{"id":636901,"date":"2026-10-05T09:52:17","date_gmt":"2026-10-05T09:52:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/636901\/"},"modified":"2026-10-05T09:52:17","modified_gmt":"2026-10-05T09:52:17","slug":"three-years-since-october-7-they-spent-weeks-identifying-the-dead-after-october-7-some-ended-up-in-a-psych-ward","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/636901\/","title":{"rendered":"Three Years Since October 7 | They Spent Weeks Identifying the Dead After October 7. Some Ended up in a Psych Ward"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">One after another, the trucks entered the base. The large company logos on them revealed their previous purpose: fresh meat, sausages, ice cream. Finally the food had arrived, someone said.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Others were less optimistic. Then the doors opened, and with them, the smell. Bodies. Piles of dead bodies, one on top of the other, and intertwined. This was the scene at the Sde Teiman army base in the south a few days after October 7. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">In those days, Sde Teiman was a mirror image of the Shura army base in central Israel. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman. All told, about 1,600 bodies were found in Israel, and many more were found in the Gaza Strip near the border fence.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">According to Naor Paz, a reservist, one time the body of a member of a community&#8217;s security squad was found. He had apparently taken the Kalashnikov off a dead terrorist and himself fell in battle. <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Naor Paz.  &quot;I haven't cried in two years; there's no emotion.&quot;. Credit: Itay Cohen\" alt=\"Naor Paz.  &quot;I haven't cried in two years; there's no emotion.&quot;\" width=\"1468\" height=\"2200\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/621546.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Naor Paz.  &quot;I haven't cried in two years; there's no emotion.&quot;. Credit: Itay Cohen\" alt=\"Naor Paz.  &quot;I haven't cried in two years; there's no emotion.&quot;\" width=\"1468\" height=\"2200\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/621546.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>Naor Paz.  &#8220;I haven&#8217;t cried in two years; there&#8217;s no emotion.&#8221; Credit: Itay Cohen <\/p>\n<p>Naor Paz.  &#8220;I haven&#8217;t cried in two years; there&#8217;s no emotion.&#8221; Credit: Itay Cohen <\/p>\n<p class=\"x1xlr1w8 xhhvhw0 xyiooq7 xadr0t xhacrq1 xt8dofr xjplvm8\">&#8216;We slept not far from the bodies; we even ate next to them. At first, I couldn&#8217;t eat anything. After a few days, I ate some carbs, but no meat \u2013 to this day, I still can&#8217;t.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Naor Paz <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">At first, the dead Israeli was mistaken for a dead Hamas man. In another case, the body of an Israeli woman was found among bodies of Gazans removed from a vehicle that, on October 7, was hit by a combat helicopter while on its way back to the Strip. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">On paper, the identification mission wasn&#8217;t complex: Unload the trucks, place their contents into refrigeration containers, and take a DNA sample from each body. The samples were sent to labs, where they were cross-referenced with state databases and personal items provided by the families of the missing. When a match was found, the body was removed from the refrigeration container and <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" href=\"http:\/\/haaretz.com\/life\/2025-03-09\/ty-article-magazine\/.premium\/a-play-about-identifying-the-dead-of-october-7-will-help-israelis-heal\/00000195-7b97-d46d-a3f7-fbff09b80000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">transferred to Shura<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">But this dry description fails to capture the reality. When bodies were intertwined, it was often impossible to tell whose arm or leg it was. For DNA purposes, &#8220;we took teeth or a piece of a nail with a hammer and chisel,&#8221; Paz says. &#8220;If not much was left of him, we would take a piece of bone.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Related Articles<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">And there were other challenges. &#8220;Some bodies were collected only after a few days, sometimes weeks, and were decomposing,&#8221; Paz says. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">According to some soldiers, the chaos was also worsened by the performance of <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/2024-01-31\/ty-article-magazine\/.premium\/death-and-donations-did-the-volunteer-group-handling-the-october-7-dead-exploit-its-role\/0000018d-5a73-d997-adff-df7bdb670000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">Zaka, the organization that recovers dead bodies<\/a>. &#8220;The army evacuates every limb in a separate bag,&#8221; Paz says. &#8220;Zaka sees a hand, then a body, thinks they&#8217;re connected, and puts them in the same bag, as if they were putting together a puzzle.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">For example, one soldier recounts a case of intertwined hands. &#8220;Fingers really between fingers,&#8221; he says. &#8220;At first, they thought they belonged to the same person, but it turned out to be two different people.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">At the camp, it was hardly possible to avoid the dead. As Paz puts it, &#8220;We slept not far from the bodies; we even ate next to them. At first, I couldn&#8217;t eat anything. After a few days, I ate some carbs, but no meat \u2013 to this day, I still can&#8217;t.