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How to talk to someone who has dementia<\/p>\nI\u2019m bent over a patient, starting an IV. I hear the steady beep of monitors, the constant hum, and then a scuffle and profanity. The commotion lands on the other side of the curtain. I finish taping up the IV, excuse myself, and slip out.<\/p>\n
There, surrounded by paramedics, nurses and police, I find a yelling, kicking, spitting woman who smells of a long day of drinking. \u2018Grab that leg, Anita!\u2019 someone calls. I move quickly, dodging a surprisingly well-aimed kick by inches, and grab her shin with both hands, holding it to the bed. She\u2019s strong. Staff members hold her other limbs while a coworker gets the leather restraints in place.<\/p>\n
Here I am, I thought. I wanted to be in the big city. I grew up in a smaller town where our experience was limited to what we saw on TV and read in newspapers. By the time I was a teenager, I had such a narrow worldview that barely anybody else belonged in it and an ego so loud that barely anyone else could be heard over it. I proudly spouted \u2018personal responsibility\u2019 to anyone complaining about whatever rut they\u2019d become stuck in. \u2018Drag yourself out by your fingernails,\u2019 I\u2019d advise. I carried that attitude with me to Chicago in the 1990s, when I began working in this ER.<\/p>\n
I watched the woman urinate on herself and then taunt us about having to clean it up. Meanwhile, my patient on the other side of the curtain waited for the asthma medications still in my pocket while another patient held pressure on a wound in the waiting room.<\/p>\n
\u2018Meet Charlene,\u2019 said Frank, grinning. I huffed and looked at my paramedic colleague in disbelief. Frank had lived and worked in Chicago his whole life. Charlene\u2019s mask had slipped off in the scuffle, and she used the opportunity to spit at me.<\/p>\n
So that night went. And the next. Always stitched through the chaos were the regulars. Every ER has them, and I was introduced to ours by name every night.<\/p>\n
One evening, during a lull, I sat beside June catching up on our charting. She was a seasoned ER nurse and one of my favourite coworkers. I groaned as I heaved myself onto my aching feet. \u2018I have to go check on Charlene.\u2019<\/p>\n
\u2018You know she was a teacher?\u2019 June said, glancing up from her chart. \u2018Her son drowned, and she never really recovered. Lost her job, lost the rest of her family. She\u2019s been coming here for years like this.\u2019<\/p>\n
As I slipped past her curtain, Charlene turned her face toward me. I noticed how hollow her gaze was. How had I never seen that before? How had I never wondered?<\/p>\n
She never seemed to remember the night before and apologised bashfully when reminded<\/p>\n
\u2018Hi, Charlene.\u2019 I stood a safe distance away, prepared to duck if she spat. She didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n
I pulled up a stool and sat next to her bed, as I\u2019d done before.<\/p>\n
\u2018Is it safe to take these off?\u2019 I asked. She nodded. I slowly loosened the leather straps, limb by limb, watching for signs of attack. I paused, just for a second, and gave her hand a soft squeeze. I\u2019d never done that before. Then I sat back down.<\/p>\n
With her limbs free, she turned over on the bed to face me, eyes closed. She whispered: \u2018I haven\u2019t always been like this.\u2019<\/p>\n
\u2018You\u2019re not always like this now,\u2019 I said. I\u2019d seen sober Charlene leave the ER in full high spirits, giggling and flirting with Frank. She never seemed to remember the night before and apologised bashfully when reminded.<\/p>\n
In the ER, we lived by one rule: work hard, play hard. Together, we developed a perverse sense of humour that only we appreciated. Sometimes we saw obituaries of our regulars pinned to the break-room wall.<\/p>\n
Long, challenging shifts were broken up by nights out together, when we drank, got silly, played pool, ate bar food and laughed over jokes that would turn anyone else\u2019s stomach. We also raised a quiet toast to our deceased regulars. We were bonded by what we did in a way I had never experienced before.<\/p>\n
A few years into my ER career, by then more experienced and cynical, I attended a required class. The instructor opened with a lesson on compassion as a cure for burnout. She reminded us that our kindness might be the last kindness a person in our care receives. Those words have knocked around in my thoughts ever since. I remembered times when I should have been kinder and more patient, and I vowed to improve my approach to all patients, no matter how many times I\u2019d triaged and discharged them that day. I began to wear compassion like armour, and our toasts to dead regulars took on more weight.<\/p>\n
June no longer had to give me insights into our patients; I learned their stories on my own.<\/p>\n
