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“Love on the Spectrum” star Pari Kim is dealing with unimaginable heartbreak … revealing her mother, Esme, has died after a reported battle with stage 4 breast cancer.<\/p>\n
The 24-year-old reality star shared the devastating news in an emotional Instagram post<\/a> Wednesday night … opening up about the crushing grief of losing both parents at such a young age. Pari wrote, “It feels like everything is becoming a train wreck” as she described the internal battle between mourning and trying to stay positive enough to move forward.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/a><\/p>\n Trains have long been a huge part of Pari’s life — she is known for her deep love of railroads and public transit. Keeping with her metaphors, Pari added … “It\u2019s difficult to keep chugging along when your guardian locomotive reaches the end of the line but you have to keep going somehow even without her.”<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Pari later shared another gut-punch on her IG Story … reminding followers to cherish loving parents while they can, because “time is precious” … adding she didn’t expect to lose both of them so young.<\/p>\n Her father, Henry, died suddenly back in 2020 at age 55. Esme was 61.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/a><\/p>\n Several of Pari\u2019s fellow “Love on the Spectrum” castmates flooded the comments with support … including Madison Marilla, who wrote Esme “fought very hard,” and Abbey Romeo<\/a>, who said she wanted to give Pari a big hug.<\/p>\n The heartbreaking loss comes just weeks after Pari also revealed she and ex-girlfriend Tina Zhu Xi Caruso had split<\/a> … saying they were “two trains on different tracks.”<\/p>\n ![\"pari](\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/285b42125b7945d3bcb042e20162a555_md.jpg\")
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