{"id":300498,"date":"2025-12-05T13:44:08","date_gmt":"2025-12-05T13:44:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/300498\/"},"modified":"2025-12-05T13:44:08","modified_gmt":"2025-12-05T13:44:08","slug":"in-hindsight-i-shouldve-saved-myself-that-wout-van-aert-reveals-his-mental-struggles-following-a-crash-hit-2024","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/300498\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;In hindsight, I should&#8217;ve saved myself that&#8217;: Wout van Aert reveals his mental struggles following a crash-hit 2024"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"f390c94a-cac7-4d8f-903e-d3c91bb4fb65\"><a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/21-things-you-didnt-know-about-wout-van-aert\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/21-things-you-didnt-know-about-wout-van-aert\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Wout van Aert<\/a> has been talking about the mental and emotional challenges he faced following <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-crashes-out-of-vuelta-a-espana-on-damp-descent\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-crashes-out-of-vuelta-a-espana-on-damp-descent\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">two very heavy crashes in 2024<\/a>, saying he found it difficult to fully commit in some races this year for fear of falling off again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That was a problem all spring, I think. Not always, but at times,&#8221; the Belgian said. &#8220;I didn&#8217;t dare to throw myself in, and I was torn between being happy that I didn&#8217;t crash, yet frustrated that I wasn&#8217;t in position. I found that just riding along didn&#8217;t make me happy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a id=\"elk-seasonal\" data-url=\"\" href=\"\" target=\"_blank\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" data-hl-processed=\"none\"\/><\/p>\n<p id=\"f390c94a-cac7-4d8f-903e-d3c91bb4fb65-2\" class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">Van Aert crashed hard early-season in <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-out-of-dwars-door-vlaanderen-after-huge-crash\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-out-of-dwars-door-vlaanderen-after-huge-crash\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Dwars door Vlaanderen<\/a>, suffering a broken collarbone and ribs, while a <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-crashes-out-of-vuelta-a-espana-on-damp-descent\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-crashes-out-of-vuelta-a-espana-on-damp-descent\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">late-season Vuelta a Espa\u00f1a crash<\/a> left him with deep cuts and trauma to his knee.<\/p>\n<p>You may like<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">The 31-year-old <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/tag\/visma-lease-a-bike\" data-auto-tag-linker=\"true\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/tag\/visma-lease-a-bike\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Visma-Lease a Bike<\/a> rider was talking to Belgian outlet <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nieuwsblad.be\/sport\/wielrennen\/ik-heb-dit-seizoen-beseft-er-gewoon-bij-rijden-maakt-me-niet-gelukkig-wout-van-aert-na-een-jaar-van-twijfels-en-twee-zeges-voor-de-geschiedenisboeken\/109389287.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" data-url=\"https:\/\/www.nieuwsblad.be\/sport\/wielrennen\/ik-heb-dit-seizoen-beseft-er-gewoon-bij-rijden-maakt-me-niet-gelukkig-wout-van-aert-na-een-jaar-van-twijfels-en-twee-zeges-voor-de-geschiedenisboeken\/109389287.html\" referrerpolicy=\"no-referrer-when-downgrade\" data-hl-processed=\"none\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\">Het Nieuwsblad<\/a>, having been nominated for the Flandrien of the Year award. This season, he said had revealed to him that he could not really be satisfied unless he was giving everything in races.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;After the <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/tour-de-france\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/tour-de-france\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Tour de France<\/a>, I realised that again. We decided not to have a crazy autumn. A good decision in itself, but I rode a handful of races without pressure to perform, which meant I didn&#8217;t reach my best level and just rode a bit.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;Sometimes I could help the team, sometimes not. In retrospect, I should have saved myself that, because I didn&#8217;t really enjoy it,&#8221; he said. &#8220;I now know for sure that racing for me is about reaching my highest level and giving it my all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">Now that he is a father of two boys and in his thirties, Van Aert is no longer quite as bold in races as he once was, he said, and unlike when he was younger, the risk of crashing is never too far from his mind.<\/p>\n<p class=\"newsletter-form__strapline\">The latest race content, interviews, features, reviews and expert buying guides, direct to your inbox!<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;When you\u2019re younger, when you\u2019re 20 years old, you don\u2019t even really think [about] crashing,&#8221; said Van Aert. &#8220;It\u2019s not even in the back of your mind. But then after a couple of injuries, you understand what it\u2019s like. It\u2019s normal that you carry this with you. Every injury gets more complicated, and it doesn\u2019t help when you get a family and have children.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">In what was an extensive interview, he also talked about his stage win at the Giro d&#8217;Italia in 2025, which saw him beat Isaac Del Toro (UAE Team Emirates-XRG) <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-wins-sensational-giro-ditalia-stage-nine-over-the-gravel-as-isaac-del-toro-moves-into-pink\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/wout-van-aert-wins-sensational-giro-ditalia-stage-nine-over-the-gravel-as-isaac-del-toro-moves-into-pink\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">on a day that mimicked Strade Bianche<\/a>, with some of the same gravel sections and the Siena finish.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;I wasn&#8217;t at the start of that gravel stage with any sense that it could be my day.&#8221; he said.<\/p>\n<p>You may like<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;My family was at the finish line, after not having seen them for about 10 days. Siena is also where my road career began and where I&#8217;ve experienced some great moments. The racing conditions were also favorable, and I needed that, considering the legs I had, because I was absolutely not well.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;Sometimes I believe things are just meant to be,&#8221; he adds. &#8220;I can&#8217;t describe the feeling. There aren&#8217;t many victories that come close to that feeling. I get goosebumps just talking about it. Everything came together there.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">He also picked out his victory on the final stage of Tour de France win <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/changing-the-final-tour-de-france-stage-in-paris-is-an-exciting-prospect-but-i-think-it-should-be-for-one-year-only\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/racing\/changing-the-final-tour-de-france-stage-in-paris-is-an-exciting-prospect-but-i-think-it-should-be-for-one-year-only\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">over Montmartre<\/a>, which he said he had hoped \u2013 assumed \u2013 that GC winner <a data-analytics-id=\"inline-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/news\/21-things-you-didnt-know-about-tadej-pogacar\" data-mrf-recirculation=\"inline-link\" data-before-rewrite-localise=\"https:\/\/www.cyclingweekly.com\/news\/21-things-you-didnt-know-about-tadej-pogacar\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Tadej Poga\u010dar<\/a> would not be contesting.<\/p>\n<p class=\"paywall\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&#8220;As much as he loves racing, I thought, &#8216;He&#8217;s going to use his head, isn&#8217;t he?&#8217; He seemed to be counting down the days beforehand, too.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I still remember the moment I saw Poga\u010dar next to me on Montmartre and it felt like a setback that he would be competing. Looking back, I&#8217;m incredibly happy he participated. 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