{"id":265783,"date":"2026-06-13T19:54:17","date_gmt":"2026-06-13T19:54:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us-ny\/265783\/"},"modified":"2026-06-13T19:54:17","modified_gmt":"2026-06-13T19:54:17","slug":"madeline-cash-isnt-playing-around-or-is-she","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us-ny\/265783\/","title":{"rendered":"Madeline Cash Isn\u2019t Playing Around. Or Is She?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Madeline Cash has had many infestations in her life. On a recent day in London, she let in a bearded exterminator to spray her apartment for moths. Like her debut novel, \u201cLost Lambs,\u201d her flat had been overtaken by pesky flying bugs.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cThe first step is admitting you have a problem,\u201d Cash said, flashing the perforated hemline of her skirt.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">In her <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2026\/01\/13\/books\/review\/lost-lambs-madeline-cash.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">off-kilter book from this winter<\/a>, about a lovable, oddball family, it is not only the local church that is infested by gnats. The bugs travel onto the page, infesting the spelling of the words: extermignate, gnaturally, desitgnation. It\u2019s one of many gags in her jester grimoire.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cI wanted to do the opposite of diaristic autofiction,\u201d she said. \u201cI wanted to do something maximalist.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Cash, a 30-year-old writer who grew up in California, had come to London to be with her boyfriend, a filmmaker who is studying at Central Saint Martins. The move had taken her out of New York, where she was part of the literary circle that had started gathering in and around Chinatown during the pandemic around publications like <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2021\/03\/07\/business\/media\/the-drunken-canal-media-nyc.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">The Drunken Canal<\/a>, <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2025\/02\/03\/style\/heavy-traffic-magazine.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Heavy Traffic<\/a> and <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/forevermag.net\/\" title=\"\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\" target=\"_blank\">Forever<\/a>, which Cash had founded with two friends.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">A crop of fiction has sprouted from this downtown milieu over the last two years, including \u201c<a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"http:\/\/nytimes.com\/2024\/04\/29\/books\/review\/my-first-book-honor-levy.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">My First Book<\/a>\u201d by Honor Levy, \u201c<a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2025\/11\/04\/books\/review\/anika-jade-levy-flat-earth.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Flat Earth<\/a>\u201d by Anika Jade Levy, and \u201cParadise Logic\u201d by Sophie Kemp. What sets this cohort apart is a generational affect that values artifice over nature, theatricality over authenticity, candy vapes over natural wine.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cWe were told that we could never buy property and that the climate was going to destroy us,\u201d Cash said. \u201cWhat else can we do but make art about it? So we got drunk and put on costumes and threw parties and published ridiculous stories and didn\u2019t think about censorship.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">The <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/thepointmag.com\/criticism\/alt-lit\/\" title=\"\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\" target=\"_blank\">essayist and critic<\/a> Sam Kriss sees some promise in the movement. \u201cI don\u2019t know if I could point to any contemporary literary movements that are coming up with anything vastly better,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019d love it if they\u2019d all found something to write about other than themselves, though \u2014 that would be very encouraging.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cLost Lambs\u201d would seem to suggest otherwise. Called <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theatlantic.com\/books\/2026\/01\/madeline-cash-lost-lambs-book-review-internet-novel\/685595\/\" title=\"\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\" target=\"_blank\">\u201cthe first internet novel with broad appeal,\u201d<\/a> it has been sold to 21 countries since it came out in January. The art-house studio A24 has acquired the book for a limited series.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cTo me, Chinatown is like the Algonquin Round Table,\u201d Cash said. \u201cThis is where the best minds of my generation are. And people love to hate from outside the club.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">She led the exterminator to the study. On a desk, \u201cThe 12 Step Prayer Book\u201d was stacked on top of a copy of \u201cInfinite Jest\u201d adorned with Hello Kitty stickers.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">The pest controller scribbled an insecticide note as he prepared to spray the flat. \u201cShould be all right to head back in about two days.\u201d Cash took a frantic look around the room.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cEverything will work out as it should,\u201d she said. \u201cGod never sends mail to the wrong address.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Moth Exile<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Temporarily cast out of her apartment, Cash\u2019s first stop in her moth exile was the local pub. Eyeing a sign reading \u201cNO CHILDREN AFTER 7 P.M.,\u201d she suggested we take our drinks outside. \u201cI may want to um, chain-smoke, which I shouldn\u2019t do tonight in the hotel,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Cash, who grew up in the Sherman Oaks section of Los Angeles, sipped from a pint of Coke. She was wearing white socks, black ballet flats and a black woolen cardigan. A gold crucifix hung around her neck. It belonged to her grandmother, a Croatian immigrant on her father\u2019s side.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cShe was the only one in that family who was nice to me,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">For \u201cLost Lambs,\u201d Cash drew from her upbringing. Her mother is an actress who became a hospice nurse when her Hollywood jobs dried up. Her estranged father, she said, is a \u201cvery conservative Navy guy\u201d who lives in San Pedro, a Los Angeles neighborhood not unlike the unnamed port town where her book is set.