{"id":219315,"date":"2025-10-23T03:03:08","date_gmt":"2025-10-23T03:03:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/219315\/"},"modified":"2025-10-23T03:03:08","modified_gmt":"2025-10-23T03:03:08","slug":"eurovision-star-sam-ryder-i-felt-i-was-worthless","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/219315\/","title":{"rendered":"Eurovision star Sam Ryder: I felt I was worthless"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">When Ryder won second place at the 2022 Eurovision Song Contest, it was the culmination of a dream he&#8217;d had chased for half his life.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">From the age of 16, he&#8217;d sung in dozens of bands, surviving &#8220;empty gigs and bank accounts&#8221;, by taking jobs in construction and a vegan cafe in Essex.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">Everything changed in the pandemic, when he started posting covers to TikTok, with a falsetto so astonishing it grabbed the attention of Alicia Keys, Justin Bieber and, crucially, the team who select the UK&#8217;s Eurovision entry.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">But in the whirlwind that followed his success in Turin, Ryder&#8217;s debut album was rushed and underwhelming. <\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">The <a href=\"https:\/\/www.standard.co.uk\/culture\/music\/sam-ryder-theres-nothing-but-space-man-review-eurovision-b1045803.html\" class=\"ssrcss-f6h2dj-InlineLink e1kn3p7n0\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Evening Standard said, external<\/a> the music &#8220;offers no surprises and takes no chances&#8221;. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/music\/2022\/dec\/09\/sam-ryder-theres-nothing-but-space-man-review-parlophone-eurovision-tiktok\" class=\"ssrcss-f6h2dj-InlineLink e1kn3p7n0\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">The Guardian called the album, external<\/a> &#8220;so toothless it makes Ed Sheeran look like Nick Cave.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">Fans disagreed, sending Ryder to number one and selling out his tour.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">Then, on the final date, the singer discovered his record label had effectively sacked the team who&#8217;d signed, developed and worked with him.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">In a display of solidarity, he left too, turning down the offer of a second album to go independent.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">&#8220;It feels really empowering when you make the decision and you make the announcement, because everyone&#8217;s rooting for you,&#8221; he recalls.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">But reality set in a couple of months later, when he tried to start work on a new record.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">&#8220;You go to the tap, and it&#8217;s not connected to the plumbing.<\/p>\n<p class=\"ssrcss-1q0x1qg-Paragraph e1jhz7w10\">&#8220;You don&#8217;t have the resources that you used to have: The manpower and the battering rams to move things along. 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