{"id":228231,"date":"2026-01-09T01:24:11","date_gmt":"2026-01-09T01:24:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/228231\/"},"modified":"2026-01-09T01:24:11","modified_gmt":"2026-01-09T01:24:11","slug":"as-a-child-i-had-no-home-today-i-build-homes-for-others","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/228231\/","title":{"rendered":"\u2018As a child I had no home; today I build homes for others\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"

There is something in the quiet confidence of Ayelet Shabo that tells the story of a woman who has come a long way. So far, in fact that people around her are convinced she grew up in a comfortable, stable home. They do not know that she entered the world of design from a place marked by deep personal rupture, one that offers little space for dreams or ambition.<\/p>\n

She was 7 when a social worker escorted her to a children\u2019s rehabilitation home run by the Mally organization, where she grew up. She was a teenager visiting her father in prison, a divorced 23-year-old with a baby who refused to give up on studying architecture, and a woman who built for herself a new life, a family and a profession. <\/p>\n

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‘I want to help children understand that they have power, to tell them there is no glass ceiling’ <\/p>\n

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Today, at 47, Shabo is returning to the place where she grew up, this time by choice, to meet children who are exactly where she once was. \u201cIf my words make even one child understand that they have a chance, I\u2019ve done my part,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n

She was in second grade when she arrived there. So young, yet old enough to grasp everything. Many of Shabo\u2019s memories are fragmented, entire years erased. \u201cIt\u2019s a kind of defense or survival mechanism,\u201d she explains. But the day she was sent to the boarding school is etched clearly in her mind.<\/p>\n

She remembers her mother putting her in the car without any preparation and driving from her hometown of Netanya to Afula in the north. \u201cWe arrived, and someone greeted me, probably a social worker,\u201d she recalls. \u201cIt was a pastoral, beautiful place with ten villas. I walked into one of them, and there were ten children I didn\u2019t know, and a couple with children of their own who were supposed to raise us. The only mother I knew drove away, and there was no one to talk to. I cried and wanted my mother. The house manager, Yehudit, hugged me and said she was there for me. But I was only seven. It didn\u2019t matter if she was good or not. I wanted my mother.\u201d<\/p>\n

That first day was the first and last time she cried there. \u201cIn one day, I was cut off from everything familiar,\u201d she says. \u201cThey put me in a room with a girl I didn\u2019t know. Even though I felt God holding my hand, I was afraid to sleep. The next morning, I woke up among strangers. There was this long table filled with sliced bread and spreads, and I was supposed to make myself a sandwich and go to a school I didn\u2019t know.”<\/p>\n

In an unconscious decision, she shut down emotionally. \u201cI put up a wall so I wouldn\u2019t feel,\u201d she says. \u201cI started living in autopilot mode. I did everything I was told. No crying, no shouting, no questions. I understood there was no point in crying. I just had to keep going.\u201d<\/p>\n

Did you ever ask your mother why she sent you to a boarding school?
\n“No. I can only guess,\u201d she says. \u201cShe wasn\u2019t a bad mother. She was a beautiful, kind woman who had a very hard life. When my younger brother was born, my parents were already separated. My father wasn\u2019t normative. He made my mother’s life miserable. There was alcohol, betrayals, and he would go in and out of prison. We had no money. She didn\u2019t work and wasn\u2019t financially independent, and she couldn’t support us. She married a man she was completely dependent on, and even later, when she had partners, she always needed a man to take care of her.<\/p>\n

After her mother and partner divorced, all three children were sent to boarding school. \u201cI think she believed that once she got back on her feet, she would bring us home,\u201d Shabo says. \u201cMy brother, who is two years older than me, left the boarding school of his own accord and went back home, and so did my younger brother. But I was the compliant child. I did what I was told.\u201d<\/p>\n

Did you ever ask to go back home?
\n\u201cI didn\u2019t think it was an option,\u201d she says. “My mother never told me to come back, and it never occurred to me that I could say I wanted to return. I created a fantasy world because I had to survive. On the surface, everything was fine, even pleasant, compared to the home I came from. There was hot food, a clean bed, clothes, activities and friends. You don\u2019t think about whether you\u2019re happy or not. But something is always missing. You don\u2019t have a real home or roots. You don\u2019t know how to belong.”<\/p>\n

Her deepest bond was with her father. \u201cWe found each other,\u201d she says. \u201cHe was in prison, I was in boarding school. Two lost souls. I felt we were in the same place. I wrote him letters and he wrote back. I visited him regularly. There wasn\u2019t a prison I didn\u2019t know as a child,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n

