{"id":447514,"date":"2026-05-27T09:36:09","date_gmt":"2026-05-27T09:36:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/447514\/"},"modified":"2026-05-27T09:36:09","modified_gmt":"2026-05-27T09:36:09","slug":"black-ferns-prop-awhina-tangen-wainohu-reflects-on-journey-from-rugby-as-an-escape-to-a-career-after-medical-retirement","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/nz\/447514\/","title":{"rendered":"Black Ferns prop Awhina Tangen-Wainohu reflects on journey, from rugby as an escape to a career after medical retirement"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI guess if I put myself in that space, that was where I was headed. But rugby opened, not only mine, but my wh\u0101nau\u2019s eyes of a better lifestyle and better opportunities, and actually living life quite happily and healthy. <\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"Awhina Tangen-Wainohu: &quot;I\u2019m very grateful that my wh\u0101nau have come along with me on that ride.&quot; Photo \/ Photosport\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>Awhina Tangen-Wainohu: &#8220;I\u2019m very grateful that my wh\u0101nau have come along with me on that ride.&#8221; Photo \/ Photosport<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cRugby has done that for me and my wh\u0101nau and I\u2019m very grateful that my wh\u0101nau have come along with me on that ride because, same thing, my siblings could have easily been down a different route of life and same as my dad. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cEven though obviously the pinnacle events have been major highlights, my highlight is <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/black-ferns-prop-awhina-tangen-wainohu-retires-due-to-neck-injury\/GRLQKWM6EBGNRKSZZQNYON47DY\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/black-ferns-prop-awhina-tangen-wainohu-retires-due-to-neck-injury\/GRLQKWM6EBGNRKSZZQNYON47DY\/\">where I\u2019ve got to with playing rugby<\/a>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Tangen-Wainohu only began playing the sport at 16 in her penultimate year at Karam\u016b High School in Hastings. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">It was an avenue she explored to stay out of the house. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cJust a real overview of my childhood: violence, drugs and alcohol. And I have older siblings and younger siblings \u2013 and my older siblings were the same: we just played every sport that was available, pretty much just to try and have probably a training every evening and then playing on a Saturday,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"Awhina Tangen-Wainohu at a Black Ferns training session with Sarah Hirini. Photo \/ Photosport\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>Awhina Tangen-Wainohu at a Black Ferns training session with Sarah Hirini. Photo \/ Photosport<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI tried to get away from home as much as I possibly could because of the stuff that was going on in our whare. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cBut like I said, rugby not only helped me, but it showed my wh\u0101nau and most of my siblings and my dad, we\u2019re all in so much better space than we were growing up, that\u2019s for sure.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Tangen-Wainohu says \u201crugby was a safe space\u201d which turned into a lifestyle. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">In 2017, she made the Hawke\u2019s Bay Farah Palmer Cup squad, before continuing her provincial career with Waikato the following year. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">An emerging talent in the front row, she made her <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/womens-rugby-world-cup\/wayne-smiths-autobiography-extract-from-smithy-endless-winters-the-spring-of-22-how-the-black-ferns-beat-england-in-the-rugby-world-cup\/LTBLYWF42ZCYJP75E3CJMGS4JI\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/womens-rugby-world-cup\/wayne-smiths-autobiography-extract-from-smithy-endless-winters-the-spring-of-22-how-the-black-ferns-beat-england-in-the-rugby-world-cup\/LTBLYWF42ZCYJP75E3CJMGS4JI\/\">debut for the Black Ferns in 2022 under the watchful eye of Sir Wayne Smith<\/a>, after a Super Rugby Aupiki-winning run with Chiefs Manawa, and was named in the World Cup squad tasked with, and successfully, defending the title on home soil later that year. <\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"Awhina Tangen-Wainohu made her Farah Palmer Cup debut with Hawke's Bay in 2017. Photo \/ NZME\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>Awhina Tangen-Wainohu made her Farah Palmer Cup debut with Hawke&#8217;s Bay in 2017. Photo \/ NZME<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Tangen-Wainohu compares her own travel experience to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/rugby-how-new-black-fern-awhina-tangen-wainohu-reached-the-top-by-becoming-a-mum\/ARXOLUNE4BTHAXQ23U5AMBJQ34\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/rugby-how-new-black-fern-awhina-tangen-wainohu-reached-the-top-by-becoming-a-mum\/ARXOLUNE4BTHAXQ23U5AMBJQ34\/\">that of her son, Hipirini,<\/a> as one way the game has changed her life. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cWe\u2019ve been able to travel the world. My son &#8230; I didn\u2019t even get on a plane until I was probably like 16, 17 when I made the FPC squad and this guy\u2019s travelling on a plane every second weekend it seems like,\u201d she says. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI think it\u2019s huge for someone like me and I know there\u2019s a lot of girls and guys, both t\u0101ne and w\u0101hine, that are going through high school that are in tough spaces at home or things like that where sports is a way out. