{"id":370142,"date":"2026-04-08T21:36:08","date_gmt":"2026-04-08T21:36:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/370142\/"},"modified":"2026-04-08T21:36:08","modified_gmt":"2026-04-08T21:36:08","slug":"special-bond-heartbreaking-loss-behind-twidles-nrl-debut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/370142\/","title":{"rendered":"Special bond, heartbreaking loss behind Twidle&#8217;s NRL debut"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>More than anything, Apa Twidle wishes he could thank his late coach Paul Brown for setting him on the journey to an emotional NRL debut with Parramatta.<\/p>\n<p>Five years before scoring two tries against Wests Tigers on Easter Monday, Twidle was a homesick 16-year-old who&#8217;d moved from New Zealand to Queensland to chase his NRL dream.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My first weekend I called my mum and said, &#8216;Get my flight back&#8217;. It was tough,&#8221; Twidle said.<\/p>\n<p>Twidle&#8217;s manager had put him in contact with local footy coach Brown, but the young Kiwi knew no one else in Brisbane.<\/p>\n<p>Brown coached Twidle in the Queensland Rugby League&#8217;s Cyril Connell and Mal Meninga Cup competitions, as well as at local club Souths Acacia Ridge Magpies.<\/p>\n<p>On the side, Brown stood in as a father figure for Twidle during what the 21-year-old now calls &#8220;one of the hardest times&#8221; of his life. <\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I lived with him in Brisbane, he trained me hard, he looked after me, didn&#8217;t ask for anything in return,&#8221; Twidle said.<\/p>\n<p>Brown remained in Twidle&#8217;s life after he moved to Sydney to take the next step in his career, joining Parramatta&#8217;s SG Ball team and eventually graduating to NSW Cup.<\/p>\n<p>But, in late August last year, in the week his daughter was born, Twidle&#8217;s world was shaken when he received news Brown had passed away after he had been privately battling cancer.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t even get him to have a photo with my daughter. That hurt me quite a bit,&#8221; Twidle said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He didn&#8217;t tell anyone how sick he was. That&#8217;s just the type of guy he was, he didn&#8217;t make anything about himself.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Seven months on and Twidle was named on the Eels&#8217; six-man bench to face the Tigers in round five, although he appeared a long shot to actually take the field.<\/p>\n<p>Twidle told his mother not to bother flying over from New Zealand for the game \u2013 given he&#8217;d likely only play in the event of multiple injuries.<\/p>\n<p>But when Sean Russell (head knock), Jonah Pezet (hamstring) and Bailey Simonsson (ankle) all went down, Twidle heeded the Eels&#8217; call.<\/p>\n<p>Twidle scored from his first touch as an NRL player with a freakish put-down on the right wing, before helping the Eels draw level with a second try.<\/p>\n<p class=\"text-greyDarkFaded\">Ng\u0101ruaw\u0101hia-raised Twidle scored from his first touch as an NRL player with a freakish put-down on the right wing. (Source: 1News)<\/p>\n<p>Luckily, Twidle&#8217;s mother Pura hadn&#8217;t listened to him and booked a last-minute ticket to fly to Sydney on Monday morning.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;When I went to my mum [after full-time], we didn&#8217;t even say anything, we just started crying,&#8221; Twidle said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tears of joy, obviously. It was pouring out, that emotion. It was like, this is what we done it for.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>An AC joint injury will prevent Twidle from lining up against Gold Coast on Sunday.<\/p>\n<p>But each time coach Jason Ryles gives him another first-grade game, Twidle will write Brown&#8217;s initials on the strapping tape around his wrist, just as he did against the Tigers.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;ll mean the coach will always be with him on game day, just as he was from the moment Twidle arrived in Australia to take a chance on himself.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s why I write his name with me. He&#8217;s with me everywhere. He&#8217;s with me all the time,&#8221; Twidle said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I just want to do everything for him. He&#8217;s the reason why I&#8217;m here.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"More than anything, Apa Twidle wishes he could thank his late coach Paul Brown for setting him on&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":370143,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[85,9001,111,139,577,69,213],"class_list":{"0":"post-370142","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-sports","8":"tag-australia","9":"tag-hamilton-waikato","10":"tag-new-zealand","11":"tag-newzealand","12":"tag-nrl","13":"tag-nz","14":"tag-sports"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370142","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=370142"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370142\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/370143"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=370142"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=370142"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=370142"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}