{"id":598065,"date":"2026-04-12T00:17:15","date_gmt":"2026-04-12T00:17:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/598065\/"},"modified":"2026-04-12T00:17:15","modified_gmt":"2026-04-12T00:17:15","slug":"maybe-i-became-a-scapegoat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/598065\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;Maybe I Became a Scapegoat&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\t<a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/jay-weinberg\/\" id=\"auto-tag_jay-weinberg\" data-tag=\"jay-weinberg\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Jay Weinberg<\/a> was just 18 years old when <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/bruce-springsteen\/\" id=\"auto-tag_bruce-springsteen\" data-tag=\"bruce-springsteen\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Bruce Springsteen<\/a> presented him with the incredible opportunity to fill in for his father, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/e-street-band\/\" id=\"auto-tag_e-street-band\" data-tag=\"e-street-band\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">E Street Band<\/a> drummer Max Weinberg, on a stadium tour of Europe. It was a trial by fire for the younger Weinberg, who had little experience performing outside of bars, and the start of a 17-year career during which he\u2019s played in Madball, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/against-me-2\/\" id=\"auto-tag_against-me-2\" data-tag=\"against-me-2\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Against Me!<\/a>, and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/t\/slipknot\/\" id=\"auto-tag_slipknot\" data-tag=\"slipknot\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Slipknot<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIt hasn\u2019t always been a smooth ride. He parted from all three of those groups with various degrees of acrimony, and the Slipknot exit was particularly difficult since he dedicated a decade of his life to the metal band before they made what they called a \u201ccreative decision\u201d to jettison him in 2023.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIn the past couple of years, Weinberg has toured with Suicidal Tendencies, recorded with Fuming Mouth, launched the new band Portraits of an Apparition, and recorded his first solo music. He\u2019s also <a href=\"https:\/\/reverb.com\/shop\/the-official-jay-weinberg-reverb-shop\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\">teamed up with Reverb to sell gear from his past,<\/a> including drum kits he used with the E Street Band and Slipknot.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWe hopped on a Zoom with Weinberg to learn about the Reverb sale, and look back on his years with all the bands he\u2019s played with. He\u2019s kept mostly silent about the Slipknot situation over the past couple of years, but he walked through the entire saga with us in great detail.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWhere am I catching you?<br \/>I\u2019m at home in Nashville. The weather is starting to heat up, and many things are happening in my world. My wife and I are expecting our first child. There\u2019s all the natural things that happen when something like that happens. Your whole world changes and your whole living space changes. I\u2019m building a proper home studio in my backyard now so I can finally have a proper place to make good recordings.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tLet\u2019s start with the Reverb sale. Why did this feel like the right time to unload some of this stuff?<br \/>I\u2019ve loved having the gear that I\u2019ve collected over 17 years. They\u2019re tools that have helped me in all of my artistic pursuits over almost two decades. But I\u2019m now assessing what I have, the gear I need, as I\u2019m building this at-home studio. Have you heard of the Marie Kondo method of discarding your belongings? She has a great line that says, \u201cIf something doesn\u2019t spark joy, discard it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\t\tEditor\u2019s picks<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI find myself assessing a lot, especially through the eyes of somebody becoming a parent for the first time, what is meaningful for me to have in my living space and what would have more meaning to get out there into the world. I want these great tools to continue to live their creative lives, just not with me. I\u2019m comfortable with that. I see this as an opportunity to also do some good in donating a portion of the proceeds to MusiCares, a group that I really admire that does great work for musicians in need.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tLet\u2019s go back now and trace some big moments in your career, starting with your time in the E Street Band back in 2009. How did you grow as a drummer during that time?<br \/>The growth was like an absolute vertical learning curve. I had been playing drums for three years at that point. And my relationship to this band is through my father, through my aunts and uncles of the E Street Band, and Bruce, obviously. It\u2019s funny because Steve [Van Zandt] and I were talking about this just last year. He told me about a conversation between him and Bruce that I didn\u2019t know about.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tSteve had seen me play at Handsome Dick Manitoba\u2019s bar on the Lower East Side in New York with my high school band. I\u2019d been playing for a couple of years, and we were very inspired by Mastodon and Slayer, crazy complicated music at that point for teenagers.