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cFor me, sport was a way out and it helped me in so many ways I can\u2019t even explain.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">While she was able to forge a career in professional rugby, it hasn\u2019t been smooth sailing for the 10-test Black Fern. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Receiving her first fulltime Black Ferns contract in 2023, after <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/womens-rugby-world-cup\/rugby-world-cup-inside-the-big-gamble-the-stunning-risk-that-made-black-ferns-world-champions\/X77D6UBO75BRFIVB6U2M6H63VM\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/womens-rugby-world-cup\/rugby-world-cup-inside-the-big-gamble-the-stunning-risk-that-made-black-ferns-world-champions\/X77D6UBO75BRFIVB6U2M6H63VM\/\">winning the World Cup the previous year<\/a>, she was forced to take a hiatus from the game after a neck injury became apparent during a training session. <\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"Awhina Tangen-Wainohu featured in two World Cup campaigns with the Black Ferns. Photo \/ Smartframe\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>Awhina Tangen-Wainohu featured in two World Cup campaigns with the Black Ferns. Photo \/ Smartframe<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">It was an issue that she believes was caused by loading on her neck, and the only activity she participated in which might have affected that area of her body was rugby. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Tangen-Wainohu remembers the knock to the top of her head which led to the discovery of two bulges in her neck \u2013 one that had calcified. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI pretty much went numb from the neck down for about two seconds,\u201d she recalls. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI went numb and then I got up and told the medical team, said, \u2018hey, this is what happened\u2019, and I thought it was actually a concussion.<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cThe hit on the top of the head, I guess compressed the spinal cord to lose the sensation in my body for that split couple of seconds and then it pretty much bounced back. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cIt\u2019s really complicated. I feel like a lot of people are like, \u2019oh, your neck, you got hurt,\u2019 but there\u2019s actually so much to do with the neck and certain things that happen that it\u2019s really quite a full-on story.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">After two years out of the game, during which she had surgery on the bulging discs on her spinal cord, Tangen-Wainohu returned for the Blues in Super Rugby Aupiki in 2025 and was a consistent contributor in their title-winning campaign. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">She had played her way back into the test conversation, and made her first appearance for the Black Ferns since 2022 off the bench in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/black-ferns-v-australia-live-updates-from-the-pacific-four-series-clash-in-newcastle\/GXP7ZITRJRCELLKJN2IX6GQBW4\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/black-ferns-v-australia-live-updates-from-the-pacific-four-series-clash-in-newcastle\/GXP7ZITRJRCELLKJN2IX6GQBW4\/\">a 38-12 win over Australia in early May<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">She went on to feature in six tests in 2025, including the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/womens-rugby-world-cup\/black-ferns-review-why-discipline-and-depth-cost-world-cup-defence\/WVWRFVQTI5CX3F3ADQQEUQPDBY\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/womens-rugby-world-cup\/black-ferns-review-why-discipline-and-depth-cost-world-cup-defence\/WVWRFVQTI5CX3F3ADQQEUQPDBY\/\">bronze-medal match against France, which the Black Ferns won convincingly<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"The Black Ferns beat France in the 2025 Rugby World Cup bronze-medal match. Photo \/ Smartframe\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>The Black Ferns beat France in the 2025 Rugby World Cup bronze-medal match. Photo \/ Smartframe<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">She was set to continue with the Black Ferns this year in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/black-ferns-pacific-four-sweep-raises-fresh-questions-over-squad-depth\/premium\/KUWKTIARXRCNRK5UZE7PACSINE\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" title=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/sport\/rugby\/black-ferns\/black-ferns-pacific-four-sweep-raises-fresh-questions-over-squad-depth\/premium\/KUWKTIARXRCNRK5UZE7PACSINE\/\">the Pacific Four Series<\/a>, a shift in the international calendar meaning the series took part before Super Rugby Aupiki. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">However, Tangen-Wainohu aggravated her neck injury in a training session ahead of the series opener against the United States in Sacramento, and ultimately returned home early for further assessment. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">When scans revealed another bulge had appeared, she knew what it meant for her career. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cThe medical professionals, two separate specialists, looked at my scans and said that the risk is just too high on what could be next. Obviously, there\u2019s no way for me to jump on the field and put a bit of strapping tape around the neck to help avoid getting injured,\u201d she says. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cThis time around, my scans just weren\u2019t looking very good and the risk was just way too high on what could happen and what could happen is the possibility of being paralysed, which obviously my life is much more important than another rugby game, that\u2019s for sure, just to end up getting paralysed from playing.