{"id":225653,"date":"2026-01-03T18:32:12","date_gmt":"2026-01-03T18:32:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/225653\/"},"modified":"2026-01-03T18:32:12","modified_gmt":"2026-01-03T18:32:12","slug":"mika-scrutiny-over-my-sexuality-was-kind-of-brutal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/225653\/","title":{"rendered":"Mika: \u2018Scrutiny over my sexuality was kind of brutal\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Your support helps us to tell the story<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-1uza6dc-0 iCTyfe\">From reproductive rights to climate change to Big Tech, The Independent is on the ground when the story is developing. Whether it&#8217;s investigating the financials of Elon Musk&#8217;s pro-Trump PAC or producing our latest documentary, &#8216;The A Word&#8217;, which shines a light on the American women fighting for reproductive rights, we know how important it is to parse out the facts from the messaging.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-1uza6dc-0 iCTyfe\">At such a critical moment in US history, we need reporters on the ground. Your donation allows us to keep sending journalists to speak to both sides of the story.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sc-1uza6dc-0 iCTyfe\">The Independent is trusted by Americans across the entire political spectrum. And unlike many other quality news outlets, we choose not to lock Americans out of our reporting and analysis with paywalls. We believe quality journalism should be available to everyone, paid for by those who can afford it.<\/p>\n<p>Your support makes all the difference.Read more<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s impossible to feel stressed around <a rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.independent.co.uk\/arts-entertainment\/music\/features\/mika-at-home-with-fame-1825735.html\">Mika<\/a>. I learn this after getting stuck on a train en route to meet the pop singer in south London, panicking that I\u2019m going to be late for our interview, with the knowledge that he\u2019s on a very tight schedule. Within moments, he\u2019s instructed his cabbie to turn around and head towards the Southbank Centre instead, which is much easier for me to get to. Having arrived at this new location somewhat flustered, I\u2019m greeted with a warm hug and his insistence that we get a cup of tea first, giving me time to compose myself. <\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s one of those perfect winter days in London \u2013 the sky is a clear blue, the air is crisp and boats are gliding serenely down the Thames. The place is virtually deserted, save for a gaggle of schoolchildren being herded towards a <a rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.independent.co.uk\/arts-entertainment\/art\/features\/gilbert-and-george-interview-rishi-sunak-b2305854.html\">Gilbert &amp; George<\/a> exhibition by their teachers. We settle at a table outside, not minding the cold; Mika is dressed impeccably in a gorgeous wool coat and charcoal knit hat that\u2019s pulled over his boyish mop of curls, a smart suede carry-all by his feet. He makes for charming company \u2013 our conversation is frequently sidetracked as we learn we live down the coast from one another in Kent, and that we possibly know the same lovely cab driver who often whisks him under the Channel to France.<\/p>\n<p>Though it\u2019s 18 years since his relentlessly perky hit \u201cGrace Kelly\u201d was blaring from speakers all around the world, it\u2019s an exciting time to be the pop star born Michael Holbrook Penniman Jr. He\u2019s preparing to release his first English-language album in six years, the dazzling Hyperlove, and is also returning as a judge on the new series of Channel 4\u2019s <a rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.independent.co.uk\/arts-entertainment\/tv\/news\/the-piano-claudia-winkleman-channel-4-b2283437.html\">The Piano<\/a>. His Instagram feed shows a whirlwind of promo and globe-trotting, from awards ceremonies, hanging out with Bob Geldof and Lewis Capaldi, to a recent cover shoot with his hero, Holly Johnson of Frankie Goes to Hollywood fame. His 2026 tour is selling out fast. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI live in an eternal state of surprise, but at the same time I\u2019m really happy to be doing interviews and stuff in the UK again,\u201d he tells me. Born in Beirut to a Lebanese mother and American father, his family fled the escalating civil war when he was one, moving to Paris and then west London when he was nine. He is, unsurprisingly, the ultimate cosmopolitan, having released a French-language album, 2023\u2019s lovely Que ta t\u00eate fleurisse toujours, served as a Eurovision host when the song contest took place in Turin, Italy, in 2022, and as a judge on the Spanish version of The Voice last year. London is still dear to him, a place he knows \u201clike the back of my hand\u201d. He looks delightedly over at the ticket booth: \u201cThis is where I was educated \u2013 queuing up to see Bobby McFerrin and Ces\u00e1ria \u00c9vora. Some of the classical recitals that changed my life happened at this place. So it\u2019s strangely appropriate we