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tHe told Bruce, as they were trying to figure out this scheduling conflict, \u201cWhat about Max\u2019s kid? I saw him playing this crazy music at a bar. He knows us. We know him. He\u2019s grown up around us. Trust me, the music that he\u2019s into, it\u2019ll make your songs be like \u2018Mary Had a Little Lamb.&#8217;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\t\tRelated Content<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/wp-content\/themes\/vip\/pmc-rollingstone-2022\/assets\/public\/lazyload-fallback.gif\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/005-Jay-Weinberg-Drumming-Bruce-Springsteen-2009-by-Danny-Clinch.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-lazy- data-lazy- height=\"683\" width=\"1024\" decoding=\"async\"\/><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tJay Weinberg playing with Bruce Springsteen in 2009.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tDanny Clinch<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThat was Steve\u2019s pitch. They consulted my father since it\u2019s about his position in the band. And he was kind of like, \u201cThat could be great.\u201d It was keeping it in the family. And you have Jake Clemons, who\u2019s been with the band for over a decade. Keeping it in the family is very important to them, and to Bruce.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThese are people in my life that I would never want to let down in any way. And the fact that they\u2019re taking a total shot in the complete dark on a completely unproven person meant a lot to me. I knew that I had a lot to live up to. It required a lot of practice, diligence, and focus. And this fear just gripped me, since I was an 18-year-old taking this on.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tRight. At that point, Bruce could call a song or pull a sign from the audience and call for something you\u2019ve never played in your life.<br \/>That happened many, many times. That was a whole part of the dynamic of the show that I had grown to love. And so going into the challenge, I knew that I couldn\u2019t shortchange the E Street experience. Bruce, without language even, was able to coach me and guide me through this landscape of that. It was all new to me. I never played in front of more than 50 people at that point.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThe fact that it was with family, blood, and as close as you can possibly be without being blood family, that was how I navigated that experience. When it came to its natural conclusion, I wanted to take that energy, and that focus and drive, to whatever I could find for myself after.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tHow was your Madball experience?<br \/>At that point, I had spent many years playing in heavy metal and punk rock and hardcore bands. They were little ones, of course. But when they hit me up, just kind of like, \u201cWe need a drummer for a tour starting in two weeks. Do you know anybody?\u201d They didn\u2019t even ask me if I would be down or available. I was like, \u201cI would love to do that.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI got to play with a legendary hardcore band that I have a massive respect for, and be in a bus. It was month-long tour, maybe a little more, with 31 people on one bus. It was wild, but I was revved up for that opportunity.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWhen you left the band, you referenced <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/blabbermouth.net\/news\/ex-madball-drummer-jay-weinberg-says-he-quit-the-band\">\u201cdisturbing events within the band.\u201d<\/a> What was going on?<br \/>We had just completed an album, and I was really excited. It was like my first actual recording experience, and I was really excited about being out there playing these songs that we crafted. But I just got this sense that it was not exactly the right fit, whether that\u2019s generational differences or however you might want to define it.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI had a conversation with the guys like, \u201cAfter these things I think it\u2019s probably better for you guys to find a drummer who\u2019s more your speed.\u201d And so really that was all that conversation was. And it was unfortunate the way it all unfolded. But last year, Suicidal Tendencies had the great opportunity to play the Black N Blue Bowl, which is largely put on by Freddy [Cricien] from Madball and his associates. I hadn\u2019t seen Freddy in about 15 years. We got to hug and have a coming together where it was just like, \u201cHey, I was 19 and figuring out what I wanted to do in music and it just happened to not be Madball.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI think we recognize many years later that all that stuff is really small potatoes compared to the larger aspect of things.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tTell me about your time in Against Me!.<br \/>Well, that\u2019s a name I haven\u2019t heard in a long time.\u00a0My good friend, Andrew Seward, had been in Against Me! for a long time. And when I had left Madball and went back to school, I just kind of resumed being a regular school student. Andrew reached out to me: \u201cHey, we need somebody coming up quick.