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">The smell was unbearable. &#8220;They gave us eucalyptus oil for the mask, but it didn&#8217;t help; everything penetrated,&#8221; Paz says. &#8220;When I got home, my wife asked me to throw away my clothes because of the smell. Even after I showered four times, she still smelled the stench. It stuck to my skin. To this day, I shower three times a day because I think I still have clotted blood on my hands.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"The Shura army base in central Israel at the end of October 2023. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman. Credit: Hadas Parush\" alt=\"The Shura army base in central Israel at the end of October 2023. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman.\" width=\"2200\" height=\"1468\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/019459.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"The Shura army base in central Israel at the end of October 2023. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman. Credit: Hadas Parush\" alt=\"The Shura army base in central Israel at the end of October 2023. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman.\" width=\"2200\" height=\"1468\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/019459.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>The Shura army base in central Israel at the end of October 2023. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman. Credit: Hadas Parush <\/p>\n<p>The Shura army base in central Israel at the end of October 2023. The bodies of soldiers and civilians were brought to Shura, while the bodies of people thought to be terrorists were brought to Sde Teiman. Credit: Hadas Parush <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Not only the smell was seared into him. &#8220;We put a body bag into one of the containers, and suddenly a head fell out, right next to me,&#8221; Paz says. &#8220;I had to pick it up with my hands and put it back in.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">He managed to cope with the sights, smells and everything else. Or so he thought. After all, he had prepared for this moment for years in a special department at Home Front Command. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Then came September 2025 and a phone call from his commander. It was a conference call; he saw his friends on the screen, all but one. &#8220;Israel killed himself,&#8221; the commander said. There were 12 soldiers in the department; now there were 11. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Israel Amar was a 34-year-old <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/israel-politics\/2026-09-25\/ty-article\/.premium\/idf-halts-proactive-arrests-of-ultra-orthodox-draft-evaders-amid-fears-of-unrest\/000001a0-d802-def6-a9e8-d9e70f400000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">ultra-Orthodox<\/a> man from Beit Shemesh near Jerusalem, married and a father of three. He volunteered for reserve duty again and again. One day, while on leave at home, he left with his rifle for a public park, where he took his own life. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">A month before Amar killed himself, he had been sent for a psychiatric evaluation. The diagnosis: &#8220;no evidence of suicidality.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">In the days after Amar&#8217;s funeral, Paz&#8217;s condition worsened. That was the trigger for everything, he realizes now. He didn&#8217;t go to work and was always drinking alcohol. Then came a fit of rage. &#8220;I broke half the house,&#8221; he says. Memories flooded his mind; the wall of suppression broke. <\/p>\n<p>Breaking point <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Alon Elharar suffered a similar experience. &#8220;We found two spines, and next to them we saw Hebrew letters,&#8221; he says. &#8220;After another look, we realized it was the emblem of a school shirt.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">A few days later, the identification came through \u2013 an Israeli adult and child who had been burned alive, among many bodies of Palestinians. Two officers in the Southern Command confirmed the details to Haaretz. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;I was a young father, and that was everything to me,&#8221; says Elharar, who is married with two children. &#8220;To see such annihilation and death in the most personal context possible; it hit me hard. It was a breaking point.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Israel Amar, who took his own life. Credit: From the Yizkor website\" alt=\"Israel Amar, who took his own life.\" width=\"600\" height=\"706\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/israel-amar.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Israel Amar, who took his own life. Credit: From the Yizkor website\" alt=\"Israel Amar, who took his own life.\" width=\"600\" height=\"706\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/israel-amar.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>Israel Amar, who took his own life. Credit: From the Yizkor website<\/p>\n<p>Israel Amar, who took his own life.Credit: From the Yizkor website<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Elharar, who is from Jerusalem, wasn&#8217;t even supposed to be there. In his role in the reserves, he&#8217;s responsible for training soldiers in body identification. His job is only to instruct them. