{"id":390898,"date":"2026-04-10T02:10:22","date_gmt":"2026-04-10T02:10:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/390898\/"},"modified":"2026-04-10T02:10:22","modified_gmt":"2026-04-10T02:10:22","slug":"noah-kahan-opens-up-about-his-body-dysmorphia-and-mental-health-struggles-wasted-so-much-time-hating-who-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/390898\/","title":{"rendered":"Noah Kahan opens up about his body dysmorphia and mental health struggles: &#8216;Wasted so much time hating who I am&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img alt=\"Noah Kahan in Frisco, Texas in May 2024Credit: John Shearer\/Getty\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1242\" height=\"828\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"standard-img w-full w-full h-auto\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/cb61e5921b6718c4e3c5c14478074b14.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Noah Kahan in Frisco, Texas in May 2024<br \/>Credit: John Shearer\/Getty<\/p>\n<p>Key Points<\/p>\n<p>Noah Kahan is getting candid about his mental health and body dysmorphia struggles.<\/p>\n<p>The Grammy-nominated singer says sometimes there are moments where he wishes he &#8220;didn&#8217;t feel depressed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kahan&#8217;s documentary Out of Body premieres on Netflix on April 13.<\/p>\n<p>Noah Kahan is confronting his mental health and body image.<\/p>\n<p>During an April 6 appearance on Jay Shetty&#8217;s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=oOAEMX1Hltk\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:On Purpose;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link rapid-noclick-resp\">On Purpose<\/a> podcast, the Grammy-nominated artist spoke about how fame affected his mental health and his body dysmorphia ahead of his Netflix <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=t5kPeQqA-XY&amp;t=1s\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:documentary Out of Body premiering on April 13;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link rapid-noclick-resp\">documentary Out of Body premiering on April 13<\/a>. When asked if his mental health got better or worse as he became successful, Kahan said his &#8220;mental health challenges weren&#8217;t going anywhere.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Whether I became a musician, like a touring professional musician or whatever I am, they weren&#8217;t going anywhere,&#8221; Kahan admitted. &#8220;I would have been interested to see how they manifested. I think it&#8217;s introduced this lifestyle, and this level of self-focused business lifestyle has created a lot of mental health challenges for me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Also has kind of allowed me to confront them in a way that maybe like if I went to college and went and got a job in an office or somewhere I could probably more easily not ever deal with it,&#8221; he added.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;In a lot of ways, I think it&#8217;s helped me, but it&#8217;s also introduced a lot of different challenges into my life.&#8221; Among those challenges are touring, performing, and the &#8220;creative struggle&#8221; of the music industry.<\/p>\n<p><img alt=\"Noah Kahan in Los Angeles in February 2025Credit: Gilbert Flores\/Billboard via Getty\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1242\" height=\"828\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"standard-img w-full w-full h-auto\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/88c351d05d40f5df4e93bd4d23f6cb80.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Noah Kahan in Los Angeles in February 2025<br \/>Credit: Gilbert Flores\/Billboard via Getty<\/p>\n<p>As for his day-to-day mental health, Kahan said he thinks about his self-image, which &#8220;extends to physical image but also mental image.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I worry that I\u2019ve just wasted so much time hating who I am,&#8221; the &#8220;Stick Season&#8221; singer said. &#8220;Being aware of this thing that&#8217;s happening to me that feels like it&#8217;s grinding me down sometimes and knowing that I have this thing and that knowing that it could be better but it&#8217;s not right now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Like I wake up and I\u2019m like, \u2018Why do I feel like s&#8211;t?\u2019 I\u2019m pissed. It&#8217;s a beautiful morning. The birds are f&#8212;ing chirping. It\u2019s beautiful outside. Career success aside, I have this lovely little life, and I wish I could wake up and not be miserable for no reason, it feels like, sometimes,&#8221; Kahan added. &#8220;Being aware of those moments that I just can\u2019t feel connected, it&#8217;s really lonely.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Kahan said that these feelings &#8220;escalate&#8221; and can become bigger mental health issues for him. Though there are days that can be better, Kahan said there are moments where he wishes he &#8220;didn&#8217;t feel depressed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Elsewhere in their conversation, Shetty also brought up body dysmorphia, which Kahan addresses in the documentary. Kahan notes that he &#8220;never really confronted&#8221; how he felt about his body before. &#8220;It&#8217;s like it&#8217;s just this thing that lives in the back of my brain that is like more prominent than other times.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It really came out in the documentary, and watching that back is like, even my mom was just like, I had no idea,&#8221; he continued. &#8220;I think she knew I had something like that, but she didn\u2019t know how much it was affecting me, and even just seeing myself, I&#8217;m like, I don&#8217;t feel like that right now, but I do feel like that a lot and it\u2019s hard when the thing that you really compartmentalize and you lock away is now there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Get your daily dose of entertainment news, celebrity updates, and what to watch with\u00a0our\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/ew.com\/ew-dispatch-newsletter-11812417\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:EW Dispatch newsletter;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link rapid-noclick-resp\">EW Dispatch newsletter<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>The &#8220;Dial Drunk&#8221; singer said that he hadn&#8217;t spoken a lot about body dysmorphia in the past because he didn&#8217;t want to misrepresent how others are feeling. He called it a &#8220;difficult concept&#8221; to &#8220;describe succinctly.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>In Kahan&#8217;s song &#8220;Shape of My Shadow,&#8221; he talks about his self-image, and upon performing it live, he realized the impact it had on other people. &#8220;This is something really, really difficult to articulate and to talk about, and the fact that I just had three people that probably wouldn\u2019t have said anything to me if I never played that song come up and say, \u2018Hey dude, thank you\u2019 or \u2018I get that,\u2019 that\u2019s huge. It was really special.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You never f&#8212;ing know what someone&#8217;s going through,&#8221; Kahan concluded.<\/p>\n<p>Check out Noah Kahan&#8217;s full conversation with Jay Shetty below.<\/p>\n<p>Out of Body premieres on Netflix on April 13.<\/p>\n<p>If you or someone you know needs mental health help, text &#8220;STRENGTH&#8221; to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 to be connected to a certified crisis counselor.<\/p>\n<p>Read the original article on <a href=\"https:\/\/ew.com\/noah-kahan-body-dysmorphia-mental-health-struggles-11944383\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Entertainment Weekly;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link rapid-noclick-resp\">Entertainment Weekly<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Noah Kahan in Frisco, Texas in May 2024Credit: John Shearer\/Getty Key Points Noah Kahan is getting candid about&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":390899,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[35],"tags":[61622,103,61,60,41921,410,411,133182],"class_list":{"0":"post-390898","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-mental-health","8":"tag-body-dysmorphia","9":"tag-health","10":"tag-ie","11":"tag-ireland","12":"tag-jay-shetty","13":"tag-mental-health","14":"tag-mentalhealth","15":"tag-noah-kahan"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/390898","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=390898"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/390898\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/390899"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=390898"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=390898"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=390898"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}