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIt was an incredible opportunity that I was really excited about. I thought it was just going to be for a couple shows. But we ended up playing like 40-something songs the first day we got together in a jam room. And they made the decision after that to invite me along for a longer time.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWe were on the road for like nine months. To be able to sink my teeth into something that hardcore was wonderful, and a great challenge. And then of course, as things would happen, it became clear to me that this was also an environment that had darkness that I wasn\u2019t quite \u2026 It lost that special thing throughout the end of my time. It\u2019s very difficult to make that decision of, \u201cI don\u2019t think this is someplace that\u2019s the most healthy for me to stay in.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI put a pause on school while I was in Against Me! because I thought I could be halfway into both or I could just commit to one. I really wanted to pursue what it was to be a full-time touring musician, knowing full well that I wanted to still accomplish what I had set out to do as a student.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tMy mom was a history teacher in my early childhood. It was always stressed to me the importance of education. At that same moment, I was recognizing the darkness and some toxicity that started to appear. So I made the decision: \u201cI think this is the right time for me to pump the brakes on this, go back to school.\u201d And that was all that was.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWhen you left, <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theprp.com\/2023\/11\/12\/news\/the-long-running-beef-between-laura-jane-grace-of-against-me-jay-weinberg-recently-flared-up\/\">Laura Jane Grace took to social media<\/a> and blasted you pretty hard on several occasions. You never really responded.<br \/>My whole approach to anything like that is it\u2019s important to me that I keep my side of the street clean. And that\u2019s within my work, within any context of any band, or say in the fallout of my relationship with Against Me! and Laura. I haven\u2019t heard her name in forever. What\u2019s she up to these days?<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/wp-content\/themes\/vip\/pmc-rollingstone-2022\/assets\/public\/lazyload-fallback.gif\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/Jay-Weinberg-with-Against-Me-Members-2023.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-lazy- data-lazy- height=\"683\" width=\"1024\" decoding=\"async\"\/><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tJay Weinberg with members of Against Me! in 2023.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tCourtesy of Jay Weinberg<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tShe\u2019s making music and touring solo.<br \/>Okay. So in my view, it was always like anybody in that position can say whatever they want, but I myself know the truth, and I\u2019m comfortable with just maintaining that. I don\u2019t need to dumpster dive for headlines. That\u2019s really just never been how I like to approach my business. I like to maintain professionalism. If someone wants to go in a different direction, that\u2019s on them. That\u2019s nothing I can control.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tShe basically called you an entitled brat. That couldn\u2019t have been easy to just take.<br \/>[Laughs] Sure. I mean, it\u2019s honestly funny to think about \u2026 I mean, that was however long ago, 14 years. And to that end, I don\u2019t know. If you\u2019re sitting by your computer refreshing Twitter for 14 years to try and take your former bandmate down a peg, I think that kind of says a lot more about you than it does me.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIt must have been an incredible thrill when you landed the Slipknot job.<br \/>Yeah. I was 23 years old. Being in the band for 10 years, that\u2019s nearly a third of my life, and the vast majority of my creative life.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIn the early years, it was a secret that you were even in the band. They kept your identity masked.<br \/>I couldn\u2019t even tell close industry friends. The fine folks who manufacture my drums, I couldn\u2019t tell them why I needed two giant double bass drum sets and all this. I\u2019m like, \u201cYou got to just trust me. I\u2019m going to make it worth your while.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI understood that dynamic of the band because I remember being a fan back in 2000, pre-camera phones, pre-internet largely. There was this mystique surrounding a band like this, honestly. You couldn\u2019t discover any details about the band members. You couldn\u2019t find out what anybody looked like. You could hardly find out anybody\u2019s actual name.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThe mystique was certainly appealing and drew a lot of people in, myself included, at a very young age. To capture that energy of this unknowingness, especially in the era of social media and camera phones, was an impressive endeavor. And we kept a lid on it for like a year.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIs it hard to play drums in a mask?<br \/>In a word, yes, it is difficult. But with that said, when you\u2019re playing those songs specifically, it almost kind of grew to a point where it felt weird to play those songs without the mask.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tDid you feel like a full member, a hired hand, or something in between?