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As anyone who has ever seen a great film, listened to a great album, or read a great novel knows, sometimes beautiful things can emerge from struggle, and Billy Bob Thornton<\/a> knows this more than most. <\/p>\n Before finally making it big in Hollywood in the late 1990s, Thornton spent more than a decade struggling to express himself as a musician and actor. After growing up in rural Arkansas, he spent much of the \u201870s playing drums in a southern rock band known as Tres Hombres. They released their sole studio album in \u201883, but it didn\u2019t set the world on fire, and by the mid-\u201980s, Thornton had switched his focus to acting.<\/p>\n Before he bit the bullet and decided to move to Los Angeles to give himself the best chance of success, though, Thornton did some minor roles in the South. It was while playing one of these parts \u2013 a role he\u2019d begged and pleaded to land \u2013 that he had an existential crisis about what he truly wanted to get out of acting. After all, he\u2019d immediately sold out his creative aspirations to write and star in meaningful projects<\/a> just because he was desperate to get any role that would pay. Then, to his horror, this one turned out to be so minor and in such a forgettable project that it\u2019s not even listed on his IMDB page. <\/p>\n \u201cI was acting in a made-for-cable movie, where I had a total of four lines,\u201d Thornton told Roger Ebert in 2012, hilariously refusing to even dignify the film by uttering its name. \u201cI was real mad at myself. I hated the movie, I hated the role.\u201d On top of that, the people behind the film were, to put it mildly, assholes, and Thornton was furious with himself for grovelling to them \u201cto get such a useless part.\u201d<\/p>\n Fascinatingly, though, as is often the case, out of this anger, resentment, and self-loathing came the key to launching Thornton\u2019s entire career as one of Hollywood\u2019s most unique leading men. One day, while shooting the movie that shall not be named, Thornton was staring in the mirror, trying to psyche himself up for another soul-crushing day on-set. Absent-mindedly, he began \u201cmaking faces in the mirror\u201d, and before he knew it, he realised he was forming a character in real time.<\/p>\n \u201cI kind of dropped my jaw and said, \u2018Why are you here?,\u2019\u201d Thornton revealed. Amazingly, this new persona that he was developing at the moment answered him. \u201cIt came out in Karl\u2019s voice,\u201d he claimed, referring to Karl Childers, the mentally challenged matricidal killer he played in 1996\u2019s Sling Blade. \u201cAnd then I just kept on talking, and that entire opening monologue in the movie \u2013 Karl\u2019s whole life story \u2013 just came out of myself. Where it came from, I don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n The way Thornton tells it, it was almost like he was possessed by the spirit of Childers, a character who simply needed a conduit into this world. Whether or not you believe in that kind of thing is neither here nor there, though. Instead, what is important is that the angst Thornton was feeling about his early career not being as fulfilling as he\u2019d imagined eventually led (more than a decade later) to his breakthrough.<\/p>\n