{"id":298804,"date":"2025-12-04T15:56:09","date_gmt":"2025-12-04T15:56:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/298804\/"},"modified":"2025-12-04T15:56:09","modified_gmt":"2025-12-04T15:56:09","slug":"i-didnt-dare-to-throw-myself-in-wout-van-aert-opens-up-about-post-crash-mental-struggles-from-2024-and-how-he-bounced-back","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/298804\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;I didn&#8217;t dare to throw myself in&#8217; \u2013 Wout van Aert opens up about post-crash mental struggles from 2024 and how he bounced back"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"d03eaf9d-eb97-4285-8532-ed428bb33179\"><a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/riders\/wout-van-aert\/\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/riders\/wout-van-aert\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Wout van Aert<\/a> (Visma-Lease a Bike) has opened up about the mental struggles he suffered from after his duo of heavy crashes in 2024 at Dwars door Vlaanderen and the Vuelta a Espa\u00f1a, explaining how it affected his risk-taking in races and ultimately required a rethink.<\/p>\n<p>The Belgian star bounced back this past season with stunning victories at the Giro d&#8217;Italia and <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/tour-de-france\/\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/tour-de-france\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Tour de France<\/a>, but admitted how it took a while to rediscover the bravery and shape to get back to winning ways.<\/p>\n<p><a id=\"elk-seasonal\" data-url=\"\" href=\"\" target=\"_blank\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" data-hl-processed=\"none\"\/><\/p>\n<p id=\"d03eaf9d-eb97-4285-8532-ed428bb33179-2\" class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">The first incident, in March 2024, <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/news\/wout-van-aert-abandons-dwars-door-vlaanderen-due-to-nightmare-crash\/\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/news\/wout-van-aert-abandons-dwars-door-vlaanderen-due-to-nightmare-crash\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">saw him crash brutally at high speed<\/a>, left in agonising pain on the tarmac with a broken collarbone and ribs. After finally returning to form at the Vuelta five months later and taking three stage wins, Van Aert was back, but a crash and DNF on stage 16 set him back again, this time with a knee injury.<\/p>\n<p>You may like<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">But the most important setback was to his in-race courage, the kind needed to be in the optimal position at the biggest races. Speaking to <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nieuwsblad.be\/sport\/wielrennen\/ik-heb-dit-seizoen-beseft-er-gewoon-bij-rijden-maakt-me-niet-gelukkig-wout-van-aert-na-een-jaar-van-twijfels-en-twee-zeges-voor-de-geschiedenisboeken\/109389287.html\" target=\"_blank\" data-url=\"https:\/\/www.nieuwsblad.be\/sport\/wielrennen\/ik-heb-dit-seizoen-beseft-er-gewoon-bij-rijden-maakt-me-niet-gelukkig-wout-van-aert-na-een-jaar-van-twijfels-en-twee-zeges-voor-de-geschiedenisboeken\/109389287.html\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" data-hl-processed=\"none\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">Nieuwsblad<\/a> in an extensive interview, after being nominated for their Flandrien of the Year award, Van Aert reflected on the high and low points.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;That was a problem all spring, I think. Not always, but at times. I didn&#8217;t dare to throw myself in, and I was torn between being happy that I didn&#8217;t crash, yet frustrated that I wasn&#8217;t in position,&#8221; said Van Aert to <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nieuwsblad.be\/sport\/wielrennen\/\" target=\"_blank\" data-url=\"https:\/\/www.nieuwsblad.be\/sport\/wielrennen\/\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" data-hl-processed=\"none\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">Nieuwsblad<\/a>. &#8220;I found that just riding along didn&#8217;t make me happy.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;After the Tour, I realised that again. We decided not to have a crazy autumn. A good decision in itself, but I rode a handful of races without pressure to perform, which meant I didn&#8217;t reach my best level and just rode a bit.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;Sometimes I could help the team, sometimes not. In retrospect, I should have saved myself that, because I didn&#8217;t really enjoy it. I now know for sure that racing for me is about reaching my highest level and giving it my all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"newsletter-form__strapline\">The latest race content, interviews, features, reviews and expert buying guides, direct to your inbox!<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">It is also a part of him getting older, with Van Aert now being a father to two children alongside his wife, Sarah, and this has meant that his positioning and methods perhaps aren&#8217;t quite as bold as they once were.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">The question from Nieuwsblad came after he spoke to <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/athletic\/6797429\/2025\/11\/12\/wout-van-aert-interview-tour-de-france-flanders-roubaix\/\" target=\"_blank\" data-url=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/athletic\/6797429\/2025\/11\/12\/wout-van-aert-interview-tour-de-france-flanders-roubaix\/\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" data-hl-processed=\"none\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">The Athletic<\/a> back in October and opened up about his previous crashes and the multitude of scars he&#8217;s gained along the way.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;When you\u2019re younger, when you\u2019re 20 years old, you don\u2019t even really think that you\u2019ve been crashing,&#8221; said Van Aert.