{"id":855483,"date":"2026-09-21T13:52:47","date_gmt":"2026-09-21T13:52:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/855483\/"},"modified":"2026-09-21T13:52:47","modified_gmt":"2026-09-21T13:52:47","slug":"20-year-old-with-suicide-disease-begged-doctors-to-amputate-her-leg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/855483\/","title":{"rendered":"20-year-old with &#8216;suicide disease&#8217; begged doctors to amputate her leg"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A woman chose to have her leg amputated at just 20 after an agonizing condition left her unable to leave her home for eight months.<\/p>\n<p>Jess Burkinshaw had lived with juvenile idiopathic arthritis (JIA) since she was just 16 months old, when she developed swollen joints, fevers and severe pain and even stopped walking and crawling.<\/p>\n<p>But when she was 15, the pain in her right ankle suddenly became dramatically worse.<\/p>\n<p>Jess Burkinshaw poses for a photo before her amputation. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>Jess is pictured in a hospital after undergoing an amputation. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>Jess chose to have her leg amputated at just 20 after an agonizing condition left her unable to leave her home for eight months. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>Jess initially believed she was suffering a particularly bad <a href=\"https:\/\/nypost.com\/2025\/10\/18\/health\/knee-arthritis-reduced-with-experiemental-low-dose-radiation-study\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">arthritis flare-up<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, she was diagnosed with complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS), a condition that causes severe and persistent pain and can develop following an injury or damage to the nervous system.<\/p>\n<p>At its worst, Jess says the pain could feel as though she was \u201cburning alive\u201d one moment before being \u201cthrown into an ice bath\u201d the next.<\/p>\n<p>Jess was diagnosed with complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS), a condition that causes severe and persistent pain and can develop following an injury or damage to the nervous system. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ve never known a life without pain,\u201d Jess, from Leeds, West Yorks, told <a href=\"https:\/\/urldefense.com\/v3\/__http:\/\/creatorzine.com\/__;!!F0Stn7g!Gog7V7rE3JV5IMuIUCEifIlZr1zkEp-3L4qnwKr2xs22C2NxcIxFp2q0OfXpNts1JGslY7eqpAkP9xWP$\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\">creatorzine.com<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen I was around 14, I just couldn\u2019t ignore the pain anymore; it was taking over my life.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe then learnt years later that the pain was due to my ankle and foot being severely <a href=\"https:\/\/nypost.com\/2026\/04\/19\/health\/menstrual-blood-could-be-the-key-to-treating-osteoarthritis\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">damaged from my arthritis<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOn a daily basis, my pain level would never drop below a seven out of the one-to-10 pain scale.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt felt like my whole foot was bruised and it was continuously being stabbed, burned and electrocuted.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The debilitating pain took a huge toll on Jess\u2019s education and social life.<\/p>\n<p>The debilitating pain took a huge toll on Jess\u2019s education and social life. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>She said: \u201cIt has massively affected my life in terms of studying.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI sat my GCSEs at home as I was in too much pain to leave the house, and I missed over half of my last year of school due to the pain.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI had very few friends as I wasn\u2019t there seeing them in person to keep the friendship going.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLeaving the house has always been my biggest struggle, as I was unable to wear a sock or shoe due to my CRPS.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis meant I was completely unable to go out in winter, as the cold was so intensely painful<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI had very few friends as I wasn\u2019t there seeing them in person to keep the friendship going,\u201d Jess said. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy lowest point during my illness was a couple of years ago when I wasn\u2019t able to leave the house for eight months, and I was barely leaving my bedroom due to how severe my pain was.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jess says years of crippling pain and medication also had a devastating impact on her <a href=\"https:\/\/nypost.com\/2025\/11\/13\/health\/americans-say-people-they-confide-in-about-own-mental-health-struggles-cant-help-them-cope\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">mental health<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>She said: \u201cI have been on so many different medications to try and combat the pain, but no one ever seems to warn you about the effect they can have on your mental health.<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\tStart your day with all you need to know\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p class=\"inline-module__cta\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tMorning Report delivers the latest news, videos, photos and more.\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\tThanks for signing up!\n\t\t\t\t<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was <a href=\"https:\/\/nypost.com\/2026\/03\/01\/health\/link-between-cannabis-and-anxiety-depression-has-strengthened-over-time\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">depressed, anxious<\/a> and experiencing hallucinations due to the medication I was taking mixed with my severe lack of sleep due to the pain.