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">But in the first days of the war, when he heard about a shortage of soldiers <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/2024-08-16\/ty-article-magazine\/.highlight\/we-served-on-israels-sde-teiman-base-heres-what-we-did-to-gazans-detainees\/00000191-5591-d60d-a59b-ff994cb40000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">at Sde Teiman<\/a>, he volunteered. &#8220;I thought it was an incredibly important mission \u2013 to find people who didn&#8217;t deserve to be there,&#8221; he says. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">After a little over a week, the soldiers had completed checks on all the bodies that had been brought to Sde Teiman. But two months later, the soldiers were called back to the base. &#8220;In the first round, there was chaos, a mess,&#8221; Paz says. &#8220;DNA was lost along the way, there were clerical errors, so they wanted us to do everything again.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">There was also a lack of information on several people classified as missing. &#8220;For some, nothing was known about them; we didn&#8217;t even know if they had been murdered or abducted, so we looked for answers among the bodies.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Paz says the soldiers built profiles of the missing, listing identifying marks like tattoos or dreadlocks. &#8220;We had to tear the shirts off the bodies and take everything out of the pockets, because some [Gazans] had stolen things from Israelis. We found necklaces, wallets, maps of kibbutzim, soldiers&#8217; IDs,&#8221; he says. And there were also weapons: grenades, magazines and explosives. <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Alon Elharar. &quot;Death is very present in my life.&quot;. Credit: Itay Cohen\" alt=\"Alon Elharar. &quot;Death is very present in my life.&quot;\" width=\"1468\" height=\"2200\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/621569.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Alon Elharar. &quot;Death is very present in my life.&quot;. Credit: Itay Cohen\" alt=\"Alon Elharar. &quot;Death is very present in my life.&quot;\" width=\"1468\" height=\"2200\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/621569.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>Alon Elharar. &#8220;Death is very present in my life.&#8221; Credit: Itay Cohen<\/p>\n<p>Alon Elharar. &#8220;Death is very present in my life.&#8221; Credit: Itay Cohen<\/p>\n<p class=\"x1xlr1w8 xhhvhw0 xyiooq7 xadr0t xhacrq1 xt8dofr xjplvm8\">&#8216;I can be sitting on a bus, and it hits me, severs me from my surroundings. Thoughts about what would happen if one of my children died \u2013 what would his funeral be like?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Alon Elharar<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;The bodies were frozen, so we had to thaw them,&#8221; he says. &#8220;Some were decomposing; there were maggots everywhere, and limbs were missing. In some, facial features were visible; in others, not.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">According to Paz, in the second round, remains of two Israeli civilians and two foreign nationals were found: an agricultural worker from Thailand and an asylum seeker from Eritrea. There would be several more rounds; in some, more advanced equipment was used to scan the bodies. A special unit at Southern Command was responsible for extracting remains from burned vehicles. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;They used special vacuums,&#8221; one officer says. &#8220;The ash was taken for DNA tests. Several mysteries were solved that way. Israelis, that&#8217;s all that was left of them: a little ash.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">It&#8217;s unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30. One reason is that some rabbinical personnel only count the bodies of Jews. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Then there were the bodies of five Gazan workers who were in Israel on October 7 and were murdered by Hamas. The IDF Spokesperson&#8217;s Unit was unable to answer questions on this matter. <\/p>\n<p>Continuing to search <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Elharar remembers the day he realized that something in him had changed. It happened after a year of continuous reserve duty. &#8220;I realized I wasn&#8217;t okay,&#8221; he recalls. &#8220;I became short-tempered at home with my wife, with the children. I felt that something in my basic human experience had been undermined.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">He thinks about death. &#8220;I can be sitting on a bus, and it hits me, severs me from my surroundings. Thoughts about what would happen if one of my children died \u2013 what would his funeral be like? And how would I hold him? These are thoughts I didn&#8217;t have before. Death is very present in life. In every joyful moment, I think about the inevitable end.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Today, Elharar is being examined by the Defense Ministry&#8217;s Rehabilitation Department, but for the time being, he&#8217;s back in reserve duty. &#8220;To tell the truth, I think it&#8217;s a bit of an escape,&#8221; he says.