{"id":64568,"date":"2025-10-07T06:22:14","date_gmt":"2025-10-07T06:22:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/64568\/"},"modified":"2025-10-07T06:22:14","modified_gmt":"2025-10-07T06:22:14","slug":"daingean-co-offaly-man-joseph-campbell-jailed-for-raping-11-year-old-boy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/64568\/","title":{"rendered":"Daingean, Co Offaly man Joseph Campbell jailed for raping 11-year-old boy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Devin O\u2019Donnell (19) was reading from his victim impact statement at the Central Criminal Court sentence hearing of Joseph Campbell (63) of Castle Court, Daingean, Co Offaly.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell, who is the father of Mr O\u2019Donnell\u2019s step-mother, was jailed for eight and a half years today.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell maintains his innocence and does not accept the verdict of the jury.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Fionnuala O\u2019Sullivan SC, prosecuting, told the court that Mr O\u2019Donnell wishes to waive his right to anonymity so Campbell can be named in reporting the case.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr O\u2019Donnell said in his victim impact statement: \u201cYou didn\u2019t just hurt me in that moment, you changed how I experienced the world. You planted silence inside me.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cAnd for a long time, I felt that silence keep my quiet, because the shame felt louder than my voice. But I\u2019m not that scared little child anymore.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cI\u2019m speaking now, not because I\u2019m over it but because I am choosing to fight for myself, even when it is hard.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cWhat you did stole parts of my life that I will never get back. But you didn\u2019t take everything. You didn\u2019t take my strength. You didn\u2019t take my future. You didn\u2019t take my ability to heal.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cI am still here. And I\u2019m slowly learning that I was never the one who should have felt ashamed, you were,\u201d Mr O\u2019Donnell continued.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell was convicted following a trial last June on what is termed as section 4 rape \u2013 anal rape \u2013 at Mr O\u2019Donnell\u2019s home in October 2017. He had denied the charges. Further charges of sexual assault perpetrated by Campbell on the victim in December 2021 were taken into account. <\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Following his victim impact statement during an earlier sentence hearing last July, Ms Justice Mary Ellen Ring said to the teenager that her advice would be that it is never too late to return to education.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cI know you didn\u2019t finish your Leaving Certificate. It is never too late to go back. You are intelligent. I hope you find a path and if that means more education or training, you won\u2019t be afraid to do it,\u201d Ms Justice Ring said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">She previously adjourned the sentence hearing to allow for the preparation of a report from the Probation Services.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Sentencing Campbell today she noted Mr O\u2019Donnell\u2019s \u201cresilience\u201d and said he had faced many challenges throughout his life.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cHe was preyed upon by a person whom he should have trusted \u2013 no child should have to have these experiences,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Speaking about Mr O\u2019Donnell, she said it was clear that he is \u201cloved by many\u201d.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cWhile this abuse has marked him, it should not define him. He is so much more than what Joseph Campbell did to him,\u201d Ms Justice Ring said before<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">She added that she hopes \u201cnew normal and happy life events will outweigh this experience\u201d before she wished Mr O\u2019Donnell all the best for the future.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Ms Justice Ring said the aggravating features included the fact that Campbell was \u201ca grandfather figure in the family structure\u201d and \u201cbreached the trust that such a role brings\u201d.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"Joseph Campbell\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/6589d9bd-5ac1-4633-a925-14983b901027.jpg\" loading=\"eager\" width=\"100%\" data-testid=\"article-image\"  \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_caption1 sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-66f0fec7_regular sw-1d70522a_marginbottom3 sw-1d70522a_marginleft0 sw-1d70522a_marginright0 sw-1d70522a_margintop3 sw-b48c4984_left\" style=\"color:var(--color-grey-70)\">Joseph Campbell<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_caption1 sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-66f0fec7_regular sw-1d70522a_marginbottom3 sw-1d70522a_marginleft0 sw-1d70522a_marginright0 sw-1d70522a_margintop3 sw-b48c4984_left\" style=\"color:var(--color-grey-70)\">News in 90 Seconds &#8211; October 6th <\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">She further noted that he does not accept the verdict and has shown no insight or victim empathy.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">\u201cHe threatened an 11-year-old whose mother had just died \u2013 the psychological and emotional abuse that causes extends the physical harm,\u201d Ms Justice Ring said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">She accepted in mitigation that Campbell has no previous convictions.