FORT PIERCE, Fla. (CBS12) — The man accused of shooting and killing a Fort Pierce teenager last year has requested temporary jail leave — again.

CBS12 News has learned the Broward County judge denied that request on Wednesday morning.

You may remember Myrah Zeigler, 19, was killed after police say someone opened fire at a gathering in a Fort Lauderdale Airbnb last May. Larry Smith, 20, of Lauderhill, was arrested in July and charged with second-degree murder.

This is not the first time Smith has requested a short-term release from jail. Last August, a different Broward judge granted Smith’s motion to leave the jail for one day to attend his father’s funeral.

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Reliving this again left Zeigler’s mother, Alacia Ford-Barron, shattered.

“The audacity of him (Smith) to even think that he can get away with what he did and just come out and live his life freely. I’m broken. I’m not going to even lie. I am. I am broken. I am. I’m a broken mother,” said Ford-Barron.

According to court documents, Smith requested a judge grant him a furlough, or temporary release from the Broward County Jail, because his fiancée is pregnant and expected to give birth on Thursday at a hospital in Davie. Those documents show Smith agreed to be released with an electronic monitoring device on and a curfew.

Ford-Barron recounts the defense’s arguments in a Broward County courtroom on Wednesday morning for why Smith should be granted permission to leave for the day.

“I felt was untrue, you know, maybe you just doing your job, but, you know, let’s speak facts. If something happens to your child with you, you know, but she spoke on behalf, saying, ‘He (Smith) was trustworthy. He was getting a chance to be a great father, the opportunity and that he would turn himself back in because what he did last time,’ that upsetted me real bad,” said Ford-Barron.

Ford-Barron says the judge didn’t let her speak during the hearing, but she knew her presence was felt in the courtroom.

“I want him (Smith) to feel and see what I’m going through, and maybe it might he might start understanding once he become a father. But I need him to feel me. I need him to understand that Myrah has a whole- how can I say it? A whole army behind her. And he needs to understand that I’m not giving up,” said Ford-Barron.

The judge ultimately denied Smith’s request.

“I really applaud Judge Coleman, I know he didn’t make the decision because of me. He made decision because that’s his job, you know, as a judge, but I want to thank him for making the correct decision, you know, and not a careless decision,” said Ford-Barron.

Relieved, empowered, and heard.

It was feelings, Ford-Barron says, she felt for the first time in a long while following that decision.

“I’m not only standing for my daughter’s voice, but I’m also standing to make sure I try to protect everybody else you know, and I want this. Myra’s death really hit a lot of people. It touched a lot of people,” said Ford-Barron.

Ford-Barron says Zeigler would have turned 20 this past December.

As she mentioned, her daughter’s death touched a lot of people. That’s why she started a non-profit called “Myrah’s Purpose” to give other young adults a voice.