ended up here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mika has made a habit of doing things his own way. He first broke through in 2007 with his debut Life in Cartoon Motion, a gingerbread house built from sugary piano pop and a sprinkling of Queen-indebted rock. \u201cGrace Kelly\u201d was a riposte to record labels who didn\u2019t know what to do with his cartoonish persona (\u201cI could be brown, I could be blue, I could be violet sky\/ I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like\u201d), while the Bee Gees-influenced \u201cRelax, Take It Easy\u201d was a Grade A earworm. The album went on to sell over eight million copies, much to the dismay of sneering critics (one who gave the album one star and likened it to being \u201cheld at gunpoint by Bonnie Langford\u201d). <\/p>\n<p>Outside the music, too, Mika was treated cruelly by writers accustomed to the posing, leather jacket-clad rockers of the indie landfill scene (\u201cJohnny Borrell was hot, probably still is,\u201d he observes of the <a rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.independent.co.uk\/arts-entertainment\/music\/features\/johnny-borrell-interview-razorlight-new-album-olympus-sleeping-release-date-tour-a8600531.html\">Razorlight <\/a>frontman). Interviews branded him an \u201coddball\u201d and \u201cstrange\u201d \u2013 prompting Queen guitarist Brian May to write a blog post in his defence \u2013 others lambasted him for refusing to confirm he was gay (\u201cWhy won\u2019t Mika give a straight answer?\u201d ran one headline). Male writers \u2013 and it did seem to be exclusively men \u2013 loathed him for his anthem for fat women, \u201cBig Girl (You Are Beautiful)\u201d. Had they asked, Mika might have told them it was inspired in part by his mother, Joannie, who died of a brain tumour in 2021. <\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/GettyImages-75459431.jpg\"  loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"Cartoon motion: Mika performing at Somerset House, London, in 2007\" class=\"sc-1mc30lb-0 ggpMaE inline-gallery-btn\"\/><\/p>\n<p>open image in gallery<\/p>\n<p>Cartoon motion: Mika performing at Somerset House, London, in 2007 (Getty)<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe was a big girl, and she couldn\u2019t wear clothes from the shops \u2013 she made her own,\u201d he explains. \u201cIf I close my eyes, I know all of her outfits. She made every piece of clothing for herself, and ours too. My whole childhood, there was the sound of the sewing machine.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>He points to the walkway in front of us: \u201cShe\u2019d walk across here in a pink and red fuchsia dress or an emerald coat, with a big ruffle and a bow in her hair.\u201d Joannie was bullied her whole life, he says, and struggled with her weight. \u201cShe came from an abusive relationship with her mother, who was only 15 years older than her. Her one resistance was colour and expressing herself \u2013 she said that was freedom.\u201d He smiles at the memory. \u201cIt\u2019s so funny, because that\u2019s such a stylish thing to say, yet it\u2019s anti-fashion because she refused to conform.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It was Joannie who encouraged Mika to pursue music, homeschooling him briefly when he was bullied due to his bright clothes and his dyslexia, and sending him to a professional opera singer. He soon proved himself to be a child prodigy, performing at the Royal Opera House and singing in TV jingles. \u201cWhen you mourn a parent, especially one who\u2019s been really influential in your life, I think there\u2019s a kind of handover that happens in terms of being truly accountable for the things you feel, and the way you respond emotionally to the world around you,\u201d he says. \u201cThat can happen at 15 years old, and it can also happen at 60.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>As a songwriter, his answer has been to sit down at his piano \u2013 the same upright piano his family were able to retrieve after the rest of their possessions and home were seized in the early Nineties \u2013 and write. \u201cIt\u2019s strange, this job, because you become emancipated so quickly and so young, but other parts of you lag really far behind. There\u2019s a kind of arrested development that happens \u2013 but then that\u2019s a great starting point for an album.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Mika\u2019s precociousness is a major part of his appeal. He\u2019s 42 now, but still maintains a wide-eyed, childlike nature. You hear it in songs on Hyperlove, such as the glimmering \u201cImmortal Love\u201d and the bright, pulsating camp of \u201cModern Times\u201d. Given women in pop have been doing so much of the heavy-lifting over the past five years, it feels as though we\u2019ve been crying out for the return of at least a few male artists who can match that level of glittery, high-octane entertainment. \u201cThe thing about writing at the piano is you\u2019re chasing a state of euphoria,\u201d Mika says. \u201cIt\u2019s what I did for my first album and what I did with Hyperlove, so while I\u2019ve grown up a lot in that time (thank god), that same process gives a kind of joy that is as intimate as it is explosive and euphoric.