What was he imprisoned for?
\n“I don’t know. That\u2019s a question I still need to check,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n

At times, he was her only safe place, even though he could not truly be there for her. \u201cOnce I ran away from the boarding school and went to him after he was released,\u201d she recalls. \u201cHe bought me sweets and took me back to the boarding school by bus. There was tenderness in him. He loved me. My mother loved me too, but I felt that she was the one who sent me away, not him.”<\/p>\n

Are you angry at her?
\n“For years, I blamed myself. I thought maybe I had done something wrong and that’s why they sent me to boarding school,\u201d she says. \u201cThat\u2019s one reason I became such an obedient child. Today, I cannot be angry at a woman who was broken herself. I understand her. She did what she could with the tools she had. It was a different generation, a different way of thinking.”<\/p>\n

Did you talk to your brothers about what you went through?
\n\u201cAt first, there was a lot of pain. My brothers were at home, so why wasn\u2019t I there? When I was nine, my mother became pregnant by someone else, and I have a younger sister, now 38. She is the greatest gift I could have received in my life. <\/p>\n

“In one of our conversations, I told her how lucky she was to have our mother caring for her and to grow up in what seemed like a family idyll. She told me, \u2018You have no idea how lucky you are, how much you were spared.\u2019 She said there were days when there was no food in the house, days when no one came to pick her up from school. When I came home from boarding school for visits, there was always food and cakes.”<\/p>\n

When her mother died of cancer, Shabo was 21. \u201cThey say she could have been saved, but life was too heavy for her,\u201d she says. \u201cShe was tired. We barely had time to say goodbye. Shortly before she died, she told me she was sick.”<\/p>\n

Now she feels compassion for the woman she never truly knew. \u201cI understand how much she suffered,\u201d she says. \u201cShe wanted to be a nurse. She dreamed of a different life.”<\/p>\n

After finishing sixth grade, Shabo moved from the Mally boarding school to the religious kibbutz Ein Tzurim as a day student. \u201cIt\u2019s a wonderful place, with lawns and open spaces,\u201d she says. \u201cThere were 30 to 40 of us doing everything together: studying, working, eating, sleeping. Like in a boarding school, but more independent.\u201d<\/p>\n

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A home she designed to PR figure Zipi Romano <\/p>\n

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After high school, she served in the army and later married her first partner. At 22, she became a mother to a son, now 24. \u201cHe\u2019s my heart,\u201d she says. \u201cNo one in the world knows my story like he does.<\/p>\n

\u201cI met my husband when I was 17,\u201d she says. \u201cHe was 10 years older than me, an amazing man, a dean\u2019s list student. But we didn\u2019t speak the same language. I couldn\u2019t give him what he needed, the love he was looking for.”<\/p>\n

At 23, with a six-month-old baby, she left. \u201cI had nothing,\u201d she recalls. \u201cI moved in with my father, along with my son. My father had gone through rehabilitation and become a different person. I knew one thing: no one was going to tell me how to live my life. I was living for myself, doing only what was good for me.\u201d<\/p>\n

The marriage ended when she was 23 and her son was six months old. \u201cI had nothing,\u201d she says. \u201cI moved in with my father, who had gone through rehabilitation and become a different person. I knew one thing: no one would tell me how to live.\u201d<\/p>\n

She enrolled in architectural engineering studies at Ruppin Academic Center. Days ran from early morning until evening, followed by nights of coursework. \u201cMy son spent a lot of time with his father and with my father. There were times when I would reach out to him and he didn\u2019t want to come”, she recalls. \u201cIt was painful. There were days filled with tears, but I tried to shut down every emotion, and if anyone knew how to do that, it was me. But I told myself, ‘Don’t let emotions stop you’. I was focused on one goal: to finish my studies, to earn a degree, so I could support myself and my child. I could have chosen a simple life, but I wanted more.”<\/p>\n

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Apartment Shabo designed for actress Adi Himelbloy <\/p>\n

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Years later, she remarried and entered a framework she had never known: family life. \u201cMy second husband had an incredible mother. I felt she was like a mother to me. I loved her deeply. With her, I felt at home for the first time, and in her presence I allowed myself to be who I really was.\u201d<\/p>\n

The couple has three children, now 13, 10 and 8. \u201cI look at my eight-year-old and can\u2019t believe that at his age I was already in a boarding school, alone,\u201d she says. <\/p>\n

