{"id":215087,"date":"2025-10-21T09:02:08","date_gmt":"2025-10-21T09:02:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/215087\/"},"modified":"2025-10-21T09:02:08","modified_gmt":"2025-10-21T09:02:08","slug":"i-had-no-idea-if-i-would-ever-ride-again-or-even-if-i-would-survive-michael-matthews-finds-light-again-after-his-darkest-months","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/215087\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cI had no idea if I would ever ride again, or even if I would survive\u201d \u2013 Michael Matthews finds light again after his darkest months"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#13;<\/p>\n<p>Looking back, he acknowledged that a different approach could have been interesting. \u201cIt might have been worth trying a more patient tactic to see how I\u2019d hold up without attacking early, but I\u2019m very happy with my result and the sensations I felt. I\u2019m on the right path to returning to my level after the health problems I had. It\u2019s just a pity the season is already ending.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>From fearing for his life to fighting again<\/p>\n<p>Asked about those dark weeks in June, Matthews did not hide how close he came to despair. \u201cIt was a rollercoaster of emotions. I had just finished a three-week training camp and was technically ready for the Tour when this problem appeared. Having worked so hard toward a goal and being stopped by a medical diagnosis was devastating, also because I didn\u2019t know what the long-term consequences would be. I had no idea if I would ever ride again, or even if I would survive. No one could tell me what the next steps would be, either for my career or for my life.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Once the doctors identified the issue and began treatment, everything shifted. \u201cWhen I realized I was going to be okay and that I wasn\u2019t going to die, I immediately wanted to understand what I had to do to return to my previous level on the bike,\u201d he said. \u201cIn those moments, I realized how much I love this sport and how much I enjoy my job as a professional cyclist.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The fear of losing it all turned into fuel. \u201cThe idea of losing everything because of health problems motivated me even more to come back stronger and hungrier to win again,\u201d he admitted. \u201cThere were days when I felt lost and didn\u2019t know where I stood physically, but thanks to my wife and my family I managed to stay mentally clear.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/australia-68d41ea6cadce.jpg@webp.webp\" class=\"w-auto\" alt=\"Australia\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Michael Matthews won the World Championships mixed relay team time trial in September<\/p>\n<p>Matthews described the following months as the most difficult of his life. \u201cI was depressed. I asked myself if life was over. It was four very tumultuous months, but I\u2019m here now, and thanks to my current form and results, I\u2019m proud of what I\u2019m doing. I try to see the positive side and think I\u2019ve managed to overcome a very difficult situation. I came out of it smiling, with legs that still let me fight with the best in the world.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe hardest part was finding consistency,\u201d he said. \u201cAt Plouay [Bretagne Classic], I already performed well despite not racing for months and almost managed to get on the podium in such a tough race. That\u2019s when I knew I could do it again. But mentally it wasn\u2019t easy to deal with poor performances in the following races. Luckily, after the World Championships, during the Italian races I found continuity and recovered better between events.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>That consistency, he believes, is now the key to the future, and he still thinks he has what it takes to win a monument before retiring. \u201cThe dream is still Milan\u2013Sanremo, but now I\u2019m ten times more motivated than before. My career could have ended this year due to health or mental problems after the forced stop, so having overcome those obstacles makes me believe in myself again. In the Italian races I had a clearer head than ever, and even the doctors say I have the body of a 25-year-old. Hearing that at 35 isn\u2019t bad.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A veteran in a new generation\u2019s era<\/p>\n<p>Reflecting on cycling\u2019s evolution, Matthews smiled. \u201cMy career spans several generations. I started during the Boonen era, faced Sagan in the middle, and now I\u2019m racing in Tadej\u2019s era. Unfortunately, I\u2019ve crossed paths with some of these aliens who can do stellar things on a bike. I try to do my best and I\u2019m proud of how I\u2019ve adapted to different styles of racing over time.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A Monument victory still eludes him, but the hunger remains. \u201cI still miss that seal of victory in a Monument or a big Classic, which I\u2019ve come close to several times. Next year the Tour de France starts with a team time trial, so my experience can also be useful there. For now, I\u2019m enjoying every second and the fact that I\u2019m back to being the Michael of old. I just want to keep having fun.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Looking back, Matthews believes his near-death experience may have given him a new lease on life. \u201cI think it probably did extend my career. It made me realize what I have and appreciate every single opportunity that comes my way,\u201d he concluded.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"&#13; Looking back, he acknowledged that a different approach could have been interesting. \u201cIt might have been worth&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":215088,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[4985,101,56,54,55],"class_list":{"0":"post-215087","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-cycling","8":"tag-cycling","9":"tag-sports","10":"tag-uk","11":"tag-united-kingdom","12":"tag-unitedkingdom"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215087","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=215087"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/215087\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/215088"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=215087"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=215087"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=215087"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}