pressure to maximise<\/a> their own use of AI to stay competitive. People are using AI to write their <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2023\/03\/03\/fashion\/weddings\/chatbot-wedding-vows-chatgpt-ai.html\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">wedding vows<\/a> and even <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/tv-and-radio\/2025\/jul\/12\/i-felt-pure-unconditional-love-the-people-who-marry-their-ai-chatbots\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">falling in love<\/a> with the AI itself. In a short span of time, it\u2019s become terrifyingly normalised.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">In this atmosphere, my refusal to engage with AI might feel heretical, even absurd. Even as more information comes out that should make us all sceptical \u2013 the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.newyorker.com\/magazine\/2026\/04\/13\/sam-altman-may-control-our-future-can-he-be-trusted\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">shadiness<\/a> of the industry\u2019s executives, the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2025\/11\/06\/technology\/openai-finances-debt-data-centers.html\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">financial concerns,<\/a> the <a href=\"https:\/\/news.mit.edu\/2025\/explained-generative-ai-environmental-impact-0117\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">horrific environmental consequences<\/a>, the negative impact on<a href=\"https:\/\/news.un.org\/en\/story\/2026\/03\/1167075\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"> working conditions<\/a> \u2013 the world remains caught up in the AI frenzy. There\u2019s so much money and power behind it that to challenge it feels as hopeless as challenging a divine authority. I may believe in my heart that I am right, but I have to live every day surrounded by apparent evidence of my wrongness, the<a href=\"https:\/\/bayareacurrent.com\/the-billboards-arent-for-you\/\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\"> AI billboards<\/a> looming over me like monuments.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">I know that I\u2019m a less efficient coder, on the infrequent occasions when I write code, because I haven\u2019t learned the latest tooling. And I\u2019m a less efficient writer, too; in the time it took me to write and rewrite this essay you\u2019re now reading, I could have prompt-engineered hundreds of books.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">But in a world where efficiency and convenience have become vehicles for the advancement of corporate greed, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thecut.com\/article\/brooding-friction-maxxing-new-years-2026-resolution.html\" data-link-name=\"in body link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">inconvenience and inefficiency<\/a> may simply be the cost of preserving my humanity, of building character. I\u2019m taking a path that I think will help me become the kind of person I want to be: someone deeply rooted in the world, who moves with intention and integrity.<\/p>\n<p class=\"dcr-130mj7b\">Of course, that path comes with certain trade-offs \u2013 a more mercenary version of me could be raking it in at an AI startup right now. But I know what values I want to fight for. I think the trade-offs are worth it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Long before the age of multi-billion-dollar AI companies promising to disrupt the field of software development, I was&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":691188,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[256,254,255,64,63,105],"class_list":["post-691187","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-artificial-intelligence","tag-ai","tag-artificial-intelligence","tag-artificialintelligence","tag-au","tag-australia","tag-technology"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/691187","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=691187"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/691187\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/691188"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=691187"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=691187"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/au\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=691187"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}