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cI have the classic \u2018dad-took-off-on-me\u2019 story,\u2019\u201d she said, lighting a cigarette. \u201cHe had a kind of replacement family on an insane property I would sometimes visit on the weekends. He had a pet peacock in a sun room.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Cash\u2019s characters go to comedic extremes to find connection outside the shaky family unit. One daughter joins a terrorist cell; a second dates a war veteran who goes by War Crimes Wes; a third tumbles down a conspiracy rabbit hole. Religion emerges as a big theme. There\u2019s a cinephile priest, a promiscuous church lady and a dubious support group at the local parish.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cWhen all this new Catholicism came around, that was very fascinating to me,\u201d Cash said, referring to a <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2022\/08\/09\/opinion\/nyc-catholicism-dimes-square-religion.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">mini wave of conversion<\/a> among the downtown set in New York. \u201cAll these kids who had grown up with parents that rejected orthodoxy were now returning to it, like, needing something. And it wasn\u2019t necessarily the teachings of the Catholic church, but just community.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">She shared some of that yearning. In Los Angeles during the pandemic, Cash was struggling to get her career started. She had interned for The Onion and \u201cConan,\u201d but was considering giving up on comedy.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">In search of something more stimulating, Cash set out to organize a reading at the Hollywood Forever Cemetery, where she had worked as a teenager.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">The reading brought her back in touch with her high-school best friend, the writer Anika Jade Levy, who helped organize the event. They read each other\u2019s work and traded takes on the writing that had emerged in the 2010s. In their view, none of it seemed to capture the chaos and dysfunction that had come to define the Covid era. They also kept an eye on the literary scene \u2014 and sensibility \u2014 that was emerging on the opposite coast.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cI think I idealized downtown because a lot of the <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2021\/04\/15\/books\/giancarlo-ditrapano-dead.html\" title=\"\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Tyrant Books<\/a> writers that I admired orbited around Chinatown,\u201d she said, referring to the independent publisher in New York. She rattled off some names: Atticus Lish, Jordan Castro, Honor Levy. \u201cI thought they were doing something transgressive and new and interesting, and I literally just moved there with a suitcase.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">For Cash, an absurdist world needs absurdist remedies. \u201cI think it\u2019s easier to hold a mirror up to society if it\u2019s a fun house mirror \u2014 if it\u2019s distorted and a little bit hyperbolic,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">In 2022, Cash and Levy, along with the art director Natalia Ruiz, founded Forever, a magazine that embraced <a class=\"css-yywogo\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theharvardadvocate.com\/content\/interview-with-madeline-cash\" title=\"\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer nofollow\" target=\"_blank\">\u201cthe low quality aesthetic of the early digital age,\u201d<\/a> publishing deliberately glib, rough-edged fiction out of touch with mainstream literature.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Cash said they were trying to meet a \u201ccultural need\u201d for something more playful in literary culture. Levy described their publication as \u201ca place for writing that isn\u2019t stuffy and professionalized and institutional.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">At literary parties, the two could be spotted roaming the room in twin princess dresses, their pastel ruffles standing out among the scrum of pullovers and Oxford shirts.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cWe would say the most ridiculous things,\u201d Cash said. \u201cI told one reporter that I was an orphan. Everything was just a play to us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The End of Fantasy<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">On the day after the exterminator\u2019s visit, I met Cash at the Zetter Hotel, where she was waiting out the moth exterminators with her boyfriend, Chris Comfort, a filmmaker. She was dressed in a white dressing gown, eating a cheeseburger on the canopy bed with a friend, Marina Scholz.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Cash reflected on the two years she spent working on \u201cLost Lambs.\u201d She spoke of visits to the emergency room and cocaine on mirrored trays and nights blacked out on park benches. The theatrics got to a point where Comfort decided to end their relationship.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cI was just slowly and systematically losing everything. I could see it slipping away, into this calamity that is all my own making,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">In New York, Cash decided to stop editing Forever and take a break from the scene. She sensed it was her only chance to win back her boyfriend.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">She said she volunteered at a women\u2019s shelter and brought 12 Step meetings to the prison in Chinatown. She got sober, got back together with Comfort and set to work on a second novel about \u201can autistic man who is constructing a giant carousel.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">In the London hotel room, Cash sat down by the wardrobe mirror to adjust her makeup. \u201cI\u2019m reading \u2018Fear of Flying,\u2019\u201d she said, referring to the Erica Jong novel. \u201cAnd she says, when you try to seduce the public, you end up feeling like a whore. And it does kind of feel like that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">Her year of London sobriety has been boring but necessary, she said. In a few weeks, she would be back in New York, back in Chinatown, back in her scene.<\/p>\n<p class=\"css-140ip4z e1me5xab0\">\u201cYou can\u2019t save your ass and your face at the same time,\u201d she said, smearing blush across her cheek. \u201cSo it hasn\u2019t been very glamorous. 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