{"id":280263,"date":"2026-02-04T13:01:09","date_gmt":"2026-02-04T13:01:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/280263\/"},"modified":"2026-02-04T13:01:09","modified_gmt":"2026-02-04T13:01:09","slug":"a-restless-leg-syndrome-drug-led-me-to-compulsive-gambling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/280263\/","title":{"rendered":"A restless leg syndrome drug led me to compulsive gambling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was a tenured professor, a published novelist, and a married father of two sons when I lost everything \u2014 because of a\u00a0drug\u00a0I was prescribed for a condition most people think is a joke.<\/p>\n<p>Restless legs syndrome, or RLS, is often misunderstood or dismissed entirely. But for those of us with the severe form, it\u2019s brutal: It feels like insects crawling up your bones from the inside. The only relief is movement. So you walk. All night. Until you collapse.<\/p>\n<p>While the phrase \u201crestless legs syndrome\u201d accurately describes the condition, it is not a helpful name for the disorder. Most of the hundreds I\u2019ve met with RLS cite the name itself as the biggest obstacle to getting the care and support they need. The silliness betrays the seriousness. Indeed, the Restless Leg Syndrome Foundation attempted a rebrand in the early 2000s \u2014 from RLS to Willis-Ekbom disease \u2014 but the new name never really caught on.<\/p>\n<p>My\u00a0RLS symptoms started in 2001. I was a graduate student with a toddler at home and another child on the way. I barely slept for two weeks. A doctor diagnosed\u00a0me\u00a0with RLS and prescribed a dopamine agonist\u00a0called pramipexole (also used to treat Parkinson\u2019s disease). It worked. I slept. And for the first time in days, I felt like myself again.<\/p>\n<p>I would stay on that medication for\u00a0nearly\u00a020 years.<\/p>\n<p>What I didn\u2019t know at the time \u2014 and what no doctor told\u00a0me \u2014 is that pramipexole carries a significant risk of impulse control disorders, including <a href=\"https:\/\/jamanetwork.com\/journals\/jamaneurology\/fullarticle\/789393\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">compulsive gambling<\/a> or <a href=\"https:\/\/jamanetwork.com\/journals\/jamainternalmedicine\/fullarticle\/1916909\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">shopping<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/20120624\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">hypersexuality<\/a>, and binge eating.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"432\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/SlotMachine_GettyImages-152694051-768x432.jpg\" class=\"attachment-article-main-medium-large size-article-main-medium-large\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\"  \/>\t\t<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/www.statnews.com\/2016\/05\/03\/abilify-gambling-sex-urges\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Commonly used drug can cause uncontrollable urge to gamble and have sex, FDA says<\/a><\/p>\n<p>My impulse control disorder started slowly a few years into taking pramipexole. My RLS symptoms had returned, worse than before, and the doctor increased my dose (a phenomenon known as <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rls.org\/diagnosis-treatment\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">augmentation<\/a>). The new dose worked but introduced a new problem. One day in the grocery store I bought $100 of lottery scratchers. At first, I was able to manage the urges, but they strengthened over time. One summer I dropped several thousand dollars of a book advance on slot machines. That may or may not sound like much, but consider that I had never seriously gambled before 2007. I crossed a line in 2016, when on a weekend trip, my fianc\u00e9e taught me to play blackjack. I turned $100 into $200, and \u2014 for once \u2014 walked away. It would be the last time that happened. Soon I was losing entire paychecks. I ended up broke, suicidal, and twice hospitalized.<\/p>\n<p>My\u00a0younger brother, Jared, also developed a gambling problem after being diagnosed with RLS in 2007 and was prescribed a dopamine agonist. Unlike me, however, his impulse control disorder emerged almost immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Turns out, both scenarios are common. Where it took me years to go down with blackjack, video poker had my brother by the throat from the get-go. Researchers Howard Weiss and Gregory Pontone <a href=\"https:\/\/jamanetwork.com\/journals\/jamainternalmedicine\/article-abstract\/1916907\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">put it this way<\/a> in JAMA Internal Medicine: While \u201cthe likelihood of developing an impulse control disorder increases with higher doses of dopamine agonist drugs \u2026 serious impulse control disorders have developed in patients receiving relatively low doses\u201d as well.<\/p>\n<p>Jared was the first to suggest that our gambling might be caused by the medication. I dismissed it. The idea that a prescribed, FDA-approved medication could cause a gambling addiction never crossed\u00a0my\u00a0mind \u2014 and when it finally did, no one believed\u00a0me. Not\u00a0my\u00a0doctor. Not\u00a0my\u00a0psychiatrist. Not even\u00a0my\u00a0pharmacist. One laughed out loud.<\/p>\n<p>Eventually,\u00a0my\u00a0therapist encouraged\u00a0me\u00a0to find a specialist. After weeks of research, I discovered through a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.rls.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">Restless Leg Syndrome Foundation<\/a>-sponsored support group that one of the world\u2019s leading RLS doctors, Mark Buchfuhrer, practiced just 30 minutes from\u00a0my\u00a0home.