The armour of compassion worked \u2013 until it didn\u2019t. As the years pressed on, and I gained experience in emergency departments all around the US, the ER became more difficult. C-suite executives with business or finance degrees but no medical training loaded nurses with more and more non-patient-care tasks: fill out this extra form for someone in a back office doing metrics here, ask these five extra questions to all patients to ensure we can bill for screenings that have nothing to do with the patient\u2019s chief complaint there, spend an extra 10 minutes searching for a computer, and sign into it only to find the scanner broken, then repeat. As the pace accelerated, the goalposts for success moved farther away. I couldn\u2019t be in enough places at once, let alone spend three minutes connecting with a patient and addressing their fear or discomfort.<\/p>\n
The number of regulars increased, but we didn\u2019t have time to get to know them. Nobody wants to feel like they\u2019re failing day in and day out, so in December 2019, I planned my exit. I enrolled in Spanish classes in Colombia and intended to stay for a year on a student visa, teaching English on the side. I hoped the move would lead to other opportunities away from the United States healthcare system.<\/p>\n
Around that time, I began to catch rumours of a new, unnamed illness overseas. I checked with the hospitals I\u2019d worked in before and, aside from a few other concerned coworkers, they seemed largely unaware and certainly weren\u2019t taking any precautions. For them, it was business as usual (making money). For me, it was a race to go where my savings would last longer, and my stress would be lighter.<\/p>\n
By the time entire villages in Italy were singing and cheering out their windows for healthcare workers, it was still business as usual in the US. When the virus hit US hospitals, they were already filled to the brim in the name of \u2018efficiency\u2019 and caught with their proverbial pants down. Then borders closed, and I was trapped in the US.<\/p>\n
Whatever the signs said, we weren\u2019t heroes in the hospitals\u2019 eyes<\/p>\n
With my savings dwindling and a growing sense of duty, I jumped in again. Something about the need, the fear and the desperation of so many people rekindled the compassion I\u2019d worked so hard to cultivate years earlier. I wanted to help.<\/p>\n
I arrived in North Carolina for work and secured housing, but my job was cancelled before it even began. Next came New York and then New Hampshire. I knew that our presence meant something to scared people. Somehow, we brought comfort \u2013 and that felt worthwhile.<\/p>\n
At first, cheers for nurses and doctors filled the empty streets. Hospitals hung \u2018Heroes Work Here\u2019 signs while administrators stayed far away. Whatever the signs said, we weren\u2019t heroes in the hospitals\u2019 eyes. Real heroes would have been given proper personal protective equipment. I had one N95 mask, pulled repeatedly from a crumpled brown paper bag, and single-use face shields I washed, hung and reused until they were scratched and foggy. The worn-out equipment and closed doors made it nearly impossible to hear alarms or see monitors. Once again, I wasn\u2019t meeting my patients\u2019 needs, and compassion quickly morphed into despair.<\/p>\n
As the coronavirus swept across the US, a family tragedy brought me to northwest Florida. There, the bars and restaurants were in full swing, masks were scoffed at, and the pandemic seemed real only for families of the dead. Everywhere, people talked about the COVID hoax and loved to exclaim: \u2018If you think you\u2019re at risk, YOU wear a mask and stay home!\u2019 Eventually, the first pandemic wave seemed to die down, and I cautiously took a job in a nearby ER.<\/p>\n
As in other emergency departments where I\u2019d worked, the staff were stretched thin. But here, each nurse carried a heavier patient load, and staff members, often traumatised themselves, had little time to laugh together or bond.<\/p>\n
Then the Delta variant swept through. These patients were younger, many of them previously healthy, and it was disturbing to see so many of them in such a serious condition.<\/p>\n
I was rushing through discharge instructions one day when I saw a new patient wheeled into one of my rooms, his lips blue, his skin sweaty and pale. I immediately excused myself and headed toward him. He didn\u2019t have time to waste. He was in his 40s, and too short of breath to speak more than a few words at a time. He denied any history of asthma or other health issues.<\/p>\n
My regulars were the intoxicated, psychotic, lost, and forgotten, the ones who had broken down doors inside me I\u2019d never known were there<\/p>\n
He refused to keep his mask on, which I had come to expect by then. Double-checking my own mask, I put him on oxygen, listened to his lungs and hooked him to the monitor while scanning the nurses\u2019 station for a respiratory therapist and the attending physician. He was agitated, which commonly happens as oxygen levels drop. I asked him the standard questions, including whether he had been exposed to COVID-19 recently. At that question, he began to sputter about the hoax we were all perpetrating. Fatigue squashed his outrage, and he grudgingly allowed me to collect a sample for a COVID-19 test while I guarded against a possible attack.<\/p>\n
His colour and oxygen levels improved on high-flow oxygen therapy, but his anger didn\u2019t abate. I wasn\u2019t looking forward to breaking the news that his COVID-19 test was positive.<\/p>\n
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