<br \/>If you\u2019re the new guy coming into a band that\u2019s existed for 15 years and developed its identity and dynamic, you\u2019re always going to be the new guy.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI auditioned for the band before the world learned that they were moving on from playing with Joey Jordison. We played together for one day, rehearsed all the old songs, and that was one thing of like, \u201cOkay, he can play the old songs. Now, what can you bring to the creation of things?\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWhether you\u2019re \u201cin the band\u201d or a hired hand, those are just things that put someone in a box that they occupy. I\u2019m comfortable with that. What matters is the work of what you\u2019re doing, the creative endeavors that you\u2019re going on. I recognize my responsibility in helping provide contributions to the creation of a song or album. Those responsibilities fall on me the same way if I\u2019m \u201cin the band\u201d or \u201cnot in the band.\u201d It\u2019s all the same work.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tMy writing partner for my duration of time in the band was largely Jim Root, guitar player. He\u2019d come up with guitar riffs, and I\u2019d provide my contribution and enthusiasm and effort and energy to shape the song going in any direction. That\u2019s what was meaningful to me.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThat makes sense.<br \/>All that stuff falls away when you do the actual important thing, which is creating things in the studio and playing these things on stage. And I found as our relationship deepened, those efforts and responsibilities became greater for me.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tFor instance, with The Gray Chapter, our first album together, Jim had 14 songs or something. They were loose sketches of arrangements. I added some things to them, since they asked me to help \u201cSlipknot them up a little.\u201d I\u2019m like, \u201cThose are my marching orders and this is what I\u2019m bringing to the table.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWe then listen back to our work, and we would be like, \u201cSo what kind of album do we have here? We\u2019re missing this sort of vibe. Jay and Jim, go into that room. Let\u2019s see what you guys can come up with out of thin air.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tAnd it was pretty remarkable because in the space of about two hours, Jim and myself created skeletons of \u201cThe Negative One\u201d and \u201cCuster,\u201d both of which got nominated for Grammys and were live staples in our set. For a 23-year-old, that was a dream come true, to be in a co-creating process with one other person and have the efforts result in these songs that we\u2019re proud of.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tHow did things go on your second record, We Are Not Your Kind?<br \/>We had nothing to start with. It\u2019s pure blank canvas. And that was a pretty incredible experience where Jim and I would get together every couple months for about three or four weeks and just hammer out ideas, trying to capture that same lightning in a bottle that we did with \u201cThe Negative One\u201d and \u201cCuster.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThere were other contributions happening at the same time, sure, but that largely created the album. So as I\u2019m kind of illustrating those responsibilities, whatever it was defined how I was with the band or not, who cares? I\u2019m still making the same amount of racket as would be expected of me no matter how you define it.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\t<a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-news\/slipknot-drummer-jay-weinberg-departure-1234870671\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">They let you go in 2023. <\/a>What happened?<br \/>Well, to take that back a little bit, since 2018, I noticed a significant pain in my left hip while exercising. I notified management, \u201cI\u2019m having this thing with my hip. I don\u2019t know what it is, but I\u2019m going to monitor it.\u201d It didn\u2019t prevent me from playing, but it was something that I was aware of. I got an MRI early on in 2020, when we\u2019re not touring at all. Everybody\u2019s locked down with Covid.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI got an MRI done and I found out that I have what\u2019s called a femoroacetabular impingement, FAI for short, which basically means I tore my labrum in my hip due to running and kickboxing. I couldn\u2019t run for more than five minutes without then being unable to walk for several days.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tSo I told my bandmates and management what my doctor told me. At the time I was 30, and he\u2019s like, \u201cDo this when you\u2019re younger. You\u2019ll have a better chance of snapping right back, give it five, six months recovery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tSo I\u2019m approaching the band like, \u201cHey, we\u2019re not doing anything right now. This would take me six months to recover. Is this something I can do?\u201d And I was asked to not have that corrective surgery because we\u2019ve got a record to make. We got to be on tour, and this and that. So I can\u2019t hold up this operation.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI had been conditioned over years with the ever-present threat of, \u201cYou\u2019re always fireable, you\u2019re always replaceable.