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">She says being close to retirement from her first neck issue taught her a lot about that area of her body and it was easier to accept the end of her rugby career this time around. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cProbably two, three years ago, I\u2019d be like, \u2018are you sure there\u2019s no way to get back and playing rugby? Are you sure there\u2019s not this way or that way or five different ways that I could possibly return?\u2019, because rugby was my life. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI learnt a lot over those last two to three years where, when I saw it, even though I\u2019m no medical specialist, I could already tell by the scan, because of how much I know around the neck now, that it wasn\u2019t going to be good, before they even had told me that I would probably have to retire.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Tangen-Wainohu was set to play for Chiefs Manawa in the upcoming Super Rugby Aupiki season and will remain involved with the team in a mentorship role. <\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"Awhina Tangen-Wainohu won the inaugural Super Rugby Aupiki title in 2022 with Chiefs Manawa. Photo \/ Photosport\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>Awhina Tangen-Wainohu won the inaugural Super Rugby Aupiki title in 2022 with Chiefs Manawa. Photo \/ Photosport<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">She says it\u2019s important for front-rowers in the current game to properly understand their core roles and how to go about limiting the impact on their bodies, particularly with a busy schedule at the top level in 2026. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cWe\u2019re going up to nearly 20 matches a year of high-level rugby. When I think of a prop in that space, I think of how much load we\u2019re doing, so the technicality of knowing what you need to do and where you need to put your head is really crucial,\u201d she says. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cThat\u2019s probably the base of it is, as a prop, you need to technically know what you\u2019re up to in the scrum and then how much load you\u2019re doing throughout each training as well because, like me, it was over a space of time where load became a lot that my neck &#8230; I guess, in those early years where I wasn\u2019t professional, [it] probably wasn\u2019t managed well. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cNow we\u2019re lucky we have, in the professional space of Aupiki and Black Ferns, medical teams, sports S&amp;Cs that are trying to manage that load because I think that the men, compared to the women\u2019s bodies, are hugely different and that it\u2019ll be interesting to see how we are able to manage that as props, because of how much rugby we\u2019re playing throughout the year.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">While her time in the game was cut short, Tangen-Wainohu was thankful for the opportunities she earned. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">Looking back at her achievements, she says she would love to have the opportunity to show people who have had a similar upbringing that sports can be a way out. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI think overall it\u2019s probably taking every opportunity that you can get because there\u2019s so many spaces now that kids can say \u2018yes\u2019 to that can actually help change their lifestyle around and there\u2019s so many good people out there,\u201d she says. <\/p>\n<p><img  alt=\"Black Fern Awhina Tangen-Wainohu takes a photo with young fans after the side's win over South Africa in the 2025 Rugby World Cup quarterfinals. Photo \/ Smartframe\" class=\"article-media__image responsively-lazy\" data-test-ui=\"article-media__image\"\/>Black Fern Awhina Tangen-Wainohu takes a photo with young fans after the side&#8217;s win over South Africa in the 2025 Rugby World Cup quarterfinals. Photo \/ Smartframe<\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI give real big praise to my high school teacher because I didn\u2019t have rides to training and he was my ride. Then from there, there was a couple of older ladies in my rugby team, same thing, would pick me up and drop me off, otherwise I probably couldn\u2019t have played rugby because I couldn\u2019t get to training. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cMore people that do that with the genuine love and care for helping people, and that\u2019s voluntarily, you know, like they\u2019re not doing it for any money or praise, it\u2019s just pure love and genuine care for other people and I think sometimes it doesn\u2019t come as often as it used to these days because there\u2019s always a \u2018can I have? Can I have?\u2019, instead of what you can give. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cIf I can, and get the opportunity to help, and I do, as much as I have the time and effort to be able to give, I will. At the moment, I\u2019m in a space of doing that with the Chiefs Manawa, just being an ear to listen or a person to pass the ball and to share my knowledge and experience, not only with my injury, but just in rugby in general. <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\">\u201cI think I would, when I get the opportunity, I\u2019ll definitely say \u2018yes\u2019.\u201d <\/p>\n<p class=\"rGEveXCr\" style=\"display:none\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.nzherald.co.nz\/author\/christopher-reive\/\" target=\"_self\" rel=\"noopener nofollow\">Christopher Reive<\/a> joined the Herald sports team in 2017, bringing the same versatility to his coverage as he does to his sports viewing habits.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"\u201cI guess if I put myself in that space, that was where I was headed. 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