{"id":315405,"date":"2025-12-14T10:19:16","date_gmt":"2025-12-14T10:19:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/315405\/"},"modified":"2025-12-14T10:19:16","modified_gmt":"2025-12-14T10:19:16","slug":"7-bombshells-from-the-taylor-swift-docuseries-including-which-song-she-joked-would-trigger-a-mental-breakdown-to-sing-live","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/315405\/","title":{"rendered":"7 Bombshells from the Taylor Swift Docuseries (Including Which Song She Joked Would Trigger a &#8216;Mental Breakdown&#8217; to Sing Live!)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>NEED TO KNOW<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Disney+ released the first two episodes of The End of an Era on Dec. 12<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The six-part docuseries gives fans an intimate look at Taylor Swift&#8217;s life during her history-making Eras Tour<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">In the first episodes, the pop icon gets emotional while talking about the Liverpool stabbing that killed three young fans<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\"><a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/tag\/taylor-swift\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Taylor Swift;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Taylor Swift<\/a> is pulling back the curtain on her Eras Tour.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The pop icon made history with her 21-month-long global run that sold <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-performs-final-eras-tour-concert-vancouver-8757724\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:over $2 billion;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">over $2 billion<\/a> in tickets \u2014 double the sales of any other concert tour in history, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2024\/12\/09\/arts\/music\/taylor-swift-eras-tour-ticket-sales.html\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:The New York Times;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">The New York Times<\/a> reported after her last show in December 2024. A year later, Swifties are reliving the magic through the singer&#8217;s Disney+ docuseries <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-announces-end-of-an-era-docuseries-and-taylor-swift-the-eras-tour-the-final-show-11828822\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:The End of an Era;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">The End of an Era<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;My whole life I&#8217;ve been trying to study how do you not like just entertain people, but really transport them out of their problems, their life, their stresses? <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-addresses-people-who-say-she-should-just-go-away-11866811\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:How do you really create a sense of escape?;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">How do you really create a sense of escape?<\/a>&#8221; Swift said during a December 2025 appearance on\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=qtyzac0JbS4\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:The Late Show with Stephen Colbert;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">The Late Show with Stephen Colbert<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The Grammy-winning singer-songwriter said she realized the impact her performances were having when she learned that fans were having &#8220;post-concert amnesia&#8221; and &#8220;joy blackouts.&#8221; Swift also told Colbert that she and her crew would also have &#8220;out of control, out of body experiences&#8221; while onstage.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Disney+ released the first two episodes of the six-episode series on Dec. 12, and the singer has already opened up about some of the highs and lows that defined the Eras Tour.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Here are the seven biggest bombshells from Taylor Swift&#8217;s The End of an Era \u2014 so far.<\/p>\n<p>Swift described talking to Kelce as \u201ca vitamin drip\u201d<img alt=\"Disney+ Travis Kelce and Taylor Swift in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/d7758ed42ddac610443627e54fedc520.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Disney+<\/p>\n<p> Travis Kelce and Taylor Swift in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">In one intimate scene, Swift gave viewers a look into her <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/all-about-taylor-swift-travis-kelce-relationship-timeline-11797905\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:sweet relationship;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">sweet relationship<\/a> with her fianc\u00e9, <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/travis-kelce-8285986\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Travis Kelce;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Travis Kelce<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The couple, who <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-engaged-travis-kelce-8416978\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:got engaged;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">got engaged<\/a> in August 2025, are chatting on the phone while she&#8217;s en route to a sold-out show in London. Though she confesses she wishes he could be there with her instead of at practice \u2014 even playfully asking him, &#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-compares-pre-show-travis-kelce-call-to-vitamin-drip-11867585\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Why do you have to be in the NFL?;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Why do you have to be in the NFL?<\/a>&#8221; \u2014 they acknowledge that just talking to each other is enough to lift their spirits.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;Thanks for making my life better,&#8221; Kelce tells Swift. She responds, &#8220;I know &#8230; some people get a vitamin drip. I got this conversation.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The Eras Tour was inspired by two \u201cunpleasant\u201d events<img alt=\"Disney+ Taylor Swift in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/97f38f265fdcbfbe17492ceaf10dc553.