\u201d <\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/MIKA0987-(2).jpg\"  loading=\"lazy\" alt=\"\u2018Hyperlove is that feeling we chase when we\u2019re writing songs, about desire\u2019\" class=\"sc-1mc30lb-0 ggpMaE inline-gallery-btn\"\/><\/p>\n<p>open image in gallery<\/p>\n<p>\u2018Hyperlove is that feeling we chase when we\u2019re writing songs, about desire\u2019 (Press)<\/p>\n<p>That sums up a little of what his album title, Hyperlove, means to him. \u201cHyperlove is this state of loving in the modern age,\u201d he explains. \u201cIt\u2019s that feeling we chase when we\u2019re writing songs \u2013 about desire, the celebration of having it and wanting more, or the lamentation of not having it, or having lost it. That first time you\u2019ve been kissed, then every time being kissed after that, getting that feeling again.\u201d He gestures at the London skyline in front of us: \u201cWhat I can taste in the air right now, in this city that I love, is yearning. It\u2019s like, can you make me fall in love with the world again? Can someone make me dream again? You have to set your sights on it, chase it.\u201d Love and songwriting, then, to Mika are one in the same. <\/p>\n<p>He knows a lot about both. He\u2019s been with his partner, filmmaker and producer Andreas Dermanis, for 20 years now, and they share their house in Kent along with a place in Miami and a 650-year-old farmhouse (\u201cit\u2019s falling apart\u201d), in the Italian countryside, where Mika has his studio. They met at a pub called The Ring, which is still there, opposite Southwark Tube station, after Dermanis asked him out. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe told me he was going to spend the rest of his life with me, that first day,\u201d Mika says. \u201cI thought he was mad, absolutely bonkers crazy! But it\u2019s been 20 years \u2013 we had a break for six months, in that kind of wobbly bit after seven years, but we managed to overcome that.\u201d What\u2019s the trait he loves most about him? I can see him struggling to pick just one: \u201cHe cares. He\u2019s very kind. And he loves animals.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Andy told me on our first date that he was going to spend the rest of his life with me. I thought he was bonkers<\/p>\n<p>Scrutiny over his sexuality was \u201ckind of brutal\u201d, he acknowledges, as was the branding of his music \u2013 colourful and eclectic \u2013 as \u201cbrazen\u201d, a term he feels was linked to the demand for him to come out publicly (he told a journalist he was gay in 2012). \u201cOf course, it was tricky to deal with, but I don\u2019t see myself as a victim because unfortunately, I think it kind of goes with that territory,\u201d he says with a shrug. \u201cThe problem was that it just makes life unnecessarily complicated \u2013 I wish I could have just removed that a little bit from my field of attention. It was a shame, but at the same time, I was so lucky, because I was working it out and I was addressing sexuality in every single artistic gesture, and I still do to this day.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s enjoying his forties, and seems to have hit a fresh creative streak, working with Dermanis on a new music video, coming up with costume ideas and surrounded by like-minded friends and collaborators. \u201cIt influences this taking hold of your identity and saying, \u2018Actually, I can decide \u2013 we can decide to be a bit weird.\u2019 You can find your own path,\u201d he says. \u201cIt takes a lot of work, but who cares? Everything\u2019s a lot of work: being a really good butcher, or growing amazing vegetables or making really good wine, or being artists like Gilbert and George. But isn\u2019t it so joyful to be creative?\u201d <\/p>\n<p>We finish our tea and get up, both taking one last admiring glance at the London skyline. Waiting for our respective cabs, we find ourselves chatting about Derek Jarman\u2019s Prospect Cottage in Dungeness; his garden where beauty grows even in the toughest of conditions. Another hug and we part ways, and I think to myself how much duller the world would be without Mika in it. <\/p>\n<p>\u2018Hyperlove\u2019, the new album from Mika, is out on 23 January<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Your support helps us to tell the story From reproductive rights to climate change to Big Tech, The&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":225654,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[28],"tags":[93,61,60,278],"class_list":["post-225653","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-music","tag-entertainment","tag-ie","tag-ireland","tag-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225653","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=225653"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225653\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/225654"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=225653"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=225653"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=225653"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}