Whyte said: “When did you first see that video?”
McGowan-Fazakerley, who confirmed Varley was now his ex-partner, said: “Police interview.”
Whyte said: “What do you make of that?”
The defendant replied: “I feel like he has hidden that from me. I don’t understand why.
“I can recall every aspect of that day from the moment I opened my eyes until I went to sleep.
“The days, weeks and months afterwards, all I have done is replay that day over and over and over again.”
Varley denies murder, manslaughter, two counts of assault by penetration, five counts of cruelty to a child, grievous bodily harm, sexual assault of a child, 13 counts of taking indecent photos or videos of a child, one of distributing an indecent photo of a child, to his co-accused, and one of making an indecent photo.
McGowan-Fazakerley denies allowing the death of a child, three counts of child cruelty and one count of the sexual assault of a child.
The trial continues.