\u201d With that being reinforced in the environment, it\u2019s difficult to then make decisions based on health because you\u2019re like, \u201cI\u2019m not going to step outside of the bounds of this because I don\u2019t want to disturb the peace and I don\u2019t want to be replaced.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tA couple of years go on and the pain luckily wasn\u2019t made worse by touring and playing, but it certainly didn\u2019t get better. And so in September of 2023, I had seen in our schedule that we had shows going up until November, and then our subsequent show after that was in April of the following year. I came up with a plan where I would have this surgery in November of 2023, pretty much right after the last show of that year.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI\u2019d expressed to the band, \u201cWe\u2019ve got this window of time. I will be able to recover before the next show. If we want to be creative in that time, I worked with a company called MixWave, where I created a virtual instrument so that I could have my own drum sounds available to me. If I\u2019m on crutches and I can\u2019t walk, I can\u2019t drum, I can still program things and be in a creative mode,\u201d just to cover all my bases and got it approved. They were like, \u201cYeah, good to go. Go for your surgery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tAnd then I woke up the morning after traveling home from our last show together, and I received a phone call from the band\u2019s manager in which he informed me that the band had made a decision to not renew my contract at the end of the year.\u00a0I was shocked and full of questions. I was like, \u201cWhy? What happened?\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tIt took place, to be quite honest, at the end of a year that was a very difficult year within the band. That might relate to some of those preexisting tensions before I arrived at the band, sort of coming back. But I\u2019m left with no explanation, just that \u201cIt\u2019s a creative decision and you\u2019re no longer the drummer in Slipknot.\u201d And what he said from there was, \u201cWe would like to release a joint statement with you tomorrow. Take the rest of the day to think about it. I\u2019ll be available to you for the rest of the day if you want to talk.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/wp-content\/themes\/vip\/pmc-rollingstone-2022\/assets\/public\/lazyload-fallback.gif\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/Jay-Weinberg-On-Stage-Slipknot-2023-by-Anthony-Scanga.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-lazy- data-lazy- height=\"683\" width=\"1024\" decoding=\"async\"\/><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tJay Weinberg, masked with Slipknot, in 2023.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tAnthony Scanga<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tMy world just kind of bottomed out from under me. This thing that I have been dedicated to with complete focus and drive and attention and love and holding on to a dream, despite the difficulties, despite all the things that happen with entering a volatile environment like that and a dark environment at that, to having nothing but questions. So I went on a walk with my wife to clear my head and process what had just happened. And then 20 minutes later, they posted their own statement online.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tHow did you feel about that?<br \/>I mean, how would anybody feel about that? It perfectly encapsulates the confusion of that. And like I said, it came after an extraordinarily tense year for the band, things that I could only see as an outsider in relationships that are 25 years deep. It came without an explanation, no reason. It was confusing then. If I\u2019m perfectly honest, it remains confusing.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tAs a newcomer, I think being caught in between those preexisting tensions, you find yourself trying to navigate that the best you can. One guy has one way he wants things done, another guy wants another way he wants things done, and amplify that by eight other people, to try to satisfy all of those things. This was my singular focus for 10 years. I applied myself in every way possible. As a newcomer, and like you mentioned, you\u2019re like,\u00a0\u201cAre you in the band? Are you not in the band?\u201d How do you define that after 10 years? It\u2019s not a short amount of time. But it\u2019s easy for a newcomer, for myself, to be caught in the crossfire there. Maybe I became a scapegoat for certain things.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tProcessing it over the last two years, I\u2019ve wanted to take that experience and obviously learn from it. I want to experience these new things that I\u2019m now taking on, these many collaborations that I\u2019m doing, playing with as many people as possible, and finding these relationships where it\u2019s all so new to me. I\u2019m going into creative environments, say a studio or playing live, where there is love for one another, and respect for one another, in ways that I\u2019ve never experienced before.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"c-lazy-image__img lrv-u-background-color-grey-lightest lrv-u-width-100p lrv-u-display-block lrv-u-height-auto\" src=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/wp-content\/themes\/vip\/pmc-rollingstone-2022\/assets\/public\/lazyload-fallback.gif\" data-lazy-src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/004-Jay-Weinberg-Drumming-Suicidal-Tendencies-2024-by-Janson-Bulpin.jpg\" alt=\"\" data-lazy- data-lazy- height=\"683\" width=\"1024\" decoding=\"async\"\/><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\tJay Weinberg played drums with Suicidal Tendencies in 2024.