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Ms Justice Ring set a headline sentence of 11 years before reducing the sentence to 10 years. She suspended the final 18 months of that term after acknowledging that Campbell\u2019s \u201cre-entry into society\u201d would be difficult.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell was further ordered that neither he, nor anyone on his behalf, should have contact with Mr O\u2019Donnell either directly or indirectly, while he is in prison and for a further five years after his release.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Concurrent terms of six years were imposed for the sexual assault offences and Campbell was also ordered to engage with the Probation Service for 12 months upon his release from prison.<\/p>\n<p>ADDITIONAL EVIDENCE<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Detective Garda Suzanne Neary told Ms O\u2019Sullivan that Mr O\u2019Donnell first made a complaint to garda\u00ed in 2023, recording two interviews with specialist garda\u00ed in March and October that year. He was 17-years-old at that time.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell is the father of Mr O&#8217;Donnell&#8217;s step-mother and he had gone to live with his own father and step-mother when his mother died when he was eight years old.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">He was playing the Playstation upstairs in his home when Campbell called him downstairs to the sitting room. He asked the boy if he was gay and when Mr O\u2019Donnell replied that it was none of his business, Campbell sexually assaulted him by touching his \u201cprivate parts over his clothes\u201d.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">He pushed Campbell away and ran off crying. He told his friend over messages what had happened but immediately deleted it.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell called the boy back downstairs, apologised and tried to give him \u20ac10. The boy ran from the house in what he described as \u201cpouring rain\u201d to his friend\u2019s home. He contacted his aunt and she arranged to meet him at a nearby train station.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr O\u2019Donnell\u2019s aunt brought him to a garda station to make a complaint against Campbell. He stayed with her for a week but was forced to return to his father and step-mother. He ran away from home to live with his maternal grandmother and has lived there since.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr O\u2019Donnell was interviewed by specialist garda in March and in October 2023, during a second interview he disclosed that the abuse he previously disclosed was not the first time he had been abused by Campbell.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">He said when he was 11 years old he was anally raped by the man who was sleeping in \u201ca spare bed\u201d in the boy\u2019s bedroom. Campbell had orally raped the boy before he turned him over and raped him.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">He was told by Campbell that if he told anyone what had happened, he would be put into care.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr O\u2019Donnell told garda\u00ed: \u201cI had the fear of God in me \u2013 so I stayed quiet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell was arrested and interviewed. He denied the allegation and said he had never been in the bedroom with the child.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">John Hayden SC, defending, submitted that his client had not issued any threats or used intimidation.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Ms Justice Ring interjected and suggested that counsel might reconsider as to whether \u201ca threat to take a child into care\u201d could be considered intimidating.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr Hayden told the court today that a number of testimonials had been handed up on his client\u2019s behalf. He said Campbell had been diagnosed as having a mild learning disability and has significant mental health difficulties, including episodes of depression.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr Hayden said that a testimonial from a woman in Campbell\u2019s local community said she had known the man 30 years and had daily contact with both him and his family. She described him as someone who has always been respectful, kind and caring and said that he was \u201ca great support\u201d to her son in recent times.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">A testimonial from Campbell\u2019s ex-wife, who is the mother of his three children, said Campbell had brought her two older children from a previous relationship, up as his own. She said he loved and cherished all five children and continues to do so. She said she is fearful of his ability to cope in custody and is concerned his mental health will deteriorate.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Campbell\u2019s stepdaughter said he was the best father someone could ask for and said he was \u201cthe kindest man she has ever known\u201d. She said he is a fabulous grandfather to all his grandchildren and they love and adore him.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Mr Hayden said his client had no previous convictions, has never come to garda attention and a probation report put him at a low risk of sexual offending.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Victim impact statement in full read to the court by Devin O\u2019Donnell<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">What happened to me as a child has never left me. It wasn\u2019t just something that happened in a moment and ended, it was something that planted itself deep inside me, and grew into fear, shame, confusion, and heartbreak that I have carried ever since.