{"id":402095,"date":"2026-04-20T18:10:12","date_gmt":"2026-04-20T18:10:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/402095\/"},"modified":"2026-04-20T18:10:12","modified_gmt":"2026-04-20T18:10:12","slug":"rachel-goldberg-polin-on-grief-and-her-failure-to-bring-hostage-son-hersh-home-alive","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/402095\/","title":{"rendered":"Rachel Goldberg-Polin on Grief and Her &#8216;Failure&#8217; to Bring Hostage Son Hersh Home Alive"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">In a television interview aired on the eve of Israel&#8217;s Memorial Day, Rachel Goldberg-Polin, one of the most recognizable voices in the campaign to bring Israeli hostges home from Gaza, described the grief that has shaped her life since her son Hersh was kidnapped on October 7, 2023.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Speaking with Anderson Cooper on CBS&#8217; &#8220;60 Minutes,&#8221; Goldberg-Polin said she feels that she failed in her mission to bring her son home. &#8220;We got all of these people home, not as we wanted. We wanted them home, alive, but they had come home,&#8221; she said. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Goldberg-Polin showed Cooper a ball of masking tape kept in Hersh&#8217;s room, made up of the numbers hostage families would wear on their clothes to mark the number of days in captivity. <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"A ball of masking tape marked with the number of days hostages have spent in captivity, kept in Hersh Goldberg-Polin's room. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube\" alt=\"A ball of masking tape marked with the number of days hostages have spent in captivity, kept in Hersh Goldberg-Polin's room.\" width=\"1897\" height=\"1055\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tape.PNG\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"A ball of masking tape marked with the number of days hostages have spent in captivity, kept in Hersh Goldberg-Polin's room. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube\" alt=\"A ball of masking tape marked with the number of days hostages have spent in captivity, kept in Hersh Goldberg-Polin's room.\" width=\"1897\" height=\"1055\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tape.PNG\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>A ball of masking tape marked with the number of days hostages have spent in captivity, kept in Hersh Goldberg-Polin&#8217;s room. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube<\/p>\n<p>A ball of masking tape marked with the number of days hostages have spent in captivity, kept in Hersh Goldberg-Polin&#8217;s room. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">She said that between their two daughters, herself and her husband, Jon, over the course of more than 800 days, &#8220;we had 3,000 pieces of tape.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;It&#8217;s extraordinary to see all the pain and everything that is in that ball,&#8221; she said. &#8220;You know, it&#8217;s like these symbols of failure.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;Do you think you failed?&#8221; Cooper asked.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;Yeah,&#8221; Goldberg-Polin replied, acknowledging she did everything she possibly could. &#8220;Sometimes, 100 percent is not enough.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Members of the Goldberg-Polin family marked the number of days Hersh was held hostage in Gaza on strips of tape inside their home. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube\" alt=\"Members of the Goldberg-Polin family marked the number of days Hersh was held hostage in Gaza on strips of tape inside their home.\" width=\"1905\" height=\"1059\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tape-2.PNG\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Members of the Goldberg-Polin family marked the number of days Hersh was held hostage in Gaza on strips of tape inside their home. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube\" alt=\"Members of the Goldberg-Polin family marked the number of days Hersh was held hostage in Gaza on strips of tape inside their home.\" width=\"1905\" height=\"1059\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/tape-2.PNG\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>Members of the Goldberg-Polin family marked the number of days Hersh was held hostage in Gaza on strips of tape inside their home. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube<\/p>\n<p>Members of the Goldberg-Polin family marked the number of days Hersh was held hostage in Gaza on strips of tape inside their home. Credit: 60 Minutes\/CBS via YouTube<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">The interview with Goldberg-Polin, who was on TIME Magazine&#8217;s list of 100 most influential people in the world for 2024, was recorded in February, prior to the war with Iran. It was also ahead of the release of her book, titled &#8220;When We See You Again.&#8221; In it, she describes the pain of losing Hersh as &#8220;chronic, ever present, constant, gnawing, circular \u2013 not linear.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Hersh, a dual U.S.-Israeli citizen, was attending the Nova music festival when Hamas invaded southern Israel on the morning of October 7, 2023. He fled to a nearby bomb shelter, where he was severely wounded by a grenade, losing his left hand. He was taken to Gaza and held there until late August 2024, when he and five other hostages were executed by Hamas in a tunnel.