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">For Paz, the diagnosis is clear: a 40 percent disability rating for <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/israel-security\/2026-04-01\/ty-article-magazine\/.premium\/idf-pressured-reservists-with-ptsd-to-serve-some-threatened-with-arrest\/0000019d-386a-da4b-a39d-f86b98cd0000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">post-traumatic stress disorder<\/a> \u2013 for only five years. This is the Rehabilitation Department&#8217;s new policy, to reduce recognition of <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/science-and-health\/2025-04-03\/ty-article-magazine\/ptsd-can-be-predicted-with-a-brain-scan-a-month-after-traumatic-event-israeli-study-finds\/00000195-f5a7-d470-addd-f5ef2f6a0000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">permanent PTSD<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;I received the results and felt anger, frustration,&#8221; he says. &#8220;I gave my all so that families would have a grave to visit, and this is what I get in return.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">As he puts it, &#8220;I&#8217;ve been to so many psychiatrists, and all of them wrote that my condition is severe, that I can&#8217;t be rehabilitated. My psychologist told me that it&#8217;s a miracle I&#8217;m still alive. My disability isn&#8217;t temporary, it lives with me every day. I can&#8217;t go to the supermarket, I barely eat. I can&#8217;t be in crowded places, I isolate myself, I lash out at the children, I don&#8217;t recognize myself anymore.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Paz&#8217;s wife gave birth while he was on reserve duty. &#8220;She called me to come, and I got there half an hour before the birth,&#8221; he says. &#8220;When I saw the baby, I couldn&#8217;t feel anything. Nothing. There was no joy, zero emotion, I was disconnected. It took me four months until I agreed to hold him; I waited for him to grow. At first, he felt like another body part.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"The Sde Teiman army base. It's unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30. Credit: Eliahu Hershkovitz\" alt=\"The Sde Teiman army base. It's unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30.\" width=\"2200\" height=\"1465\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/617408-2.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"The Sde Teiman army base. It's unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30. Credit: Eliahu Hershkovitz\" alt=\"The Sde Teiman army base. It's unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30.\" width=\"2200\" height=\"1465\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/617408-2.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>The Sde Teiman army base. It&#8217;s unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30. Credit: Eliahu Hershkovitz <\/p>\n<p>The Sde Teiman army base. It&#8217;s unclear how many of the bodies brought to Sde Teiman turned out to be Israelis. Some say 14, others 16, some even 30. Credit: Eliahu Hershkovitz <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">It&#8217;s a feeling of emptiness, Paz says. &#8220;I haven&#8217;t cried in two years; there&#8217;s no emotion. I&#8217;m numb, nothing makes me happy. I can start washing dishes, and my mind goes elsewhere. The water can run for hours. My wife went down to part-time work because she knew I couldn&#8217;t function with the children.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Even today, Paz is obsessed with people&#8217;s identifying marks. &#8220;I look at people passing by and focus on their hair color, their tattoos. I don&#8217;t see people, only marks.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">And his nights are haunted. &#8220;I sleep about three hours a night,&#8221; he says. &#8220;I go to sleep at 2 and wake up at 5.&#8221; In that short span, he has nightmares \u2013 from his days in Gaza as well as at Sde Teiman. After the mission at the base, he volunteered to accompany an armored force in an attempt to locate hostages in the Nuseirat refugee camp. But something went wrong. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;We were inside a building, and there was a tremendous noise,&#8221; he says. &#8220;Somebody from the observation post shouted, &#8216;Terrorist, terrorist.&#8217; Then an anti-tank missile was fired at our area, hitting right nearby.&#8221; The tanks &#8220;started firing at the terrorist. A few days later, I came home and decided I wasn&#8217;t going back.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">The nightmares sometimes make him violent in his sleep. &#8220;I once lashed out at my wife,&#8221; Paz says. &#8220;For two and a half months, I slept on the couch because I was afraid of hurting her.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">He recently checked himself into a <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/israel-security\/2026-06-25\/ty-article-magazine\/.premium\/a-collapsing-society-israel-suffers-national-mental-crisis-due-to-the-war\/0000019e-fa7f-d4c5-a9fe-ff7f0f720000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">mental health<\/a> facility for three months. &#8220;I do everything they tell me, but I don&#8217;t feel any improvement,&#8221; he says. &#8220;I&#8217;ve lost a part of my soul; I wish something would help.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>The skeletons around him <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Some veterans take even more drastic steps. For six months, Shlomo Arnon has been living in a locked ward at a psychiatric hospital. &#8220;I have no expected release date,&#8221; the 29-year-old says in a video call. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">He was at both Shura and Sde Teiman; he served hundreds of days in reserve duty. He was <a class=\"x1bvjpef x41m6fz xly1mqq x1k57tk5 x1i43xu1 xx6stda x15spe28 x1wntsoc xj69yco xfw692k xg830sg x13dflua xfagghw xz4gly6\" target=\"_router\" href=\"https:\/\/www.haaretz.com\/israel-news\/2025-12-23\/ty-article-magazine\/.premium\/these-israelis-fought-in-gaza-and-the-west-bank-they-cant-escape-their-inner-hell\/0000019b-46a4-d9e4-a3bb-cffc73400000\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">diagnosed with PTSD<\/a> and recognized with a 70 percent permanent disability. In the eyes of many professionals, he&#8217;s one of the war&#8217;s most severely mentally wounded.