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Disney+<\/p>\n<p> Taylor Swift in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Swift also revealed which two events &#8220;planted a little seed&#8221; that would eventually become the Eras Tour \u2014 and neither were particularly positive. &#8220;There were two main factors that culminated in the Eras tour,&#8221; she said at the beginning of The End of an Era. &#8220;Both of them are unpleasant.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The first less-than-pleasant event was having the catalogue of her first six albums &#8220;sold out from under&#8221; her. That led Swift to decide to &#8220;defiantly&#8221; rerecord some music and revisit old collections of her songs.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">She added that the second event was the COVID-19 pandemic, which led to her clinging to &#8220;songwriting as a life raft.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;Folklore came out three or four months into the pandemic, we put out Evermore four months later,&#8221; Swift recalled. &#8220;I hadn\u2019t toured in 5 years and the fans had created such demand for it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Swift acknowledged dodging a \u201cmassacre situation\u201d in Vienna<img alt=\"Disney+ Taylor Swift in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/2bf58a082ca4fe06f19ca5875d8add97.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Disney+<\/p>\n<p> Taylor Swift in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">In The End of an Era, the singer discussed the <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-cries-over-stabbing-that-left-3-fans-dead-vienna-massacre-plot-11867569\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:emotional aftermath;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">emotional aftermath<\/a> from the August 2024 <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-concerts-austria-allegedly-targeted-terror-plot-8691879\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:terror plot;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">terror plot<\/a> that the CIA said was meant to kill \u201c<a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/thwarted-terrorist-plot-taylor-swift-vienna-concert-was-intended-to-kill-tens-of-thousands-of-people-cia-official-says-8703651\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:tens of thousands;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">tens of thousands<\/a>\u201d of fans at her Vienna show. Three men <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-concert-terror-plot-third-suspect-arrested-8693135\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:were arrested;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">were arrested<\/a> in connection with the plot.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Swift canceled three of her shows in Austria&#8217;s capital city, and said it felt like she was &#8220;skating on thin ice&#8221; ahead of her first post-terror threat concert in London.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;We&#8217;ve had a series of very violent, scary things happen to the tour,&#8221; she said in the docuseries. &#8220;We dodged, like, a massacre situation. And so I&#8217;ve just been kind of all over the place &#8230; being like afraid that something&#8217;s gonna happen to your fans at any moment, this is a new challenge.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The singer also told her mom, <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/who-are-taylor-swift-parents-scott-andrea-swift-11773219\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Andrea Swift;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Andrea Swift<\/a>, that she felt &#8220;twitchy and fidgety&#8221; before the show and noted that she wanted to keep &#8220;all of the nerves&#8221; she had away from her fans.<\/p>\n<p>She cried over the three fans who were killed at a Swift-themed dance class<img alt=\"Courtesy of Merseyside Police Elsie Dot Stancombe, Bebe King and Alice Dasilva Aguiar\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/d23e85df6ea20f32a6642dd9d40ebd70.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Courtesy of Merseyside Police<\/p>\n<p> Elsie Dot Stancombe, Bebe King and Alice Dasilva Aguiar<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Swift also opened up about one of the tour&#8217;s most heartbreaking events: the Liverpool stabbings.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;There was this horrible attack in Liverpool at a Taylor Swift-themed dance party, and it was little kids,&#8221; she said in the docuseries, growing emotional. &#8220;I have a hard time explaining it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">On July 29, 2024, three young girls \u2014 7-year-old Elsie Dot Stancombe, 9-year-old Alice da Silva Aguiar and 6-year-old Bebe King \u2014 were stabbed to death during a Swift-themed dance and yoga class in Liverpool. Swift talked about meeting the victims&#8217; families before her five shows in London.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;I&#8217;m gonna meet some of these families tonight and put on a pop concert, you know?&#8221; she said through tears. &#8220;I&#8217;m not gonna do\u00a0this. I&#8217;m gonna be smiling. So any of this gets out of the way before you ever go on stage.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">In one vulnerable scene, Swift breaks down in her dressing room after speaking with one of the families while wearing her orange &#8220;The Man&#8221; jacket and boots. Andrea attempts to comfort her, saying, &#8220;I know you helped them. I know it doesn&#8217;t seem like it, but I know you helped them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Swift gave her backup dancers six-figure bonuses<img alt=\"Disney+ Taylor Swift 's backup dancers in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/66e6b6d6eb90a65e90f250e3088ddc66.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Disney+<\/p>\n<p> Taylor Swift &#8216;s backup dancers in Taylor Swift | The End of an Era.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Episode 2 of The End of an Era showed Swift&#8217;s backup dancers breaking down into tears after she handed them each a six-figure bonus check. Dancer <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-dancer-kameron-saunders-crying-since-eras-tour-ended-8760561\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Kameron Saunders;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Kameron Saunders<\/a> read the handwritten note she had attached out loud.