About six years ago, shortly after her beloved mother-in-law died, the couple divorced. \u201cIf it had been up to me, I wouldn\u2019t have divorced,\u201d she admits. After the divorce, she moved into an apartment she had purchased in Netanya, a moment that proved pivotal for her.<\/p>\n

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A home Shabo designed for song writer Yoni Roeh <\/p>\n

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\u201cWhen I walked in for the first time, I couldn\u2019t stop crying. I have a home I bought on my own, through hard work. Every time I think about it, I\u2019m overwhelmed. The fact that I can buy myself whatever I want, that I don\u2019t need gifts from anyone. It\u2019s a kind of strength that\u2019s hard to put into words. There isn\u2019t a morning when I don\u2019t wake up and begin with gratitude for what I have.\u201d<\/p>\n

Today, Shevo runs an independent architecture studio with a long client list, including public figures.<\/p>\n

She recently completed building a complex of 10 villas in the community of Carmit and is now working on a premium hotel project in Panama, essentially a six-bedroom private residence. \u201cI always want more, to prove to myself that I\u2019m good, that I can do it,\u201d she says. \u201cMy eldest son always tells me that even if I reach Everest, I\u2019ll be looking for the next mountain.”<\/p>\n

Her design style, she says, is rooted in the kibbutz. \u201cBringing the outside in, bringing in air, nature and light. My profession is my mission. As a child, I didn\u2019t have a home, and today I repair homes for people, building spaces that truly suit them.\u201d<\/p>\n

Recently, Shabo returned to visit the children\u2019s home where she grew up, run by the Mally organization. A 15-year-old girl gave her a tour of the village. \u201cI asked her, \u2018What do you want to be when you grow up?\u2019 She didn\u2019t know how to answer. She was stunned by the question,\u201d Shabo says. \u201cI told her, \u2018You deserve to dream,\u2019 and she started crying. I understood her. That was exactly where I once was. You don\u2019t allow yourself to think that you deserve anything.”<\/p>\n

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A hotel project in Panama designed by Shabo <\/p>\n

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In partnership with Psagot Winery<\/a>, she launched a community engagement project. The first initiative was renovating the home at that same boarding school. \u201cWhen I walked in for the first time, I couldn\u2019t stop crying. That was my room, my bed. It was an incredible closure,\u201d she says. \u201cIn retrospect, that place gave me the strongest foundations, even if at the time I couldn\u2019t appreciate it. I remember the sign that hung there, \u2018Educate a child according to his way.\u2019 I looked at that sign every day. That\u2019s how I raise my children today, and that\u2019s how I conduct myself in the world.\u201d<\/p>\n

Soon, she will visit another of the organization\u2019s family homes to meet the children and share her life story in the hope that it will help them. \u201cI want to show them that success is possible, to give them strength and motivation, and to tell them there is no glass ceiling. You are capable, and you can do it.\u201d<\/p>\n

Looking at her life today, she no longer feels pity for the girl she once was. \u201cI was dealt certain cards. Not good ones, not bad ones. Just cards,\u201d she says. \u201cAnd I chose what to do with them.\u201d<\/p>\n

Mally (Hamifal Le\u2019Hachsharat Yaldei Israel) is an educational and rehabilitating organization that was founded 80 years ago by the late Mrs. Recha Friar, an Israel Prize winner. As of today, there are 15 children’s villages and homes throughout Israel, welcoming around 940 children aged 6 to 18 who were removed from their homes under various circumstances.<\/p>\n

The villages are based on an educational family-cell model in which 10 to 12 children live together in a home with a married couple and their own children, functioning as a family in every sense. <\/p>\n

This framework provides valuable experience of growth and development in a setting that most closely resembles a true home and family. The house parents serve as available, supportive and nurturing parental figures.<\/p>\n

The children living in the villages are integrated into community educational frameworks and benefit from a wide range of therapeutic services, tutoring and enrichment extra-curricular activities in the afternoons.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"There is something in the quiet confidence of Ayelet Shabo that tells the story of a woman who…\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":228232,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[31],"tags":[437,434,435,436,438,146,85,46],"class_list":{"0":"post-228231","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-arts-and-design","8":"tag-arts","9":"tag-arts-and-design","10":"tag-artsanddesign","11":"tag-artsdesign","12":"tag-design","13":"tag-entertainment","14":"tag-il","15":"tag-israel"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228231","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=228231"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228231\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/228232"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=228231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=228231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=228231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}