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">She described the complicated hope that sustained the family after learning there was video of Hersh alive after the attack. Cooper had been the one to tell the family, after conducting an interview with them for CNN, that footage existed showing their son wounded but still alive as he was led away by his captors. <\/p>\n<p>Haaretz Podcast&#8217;You can&#8217;t heal in a perpetual war&#8217;: Israeli peace activist Yonatan Zeigen on following in his mother&#8217;s footsteps<\/p>\n<p>play<\/p>\n<p>Haaretz Podcast<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You can&#8217;t heal in a perpetual war&#8217;: Israeli peace activist Yonatan Zeigen on following in his mother&#8217;s footsteps<\/p>\n<p>Volume: 0.5<\/p>\n<p>X1<\/p>\n<p>total&#8211; : &#8211;time0:00<\/p>\n<p>fast forward15<\/p>\n<p>play<\/p>\n<p>rewind15<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;To this day, I am sorry that that is how you found out \u2013 that I was the one to tell you that there&#8217;s this video,&#8221; Cooper said, recalling the footage recovered from a Hamas militant&#8217;s phone that he was shown by Israeli soldiers while visiting the Nova festival site.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;But we were so thankful,&#8221; Goldberg-Polin said, &#8220;We were really grateful that you did it in such a human way. In this sideways world, when we had the proof that he was kidnapped, that was actually good,&#8221; she added.<\/p>\n<p>Related Articles<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">In late August 2024, Goldberg-Polin, her husband and other relatives of hostages gathered near the Gaza border and called out the names of their loved ones through a microphone, hoping they might somehow be heard inside the enclave. That same day, Hersh was killed.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Goldberg-Polin said she still wonders whether her son sensed his parents were calling for him. &#8220;I think there are other ways that you can hear your parents screaming for you, even if you don&#8217;t hear them,&#8221; she told Cooper.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Even after learning of Hersh&#8217;s death, Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon remained active in the campaign to secure the release of the remaining hostages.<\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Rachel Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon speaking at a hostage rally in Tel Aviv, November, 2024. Credit: Itay Ron\" alt=\"Rachel Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon speaking at a hostage rally in Tel Aviv, November, 2024.\" width=\"1500\" height=\"1002\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/685446-1.webp.webp\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Rachel Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon speaking at a hostage rally in Tel Aviv, November, 2024. Credit: Itay Ron\" alt=\"Rachel Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon speaking at a hostage rally in Tel Aviv, November, 2024.\" width=\"1500\" height=\"1002\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/685446-1.webp.webp\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>Rachel Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon speaking at a hostage rally in Tel Aviv, November, 2024. Credit: Itay Ron<\/p>\n<p>Rachel Goldberg-Polin and her husband Jon speaking at a hostage rally in Tel Aviv, November, 2024. Credit: Itay Ron<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">In February 2025, Hamas released Israeli hostage <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/2025-03-27\/ty-article\/released-israeli-hostage-or-levy-says-he-was-chained-for-591-days-while-in-gaza\/00000195-d81b-da82-abdf-fa3fe9920000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">Or Levy<\/a>. Like Hersh, Levy and his wife had been attending the Nova festival when the invasion began, and they too fled to a bomb shelter. His wife, Einav, was killed by grenades thrown inside.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">After he returned to Israel, Levy revealed that he and Hersh spent three days together in the tunnels beneath Gaza. &#8220;[Hersh] laughed about everything, and he smiled the entire time,&#8221; Levy says. &#8220;Hersh kept repeating this mantra. &#8216;He who has a why can bear any how.&#8217; It became our mantra, everybody there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Levy also revealed critical information about Hersh to Goldberg-Polin, telling her that her son had known that she had spoken to Antony Blinken, the U.S. Secretary of State at the time. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;And I said, &#8216;He heard on the news I had spoken to the secretary of state?&#8217; And [Levy] said, &#8216;No. He heard you on the news.&#8217; And it was like, all of a sudden, thank God \u2013 first of all, that he heard my voice, and that he knew [about the efforts being made to secure his release],&#8221; Goldberg-Polin said.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Goldberg-Polin told Cooper that her understanding of grief has been transformed by the loss of her son. She said that perhaps &#8220;grief is actually just this precious badge of love that you wear because someone has died and your love is continuing to grow.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"In a television interview aired on the eve of Israel&#8217;s Memorial Day, Rachel Goldberg-Polin, one of the most&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":402096,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[50,51,1514,42,189595,43,3215,40,38,41,39],"class_list":{"0":"post-402095","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-headlines","8":"tag-gaza","9":"tag-hamas","10":"tag-hamas-hostages","11":"tag-headlines","12":"tag-israels-memorial-day","13":"tag-news","14":"tag-october-7","15":"tag-top-news","16":"tag-top-stories","17":"tag-topnews","18":"tag-topstories"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/402095","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=402095"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/402095\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/402096"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=402095"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=402095"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=402095"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}