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;Dearest Kam, we&#8217;ve traveled the world like we set out to do, we&#8217;ve dazzled the crowds, but we&#8217;ve missed family, too,&#8221; he recited. &#8220;My gratitude doesn&#8217;t come from a bank, but here&#8217;s [bleeped out] dollars just to say thanks.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">PEOPLE confirmed in December 2024 that Swift distributed a total of\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-gave-eras-tour-crew-usd197-million-in-bonuses-exclusive-8758216\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:$197 million in bonuses;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">$197 million in bonuses<\/a>\u00a0to all those who worked on her tour.<\/p>\n<p>She joked about having \u201ca mental breakdown\u201d while singing one particular song<img alt=\"Erika Goldring\/TAS24\/Getty Taylor Swift performs onstage during \" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/a7e715be479a20f4a93a0a78b6a113ed.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Erika Goldring\/TAS24\/Getty<\/p>\n<p> Taylor Swift performs onstage during &#8220;Taylor Swift | The Eras Tour&#8221; on October 25, 2024 in New Orleans, Louisiana.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">While rehearsing The Tortured Poets Department segment of her tour, Swift admitted that there was <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/taylor-swift-joked-mental-breakdown-singing-ttpd-song-eras-tour-11867865\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:one song;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">one song<\/a> she might have a hard time singing live: &#8220;Who&#8217;s Afraid of Little Old Me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">After singing a few lines from the track, she joked that she was &#8220;gonna have a mental breakdown,&#8221; adding, &#8220;It&#8217;s gonna be so fun.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Swift previously opened up about the song&#8217;s meaning in Amazon Music&#8217;s track-by-track experience for the album and revealed that she wrote it when she &#8220;felt bitter&#8221; about how society treats artists.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">\u201cWhat do we do to our writers, and our artists, and our creatives? We put them through hell,&#8221; she explained, per <a href=\"https:\/\/variety.com\/2024\/music\/news\/taylor-swift-tortured-poets-department-meaning-fortnight-clara-bow-florida-1235977904\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Variety;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">Variety<\/a>. &#8220;We watch what they create, then we judge it. We love to watch artists in pain, often to the point where I think sometimes as a society we provoke that pain and we just watch what happens.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Swift gave her crew an emotional speech before her final show<img alt=\"Disney+ 'Taylor Swift | The End of an Era'.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"640\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/091b43942196cbdf25de12011a3432e7.jpeg\"\/><\/p>\n<p>Disney+<\/p>\n<p> &#8216;Taylor Swift | The End of an Era&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Before the final concert of the Eras Tour in Vancouver, Swift gathered her team into a huddle for one last pep talk. And what she said <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/what-taylor-swift-said-in-her-emotional-final-eras-tour-huddle-11867470\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:drove them all to tears;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">drove them all to tears<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;I think about the moment that you decided that dancing was your calling and the moment that you first saw a band and thought, &#8216;Man, I wanna save up for an instrument,&#8217; &#8221; Swift said. &#8220;Every single one of us has picked professions that, categorically, people, for the majority of the time, they tell you you shouldn&#8217;t do it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">She continued, &#8220;And so I&#8217;ll see you getting rejected, not getting the job, not getting the part, not getting the solo. I&#8217;ll see all of those things that happened all along the way \u2014\u00a0the doors that were shut, the doors that were open, the windows you pried open.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Swift, getting emotional, went on to say that though everyone has talked about the Eras Tour as a phenomenon where everything just &#8220;fell into place,&#8221; she has a different viewpoint.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">&#8220;I just want every single one of you to know that I, in no way, shape or form, look at this as the pieces just falling into place,&#8221; she concluded. &#8220;You put the pieces where they are. This is the biggest challenge any of us have ever done. Tonight, we complete that challenge.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Read the original article on <a href=\"https:\/\/people.com\/bombshells-from-the-end-of-an-era-taylor-swift-11867955\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:People;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \">People<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"NEED TO KNOW Disney+ released the first two episodes of The End of an Era on Dec. 12&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":315406,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[28],"tags":[6460,96,128,10568,85978,9458,56,54,55],"class_list":["post-315405","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-music","tag-disney","tag-entertainment","tag-music","tag-taylor-swift","tag-the-end-of-an-era","tag-travis-kelce","tag-uk","tag-united-kingdom","tag-unitedkingdom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/315405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=315405"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/315405\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/315406"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=315405"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=315405"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=315405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}