<\/p>\n<p>In February 2021, I drove to his office with\u00a0my\u00a0fianc\u00e9e. I was desperate. I told her I couldn\u2019t marry her while the gambling was an issue. Suicide was never far from\u00a0my\u00a0mind.<\/p>\n<p>Buchfuhrer listened to\u00a0my\u00a0story, nodded, and said, \u201cOnce you stop taking the pramipexole, the gambling will go away in a few days.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I didn\u2019t believe him. He smiled. \u201cYou\u2019ll be able to stand in a casino and feel nothing,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p>When he left the room, I sobbed.<\/p>\n<p>The next day, I stopped the medication. Within a week, the compulsions disappeared. It felt like an evil spirit had been exorcised. Two months later, I\u2019d lost 30 pounds, was eating and sleeping normally, and for the first time in years, I felt clear headed.<\/p>\n<p>And then came the grief.<\/p>\n<p>Because I\u2019d been on the\u00a0drug\u00a0for nearly 20 years, I had to rethink\u00a0my\u00a0entire life through that lens:\u00a0my\u00a0divorce,\u00a0my\u00a0bankruptcy, the end of\u00a0my\u00a0academic career, estrangement from\u00a0my\u00a0children, and a suicide attempt. I wrestled with existential questions of free will and agency. How much of\u00a0my\u00a0life had truly been\u00a0my\u00a0responsibility?<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not alone. In an article published in the Mayo Clinic Proceedings, authors (including Buchfuhrer) <a href=\"https:\/\/www.mayoclinicproceedings.org\/article\/S0025-6196(20)31489-0\/fulltext\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">estimate<\/a> the rate of impulse control disorder among patients who take a dopamine agonist for RLS or Parkinson\u2019s \u201cto be between 6% and 17%.\u201d But while Parkinson\u2019s patients appear to be relatively well-informed about the risk, the <a href=\"https:\/\/pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/articles\/PMC2802252\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">vast majority of RLS patients<\/a> are never warned. Even doctors seem to be unaware.<\/p>\n<p>Weiss and Pontone <a href=\"https:\/\/jamanetwork.com\/journals\/jamainternalmedicine\/article-abstract\/1916907\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">point out<\/a> that \u201ca patient is unlikely to spontaneously mention, \u2018By the way, doctor, I lost $250,000 in casinos last year, and I purchase $500 of lottery tickets every week\u2019 or \u2018I spend all night on Internet pornography sites and am soliciting prostitutes.\u2019 Consequently, the uncontrollable behavioral impulses triggered by dopamine receptor agonist drugs remained unrecognized or often did not become apparent until the patient developed serious financial, legal, or marital problems.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>In one online support group, a woman wrote: \u201cI\u2019m sure I won\u2019t recover. I\u2019m in retirement now, on [Social Security] and a small 401(k). I pulled everything out of\u00a0my\u00a0other retirement accounts. Am getting ready to move to Mexico where I can live on much less.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She followed her doctor\u2019s orders. She lost everything. And like\u00a0me, she has no legal recourse.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks to a <a href=\"https:\/\/supreme.justia.com\/cases\/federal\/us\/564\/604\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">2011 Supreme Court decision<\/a>, generic\u00a0drug\u00a0manufacturers cannot be held liable for side effects, even when they mirror those of the brand-name drugs they copy. In 2001, Mirapex was the only game in town, but when the generics came out in 2010, most of us switched over. What that means in practical terms is that we\u2019re left with no protection if the\u00a0drug\u00a0harms us.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m still angry. I\u2019m angry that none of\u00a0my\u00a0doctors connected the dots. That when I asked, they dismissed\u00a0me. That a\u00a0drug\u00a0meant to help\u00a0me\u00a0ended up\u00a0nearly\u00a0killing me. I\u2019m rebuilding now \u2014 married, healing, working, close with my sons \u2014 and my RLS is well managed with carefully monitored, low-dose opioid therapy.<\/p>\n<p>I no longer gamble.\u00a0My\u00a0brother got off the\u00a0drug, too, and recently texted me, \u201cI\u2019m feeling better every day.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But like\u00a0me, he\u2019s got a long road ahead.<\/p>\n<p>J. Aaron Sanders is a novelist and filmmaker living in Los Angeles.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"I was a tenured professor, a published novelist, and a married father of two sons when I lost&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":280264,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[35],"tags":[103,61,60,410,411,5798,1691],"class_list":{"0":"post-280263","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-mental-health","8":"tag-health","9":"tag-ie","10":"tag-ireland","11":"tag-mental-health","12":"tag-mentalhealth","13":"tag-patients","14":"tag-pharmaceuticals"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280263","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=280263"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/280263\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/280264"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=280263"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=280263"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=280263"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}