<\/p>\n<p>You may like<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It\u2019s not even in the back of your mind. But then after a couple of injuries, you understand what it\u2019s like. It\u2019s normal that you carry this with you. Every injury gets more complicated, and it doesn\u2019t help when you get a family and have children.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">With this in mind, it was no surprise to hear Van Aert say he&#8217;d &#8220;maybe tried to force it too much&#8221; when it came to positioning this past spring.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;[But] it was better to let things happen naturally, not force them. The most important step was perhaps acknowledging that I might not be taking the biggest risks anymore and sometimes braking faster, without associating it with anything negative. I no longer enjoy taking unnecessary risks, but that&#8217;s not a bad thing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">Ultimately, Van Aert did find his way again with his <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/news\/feels-like-it-was-meant-to-be-emotional-wout-van-aert-silences-doubters-with-inspiring-comeback-gravel-stage-win-at-giro-ditalia\/\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/news\/feels-like-it-was-meant-to-be-emotional-wout-van-aert-silences-doubters-with-inspiring-comeback-gravel-stage-win-at-giro-ditalia\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">triumph on stage 9 of the Giro<\/a>, beating Isaac del Toro (UAE Team Emirates-XRG) in a thriller into Siena, reliving the memories of his Strade Bianche win from five years prior.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;I wasn&#8217;t at the start of that gravel stage with any sense that it could be my day.&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;My family was at the finish line, after not having seen them for about ten days. Siena is also where my road career began and where I&#8217;ve experienced some great moments. The racing conditions were also favorable, and I needed that, considering the legs I had, because I was absolutely not well.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;Sometimes I believe things are just meant to be. I can&#8217;t describe the feeling. There aren&#8217;t many victories that come close to that feeling. I get goosebumps just talking about it. Everything came together there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"vanilla-image-block\" style=\"padding-top:66.69%;\">\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/CUV7zqXfM99auzfwTb7NqD.jpg\" alt=\"SIENA, ITALY - MAY 18: Wout Van Aert of Belgium and Team Visma | Lease a Bike celebrates at finish line as stage winner during the 108th Giro d'Italia 2025, Stage 9 a 181km stage from Gubbio to Siena \/ #UCIWT \/ on May 18, 2025 in Siena, Italy. (Photo by Tim de Waele\/Getty Images)\"   loading=\"lazy\" data-new-v2-image=\"true\" data-original-mos=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/CUV7zqXfM99auzfwTb7NqD.jpg\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/CUV7zqXfM99auzfwTb7NqD.jpg\"\/>\n<\/p>\n<p>Van Aert took an emotional comeback win in Siena at the Giro (Image credit: Getty Images)<\/p>\n<p id=\"bcf6b029-c0c7-4fd4-86bd-96b10969c7a2\">After missing Strade Bianche and Milan-San Remo, to date still the only Monument he&#8217;s won, for the past two years, Van Aert has already started talking about a return, saying &#8220;That&#8217;s the intention&#8221; to the Flemish newspaper.<\/p>\n<p>What followed the Giro in July was a 10th Tour stage and <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/news\/i-always-planned-to-attack-there-wout-van-aert-drops-tadej-pogacar-on-montmartre-for-spectacular-final-tour-de-france-stage-victory\/\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingnews.com\/news\/i-always-planned-to-attack-there-wout-van-aert-drops-tadej-pogacar-on-montmartre-for-spectacular-final-tour-de-france-stage-victory\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">doing something no other rider had managed all year \u2013 dropping Tadej Poga\u010dar<\/a> \u2013 as he soared away from the GC winner in Montmartre to take another memorable victory in Paris.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I assumed Poga\u010dar wouldn&#8217;t contest the final because the weather was bad and the times would be neutralised,&#8221; admitted Van Aert<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;As much as he loves racing, I thought, &#8216;He&#8217;s going to use his head, isn&#8217;t he?&#8217; He seemed to be counting down the days beforehand, too.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I still remember the moment I saw Poga\u010dar next to me on Montmartre and it felt like a setback that he would be competing. Looking back, I&#8217;m incredibly happy he participated. It gave that victory so much more prestige.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Van Aert may have taken his fewest wins since 2018, but they were two of the most iconic victories of the whole season, and his career, so he&#8217;s not forgetting to cherish them: &#8220;I also enjoy a victory much more 1764863767,&#8221; he said. &#8220;There are fewer victories now, but I realise more how special they are.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Wout van Aert (Visma-Lease a Bike) has opened up about the mental struggles he suffered from after his&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":298805,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[4985,101,56,54,55],"class_list":["post-298804","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-cycling","tag-cycling","tag-sports","tag-uk","tag-united-kingdom","tag-unitedkingdom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/298804","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=298804"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/298804\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/298805"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=298804"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=298804"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=298804"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}