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I was just a child. I didn\u2019t understand what was happening. I just remember feeling small, scared and like something inside me was being stolen. You took away a part of me I never got back. My safety. My innocence. My ability to feel okay in my own skin.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">Growing up, I felt different from everyone else but not in a good way. I smiled, laughed and pretended everything was normal but inside I was hurting. I felt dirty. I felt broken. I thought something was wrong with me. And worst of all, I thought maybe it was my fault. That maybe I had done something to deserve it. No child should ever have to think that.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I lost trust in people before I even had the chance to build it. I lost trust in myself. And that followed me in everything, into my friendships, into how I saw myself, and especially into my relationships. Love became something I feared. Intimacy made me feel unsafe. I would flinch at kindness because I didn\u2019t know it was real. I still find myself waiting for people to hurt me.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">You didn\u2019t just hurt me in that moment, you changed how I experienced the world. You planted silence inside me. And for a long time, I felt that silence keep my quiet, because the shame felt lounder than my voice. But I\u2019m not that scared little child anymore.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">What I carry myself here today with is more than any young person should carry. Myself I\u2019m here telling my story. A story that should never even need to be told in the first place. A story that put me through hell and back just for someone to listen out to my calls for help.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">No child should ever have to feel the way I felt that night, those days after and even up to today, as I stand in front of a judge finally getting my ever-craving peace I so desperately sought out to find. I won\u2019t stand here today and tell you I\u2019m a healed person, that my past has been buried and forgotten about when it hasn\u2019t, to his day whether it\u2019s watching TV or with my own partner together, I still feel the shame, the pain the never-ending hopelessness feeling that comes with it. But what I can say to you is I have gotten better at masking it, because when you\u2019re a child in a situation like my own you learn to mask every struggle until you find your way through. Unfortunately, I am still on that journey.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I\u2019m speaking now, not because I\u2019m over it but because I am choosing to fight for myself, even when it is hard.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">What you did stole parts of my life that I will never get back. But you didn\u2019t take everything. You didn\u2019t take my strength. You didn\u2019t take my future. You didn\u2019t take my ability to heal. I am still here. And I\u2019m slowly learning that I was never the one who should have felt ashamed, you were.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I\u2019ll carry the scars, but I will not carry your guilt anymore. This is my reclaiming my voice, my story and my life.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">And lastly, as I stand in front of you today, I would like to thank the people who have made me the person I am today and has been by my side through it all.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I want to thank my Nanny Julie for going through all the hardship with me but still stood with me.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I want to thank my Auntie Ann Marie who from the second she got that call was there by my side through it all.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I also want to thank my best mate who didn\u2019t need to take my side and be a part of this but he did out of the goodness of his heart which means more than anything to me.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">I\u2019d like to thank Detective Suzanne Neary, Roisin Kelly, my legal team and to the judge and jury who sat through my case and listened to everything.<\/p>\n<p class=\"sw-ebe0ecc6_root sw-ebe0ecc6_paragraph sw-300db776_none sw-91174671_system sw-1d70522a_marginbottom5 sw-1d70522a_margintop0 sw-b48c4984_inherit\" style=\"color:var(--color-black-base)\">And for my final thank you I\u2019d like to thank my boyfriend, Colin. He has gotten me through more than he knows and I wouldn\u2019t have the confidence, my spark and my hope without him.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Devin O\u2019Donnell (19) was reading from his victim impact statement at the Central Criminal Court sentence hearing of&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":64569,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[42,43,40,38,41,39],"class_list":["post-64568","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-headlines","tag-headlines","tag-news","tag-top-news","tag-top-stories","tag-topnews","tag-topstories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=64568"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64568\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/64569"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=64568"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=64568"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/ie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=64568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}