{"id":607968,"date":"2026-05-28T06:06:15","date_gmt":"2026-05-28T06:06:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/607968\/"},"modified":"2026-05-28T06:06:15","modified_gmt":"2026-05-28T06:06:15","slug":"hayden-panettiere-guilt-ridden-that-she-was-incapable-of-parenting-daughter-kaya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/607968\/","title":{"rendered":"Hayden Panettiere \u2018guilt ridden\u2019 that she was \u2018incapable\u2019 of parenting daughter Kaya"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hayden Panettiere reflected on the emotional toll of <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2026\/05\/11\/parents\/hayden-panettiere-claps-back-at-claims-she-abandoned-11-year-old-daughter-kaya\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">relinquishing custody of her daughter<\/a>, Kaya, amid her struggles with addiction and <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2015\/09\/29\/hayden-panettiere-opens-up-about-postpartum-depression\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">postpartum depression<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>The \u201cNashville\u201d alum, 36, admitted she felt \u201cguilt ridden\u201d over being \u201ccompletely incapable\u201d of parenting her now-11-year-old daughter at the time.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe worst thing that somebody said to me is that it was a personal choice that I was making,\u201d Panettiere said during a panel discussion for her new memoir,\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/urldefense.com\/v3\/__https:\/\/r.pagesixlink.com\/?btn_ref=org-282f0dd399864b44&amp;btn_url=https*3A*2F*2Fwww.amazon.com*2FThis-Me-Reckoning-Hayden-Panettiere*2Fdp*2F1538773422*3Ftag*3Dpagesix-20*26asc_refurl*3Dhttps*3A*2F*2Fpagesix.com*2F2026*2F05*2F20*2Fentertainment*2Fhayden-panettiere-details-uncomfortable-connie-britton-dynamic-on-nashville-set*2F*26asc_source*3Dweb__;JSUlJSUlJSUlJSUlJSUlJSUlJSUl!!F0Stn7g!FqnOGSmg1PxiHwGNdcFjO6v6n9_P7gujltiKKS_NkTULrA0ZLr4La7bT7LuhJnJCcYTOAYYKGpfeaSJp$\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" data-nyp-affiliate=\"true\">\u201cThis Is Me: A Reckoning,\u201d <\/a>in West Hollywood, Calif., on Tuesday.<\/p>\n<p>Hayden Panettiere reflected on the emotional toll of relinquishing custody of her daughter, Kaya, during a panel in West Hollywood, Calif., on Tuesday. Sarah Jones\/Page Six<\/p>\n<p>The \u201cNashville\u201d alum admitted she felt \u201cguilt ridden\u201d over being \u201ccompletely incapable\u201d of parenting her now-11-year-old daughter at the time. GC Images<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWho would choose to feel like this? Like, how could you even say that to me? This beautiful child is healthy and everything to celebrate,\u201d she continued. \u201cAnd I\u2019m completely incapable of doing it. I felt so guilt ridden that I was incapable of doing it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Panettiere \u2014 who shares Kaya with ex-fianc\u00e9 Wladimir Klitschko \u2014 has previously spoken candidly about <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2016\/05\/13\/hayden-panettiere-back-in-rehab-for-postpartum-depression\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">battling postpartum depression<\/a> after giving birth in 2014, as well as her struggles with addiction in the years that followed.<\/p>\n<p>At one point during the panel, the actress recalled being devastated after seeing her face on a magazine cover while walking through an airport years ago.<\/p>\n<p>She detailed the moment she was walking to her gate when she saw a headline that read, \u201cWhy Hayden Panettiere Gave Up Her Daughter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The actress opened up about her struggles with postpartum depression during a panel discussion for her new \u201cThis Is Me: A Reckoning\u201d memoir.  Sarah Jones\/Page Six<\/p>\n<p>The Golden Globe nominee also opened up about the painful moment she signed custody paperwork. Sarah Jones\/Page Six<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\tWant more celebrity and pop culture news?\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p class=\"inline-module__cta\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tStart your day with Page Six Daily.\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\tThanks for signing up!\n\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou might as well have taken a knife and stabbed me in the heart. If anyone knew me, they [would] know that I would do absolutely anything for my daughter,\u201d Panettiere said. \u201cAnd sometimes that means not what you want as a mom or what\u2019s going to make you feel good as a parent, but what\u2019s best for them.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The Golden Globe nominee also opened up about the painful moment she <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2022\/09\/27\/hayden-panettiere-talks-decision-to-relinquish-custody\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">signed custody paperwork<\/a>, explaining that her father was present at the time.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI have to be a little careful. I want to make sure I continue to have a beautiful relationship with my daughter,\u201d she said. \u201cBut I\u2019ll just say that sometimes it\u2019s not an option.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Panettiere \u2014 who shares Kaya with ex-fianc\u00e9 Wladimir Klitschko (seen above in November 2016) \u2014 has previously spoken candidly about battling postpartum depression after giving birth in 2014.  Getty Images<\/p>\n<p>Panettiere and Klitschko (pictured together above in May 2013) started dating in 2009 and were in an on-again, off-again romance leading up to their 2013 engagement.  Jemal Countess<\/p>\n<p>Panettiere said she was sitting in a restaurant when several witnesses unexpectedly arrived to watch the paperwork signing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was sitting there with these people, gritting my teeth as hard as I can to not start sobbing,\u201d she recalled. \u201cAnd then I just heard them laughing and chuckling, and I was like, \u2018I can\u2019t believe you can watch somebody who\u2019s obviously doing one of the most painful things in the world.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The \u201cHeroes\u201d alum said she immediately locked herself in the restaurant bathroom afterward to process \u201cthe reality of the situation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Panettiere relinquished full custody of Kaya to Klitschko in 2018 following their split.\u00a0 Hayden Panettiere\/Twitter<\/p>\n<p>As of May 2026, Panettiere maintains a good, co-parenting relationship with Klitschko and frequently visits her daughter in Ukraine.  Hayden Panettiere\/Twitter<\/p>\n<p>Panettiere and Klitschko started dating in 2009 and were in an on-again, off-again romance <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2013\/03\/27\/hayden-panettiere-engaged-to-wladimir-klitschko-report\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">leading up to their 2013 engagement<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>The following year, the \u201cScream 4\u201d star announced she and the businessman were expecting their first child together.<\/p>\n<p>The actress relinquished full custody of Kaya to Klitschko in 2018 <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2011\/05\/12\/hayden-panettiere-splits-from-boxing-champ-klitschko\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">following their split<\/a>.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>As of May 2026, she maintains a good, co-parenting relationship with Klitschko and frequently <a href=\"https:\/\/pagesix.com\/2019\/07\/17\/hayden-panettieres-daughter-living-with-ex-wladimir-klitschko-in-ukraine\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">visits her daughter in Ukraine<\/a>. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Hayden Panettiere reflected on the emotional toll of relinquishing custody of her daughter, Kaya, amid her struggles with&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":607969,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[32],"tags":[457,6491,9054,14195,2755,96,69704,20032,9052,391,56,54,55],"class_list":["post-607968","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-celebrities","tag-books","tag-celebrities","tag-celebrity-children","tag-celebrity-families","tag-celebrity-news","tag-entertainment","tag-hayden-panettiere","tag-nashville","tag-parents","tag-tv","tag-uk","tag-united-kingdom","tag-unitedkingdom"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/607968","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=607968"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/607968\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/607969"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=607968"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=607968"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/uk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=607968"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}