<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;I saw countless faces of dead people,&#8221; he says. &#8220;One was swollen like a balloon, one was black, another red, one had no face left at all. They all come back to me in flashbacks, in nightmares. At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Shlomo Arnon. &quot;At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&quot;. Credit: Itay Cohen\" alt=\"Shlomo Arnon. &quot;At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&quot;\" width=\"1468\" height=\"2200\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/621491.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3 x1huxd7x\" loading=\"lazy\"\/><img data-chromatic=\"ignore\" title=\"Shlomo Arnon. &quot;At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&quot;. Credit: Itay Cohen\" alt=\"Shlomo Arnon. &quot;At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&quot;\" width=\"1468\" height=\"2200\"  src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/il\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/10\/621491.jpg\"  decoding=\"async\" class=\"x1mraiob xxymvpz xt7dq6l x193iq5w xh8yej3\" loading=\"lazy\"\/>Close<\/p>\n<p>Shlomo Arnon. &#8220;At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&#8221; Credit: Itay Cohen <\/p>\n<p>Shlomo Arnon. &#8220;At night I scream, I scream my soul out.&#8221; Credit: Itay Cohen <\/p>\n<p class=\"x1xlr1w8 xhhvhw0 xyiooq7 xadr0t xhacrq1 xt8dofr xjplvm8\">&#8216;My youngest daughter doesn&#8217;t know me; the middle one calls me Shlomo, not Dad. I&#8217;m disconnected from my family, from my friends. At first, they came to visit, but after that, I became one of the crazies.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Shlomo Arnon<\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">It isn&#8217;t much better when he&#8217;s awake. &#8220;I suffer from fits of rage, breaking everything around me. I&#8217;m on tranquilizers and painkillers. I have a hard time taking a shower because I still feel like I&#8217;m washing a body,&#8221; he says. &#8220;Because I had so many attacks and so many tremors, I would bang my head against the wall out of frustration, and that damaged my memory.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Arnon, who is from Jerusalem, is married and a father of three. Before the war, he worked in archaeological excavations. Now, in his dreams, he digs in the earth and discovers dead people. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;I lost everything,&#8221; he says. &#8220;My youngest daughter doesn&#8217;t know me; the middle one calls me Shlomo, not Dad. I&#8217;m disconnected from my family, from my friends. At first, they came to visit, but after that, I became one of the crazies.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">In the ward, he sees skeletons, but living ones, people who look like bags of bones. &#8220;When they show pictures of themselves from two or three years ago, you see gorillas, human beings,&#8221; he says. &#8220;This war has broken so many people, crushed them.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">At least 13 other soldiers who served in body identification at Sde Teiman have been hospitalized in locked wards at psychiatric hospitals, sources at the Rehabilitation Department say. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;There were cases where people were completely burned, nothing left of them. I would pick up the last remnant with two fingers,&#8221; Arnon says. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;There were cases where I would open the bag and see that the whole body was gone, only a few bones remained. There were maggots everywhere. Blood dripping. I found myself walking with a human hand, moving it from place to place.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">One time, he tried to pull a body out of a truck. &#8220;But I didn&#8217;t have the strength anymore; it was heavy, so I fell inside,&#8221; he says. &#8220;I was entirely covered in bodies, in blood. It was a moment I said aloud to God, &#8216;Take me, free me from this life.'&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">But he stuck to the mission, striving to maintain his humanity. &#8220;It was important to me to respect everybody,&#8221; he says. &#8220;Some people wanted to desecrate the bodies of the terrorists. There was a lot of anger; it created a lot of tension among the guys. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;But I didn&#8217;t allow it, despite everything they did. &#8230; I covered them, I tried as much as possible to act with respect. For me, we&#8217;re all human beings \u2013 Jews, Muslims and Christians.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">Arnon&#8217;s condition is severe, but he&#8217;s not despairing. &#8220;I&#8217;m not looking for peace; I&#8217;m looking for healing. I believe that it will be good; I hope that with all my heart,&#8221; he says. <\/p>\n<p data-testid=\"rich-text\" class=\"x13faqbe x12ds5z6 x1rrzvkg x1txrjqu x115k1yo x126s5kd x1az39ph x1qxhirb xhhm3bp xjplvm8 x1ur7pbh\">&#8220;Maybe I&#8217;m completely messed up, but it was for a sacred purpose, for the bereaved families, for the fallen, the victims. I gave my soul for them, and with a full heart. I&#8217;d do it again.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"One after another, the trucks entered the base. 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