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jess spent years trying different treatments in a desperate bid to regain control of her life.<\/p>\n<p>These included an ankle fusion and a spinal cord stimulator trial, but nothing worked.<\/p>\n<p>Eventually, after more than two years of discussions with surgeons, she decided to have her right leg amputated.<\/p>\n<p>Jess underwent the life-changing operation in April this year.<\/p>\n<p>Jess says years of crippling pain and medication also had a devastating impact on her mental health. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>She said: \u201cAn amputation may seem like a worse outcome to most people, as they are used to their limbs being pain-free and functional.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI think if they felt what it\u2019s like to be in horrible pain 24\/7, even just for a day, they would be much more understanding and would beg for anything just to lessen the pain even a bit.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy quality of life has improved so much, mainly because I\u2019m in less pain.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI can leave the house more, I feel more independent, I\u2019m <a href=\"https:\/\/nypost.com\/2026\/09\/14\/health\/dont-get-enough-sleep-a-pre-bed-routine-can-help-the-next-day\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">sleeping much better<\/a>, and I feel more like myself.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Doctors had differing opinions over whether amputation was the right option because of Jess\u2019s young age and CRPS.<\/p>\n<p>Eventually, after more than two years of discussions with surgeons, Jess decided to have her right leg amputated. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>She saw three different surgeons, two of whom supported the procedure while another was more cautious.<\/p>\n<p>The decision ultimately took more than two years.<\/p>\n<p>Jess knew there was a risk the operation might not reduce her pain, but says she had reached the point where she was willing to take that chance.<\/p>\n<p>She said: \u201cAn amputation was the best shot of having less pain and better functionality with a prosthetic over my other options, and I was willing to do anything to lessen my pain to improve my quality of life.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen I was finally put on the waiting list for my amputation, I just felt so much relief.<\/p>\n<p>Jess underwent the life-changing operation in April this year. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was definitely worried that my pain wouldn\u2019t lessen after my amputation, but I knew I couldn\u2019t be any worse off than I already was.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019d either stay in the same amount of pain I was already used to, or I had the chance of it improving.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jess is not yet using a prosthetic but had a cast made for one last week.<\/p>\n<p>Jess is not yet using a prosthetic but had a cast made for one last week. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>In the meantime, she has been working hard with physiotherapists and using a PPAM aid, a rehabilitation device which allows lower-limb amputees to practice walking before receiving a prosthetic.<\/p>\n<p>She now uses social media to educate others about disability and accessibility and raise awareness of what it can be like to live with <a href=\"https:\/\/nypost.com\/2025\/10\/07\/health\/popular-opioid-painkiller-doesnt-ease-chronic-pain-new-study\/\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">chronic pain<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>And Jess has no doubt she made the right choice.<\/p>\n<p>Jess now uses social media to educate others about disability and accessibility and raise awareness of what it can be like to live with chronic pain. Jam Press\/@rolling_with_jess<\/p>\n<p>She added: \u201cIt was definitely the right decision, no doubt about it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI had full trust in my surgeon, and I knew it was the best way forward.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe relief was a gradual process, as I had targeted muscle reinnervation, which meant the nerves were a lot more sensitive in the first month post-amputation.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI got relief after about two months.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor me it wasn\u2019t a difficult decision to be made; I have a very logical mindset, and it was the only option that could actually lessen my pain.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy friends and family were happy I was getting what I needed to help my pain, as they saw how much I was struggling with my pain.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"A woman chose to have her leg amputated at just 20 after an agonizing condition left her unable&hellip;\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":855484,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[13346,46616,77099,97,252,253,5313],"class_list":["post-855483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-health-care","tag-amputation","tag-chronic-illness","tag-disabilities","tag-health","tag-health-care","tag-healthcare","tag-surgery"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855483","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=855483"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/855483\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/855484"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=855483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=855483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.newsbeep.com\/us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=855483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}