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tJanson Bulpin<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThere\u2019s a great band you might be familiar with, King Gizzard &amp; the Lizard Wizard. I\u2019ve become friends with those guys over the last year and a half. Their drummer Cavs came to a show that I played with Infectious Grooves. These guys opened my eyes to what a positive creative environment could feel like with mutual respect. It\u2019s like finding water in the desert. All these new relationships that I\u2019ve formed over the last two years or so feel like that, certainly Suicidal Tendencies falls within that category.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThat\u2019s great to hear.<br \/>Obviously the departure from Slipknot was difficult.\u00a0 It puts the period on the end of a sentence that takes up a third of my life. But it\u2019s never been in my nature \u2026 Like you said, \u201cHow do you stay quiet when this person\u2019s talking trash on you on the internet?\u201d I\u2019ve never wanted to be somebody who throws a pity party for themselves. I don\u2019t think that\u2019s what a creative person\u2019s life is.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tTell me about these new songs you put online, \u201cDrone Operator\u201d and \u201cSandstone.\u201d<br \/>After being spat out of one project that I was solely focused on for 10 years,\u00a0I had a lot of energy that I wanted to harness for myself. And touring, you meet people, creative folks who you share a kinship with. There\u2019s always the conversation of, \u201cOh yeah, we got to start a band, man. We got to start a side project,\u201d or whatever. By and large, that never really materializes, but it\u2019s exciting to have those discussions with like-minded people.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tBut I\u2019m saving all these things that I write, that I bring to a stage of completion, as much as I can. I\u2019m not a vocalist, but I\u2019ll contribute vocals to these things that I\u2019m doing, and lyrics as well. Then I go, \u201cHey, my friend George Clarke from Deafheaven, I think your voice would be really fantastic on this song. Do you want to lend your voice and your lyrics and your energy to this?\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI went into a studio with George, not really sure what the experience would be. It was my first song, the very first song that I released in this project that\u2019s the first time I\u2019m ever releasing music under my own name. I hesitate calling it a solo project because it\u2019s not. It\u2019s a \u201ccollaborative community project\u201d is how I prefer it because I\u2019m not going to be out there starting the Jay Weinberg solo band.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tGeorge nails this song in one take, and it lit me up creatively because here\u2019s this thing that I\u2019ve been working on in isolation, where I\u2019m playing the guitar, I\u2019m playing the drums, I\u2019m playing the bass, and now my friend just brought it across the finish line. So, who are the other people in my creative circle who I want to do similar things with? That leads me to working with Nowhere to Run, which features members of the band Code Orange, who I\u2019ve spent considerable amount of time on the road with.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWe did a song that we now just released. It\u2019s allowing me to kind of reset, refresh, and cleanse my mental state, having come out on the other side of something very difficult, and now celebrate it with creating some beautiful music with amazing friends. I anticipate that this will be a full album that I\u2019m looking to release in October or so.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tMoving on, did you pay much attention to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rollingstone.com\/music\/music-features\/drummer-apocalypse-2025-who-foo-fighters-nine-inch-nails-1235402270\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Drummergeddon<\/a> last year when an absurd amount of famous bands lost their drummers or even traded drummers?<br \/>Drummergeddon? That\u2019s the first time I\u2019ve heard of something called that. I don\u2019t have any concrete thoughts to offer on that. I mean, bands are complex creatures, and so the fact that these things happen, I don\u2019t know. I\u2019m not a part of any of those things happening, unless I\u2019m swept up into Drummergeddon myself. Maybe I\u2019m too close within Drummergeddon to see it.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tDid you watch Rush play their first performance with their new drummer, Anika Nilles?<br \/>I haven\u2019t checked it out, but she\u2019s so fantastic. I\u2019ve been meaning to watch it. I applaud Alex and Geddy for choosing such a fantastic player in Anika, and I\u2019m excited to watch and see where they go from there. I feel like they have a beautiful way of remembering their friend and bandmate, Neil Peart, and treating his legacy with respect and love and honor. And I think Anika has, and will certainly approach that beautifully.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tAre you on the E Street reserve bench? If your dad can\u2019t play a show for whatever reason, if his shoulder gets hurt or something, do you think that you\u2019d fly in?<br \/>It\u2019s so funny you say that. I love that way of describing it, the \u201cE Street reserve bench.\u201d It runs deep. You got Tom Morello coming off the bench. \u201cPut me in coach. Let\u2019s go on this tour.\u201d I love that. I got goosebumps thinking about that. Yeah, look, when the Boss says jump, you say how high. It\u2019s as simple as that.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tDo you think you could just parachute in and play a show without any rehearsal if the need came up?<br \/>Tall order. I\u2019ll answer this question like this: I know in my heart of hearts that there is the mental dynamic between Bruce and my own father that cannot be replicated by anybody. I don\u2019t care who you are, just can\u2019t be done. They\u2019ve been doing this for 52 years. That\u2019s insane. I was at the first show in Minneapolis the other night..and what an amazing night, what an incredible choice of songs. It speaks very much to the things that I love about the band. I love \u201cThe Ghost of Tom Joad.\u201d I love \u201cAmerican Skin.\u201d I love starting with \u201cWar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tAs a fan and a drummer, you just kind of feel that excitement. I\u2019ll tell you this, I\u2019ll give it my best shot. If it ever comes to that\u2026I hope there\u2019s no reason that my dad wouldn\u2019t be playing a show. But I think as someone who has a tremendous amount of love and studies that band\u2026it means a lot to me. I would give it my best shot.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI often look at your dad at the end of the night and think, \u201cHow is this guy still standing after playing all night at that level?\u201d It\u2019s especially crazy since he\u2019ll be 75 in a few days.<br \/>My dad and I don\u2019t talk about drums. We don\u2019t really trade tips and tricks. We don\u2019t have that relationship to our music, but the things that we talk about are musical discipline and work ethic and focus. And you can see as an audience member, the focus that\u2019s there. I\u2019ve always been very inspired by that. But yeah, to see them at age 75 doing this, playing for three hours, I mean, it\u2019s inhuman. They\u2019re truly entering uncharted waters.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI think of when my grandfather was 75. The thought of him and his friends getting up there and playing \u201cBadlands\u201d would have just been absurd. <br \/>It\u2019s nuts. I very much respect it. I\u2019m in awe of it. I try not to be morbid or whatever, but just as a human, I want to see as much of this tour as I possibly can because I want to get every drop of inspiration and time with my family, my dad, the E Street Band. I want to spend as much time absorbing that. Even on the surface level, just enjoying shows, but on the deeper level, so this is so woven into my DNA.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tThis tour was very unplanned. It came together at the very last second. We had been to their last show of their several-year tour last year in Italy. I didn\u2019t know when their next show was going to be and life gets complicated and difficult and we schedule things and significant moments pass us by.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI\u2019ll be going to a couple shows as my schedule allows to just absorb it. My wife and I want to check it out. Our daughter will arrive shortly after the tour. So I\u2019m hopeful that there are more shows down the line so that our daughter can see her grandfather doing this.<\/p>\n<p>\t\tTrending Stories<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tI don\u2019t see why that wouldn\u2019t happen.<br \/>I mean, hey, no one\u2019s stopping him. And it is a joy to be able to share the experience, watch as a fan, and then go to the hotel bar with my father and sit down and talk about what a great night that was. I try to soak up every aspect of that dynamic because myself now having been on a journey of rock &amp; roll, tumult as it is, we have many things that we never thought we would have in common.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paragraph larva \/\/ lrv-u-line-height-copy  lrv-a-font-body-l   \">\n\tWe cut the bullshit. There\u2019s no sugarcoating what this creative life is because it has its challenges, but I think the challenge is to ask, \u201cHow much does this mean to you?\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Jay Weinberg was just 18 years old when Bruce Springsteen presented him with the incredible opportunity to fill&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":598066,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[28],"tags":[207858,20525,49,48,66548,75,226724,341,106994],"class_list":{"0":"post-598065","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-music","8":"tag-against-me","9":"tag-bruce-springsteen","10":"tag-ca","11":"tag-canada","12":"tag-e-street-band","13":"tag-entertainment","14":"tag-jay-weinberg","15":"tag-music","16":"tag-slipknot"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/598065","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=598065"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/598065\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/598066"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=598065"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=598065"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=598065"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}